In the days when Shizuka and the two of them got along under the same ward roof, A Liang gradually understood where the sympathy of my cousin steel rough man came from. She has always been a loner. Jingxiang's parents have already passed away. She is an only child. Relatives next to Jingxiang are like hot potatoes. They never say hello, let alone visit. Jingxiang has a heavy reaction to chemotherapy and often can't eat for several days. I finally had an appetite, and I didn't want to eat because of financial constraints. So she is very thin, which can be said to be a bit scary. They live in a general ward, and there is no TV in the room. Most patients usually like chatting, chatting and chatting, and the two are getting more and more familiar. Jingxiang originally had a decent job and a handsome boyfriend. The endless overtime work of foreign companies made her health worse and worse. After a hemoptysis, she went to the hospital for a CT scan. The doctor told her that the left lung occupied a space and the right lung had some round nodules. Jingxiang's father died of lung cancer. She knew how terrible it would be, so she immediately asked for leave to be hospitalized. Unfortunately, after fiberoptic bronchoscopy, the pathology confirmed that Jingxiang was also a lung cancer. More unfortunately, the boyfriend disappeared the day after learning about the illness and never appeared again. The former vows of eternal love are vulnerable to reality. Or in other words, fear will prevail over love. I don't know when it started. Whenever I saw Shizuka tortured by illness, A Liang's heart would ache faintly. The day I became a patient with Jingxiang was probably the most comfortable and quiet time in my busy life, except for my distressed Jingxiang. Sometimes A Liang thinks that if A Xiang is not sick, if only he can suffer for A Xiang ... A Liang slowly discovers that Jingxiang seems to meet all his mate selection criteria. She is lively, optimistic, kind and careful. What surprised A Liang most was that Jing Xiang turned out to be a fan, just like A Liang, a die-hard fan of Barcelona. Jing Xiang told A Liang that his dream before his illness was to go to Camp Nou to watch the Barcelona game one day. Even the game on TV is hard to see now. That night was the second leg of the Champions League 1/8 final, Barcelona vs Paris Saint-Germain. A Liang specially brought a laptop from home. Barcelona lost 0-4 away in the first leg, and the chance of turning over is almost zero. A Liang asked Jing Xiang: "Do you think there is still hope for Barcelona?" Jingxiang replied with a smile: "I think I can make a comeback, because I live in the legendary No.9 hospital bed, which will bring good luck to the home team I support." A Liang asked his cousin about the legendary story of No.9 hospital bed.
Cousin said there was something special about bed 9. At the earliest, a famous feng shui master came to the hospital, walked around the ward three times and chose the No.9 hospital bed. I was diagnosed with lung cancer at Concord University, and later I wanted to invite a famous professor to have an operation here. Who knows that I received a phone call from Concord after I checked in, saying that the pathology was wrong and it was benign hyperplasia. When I was discharged from the hospital, the Feng Shui master smiled and left a sentence: "No.9 hospital bed has good feng shui, which brought me good luck." Later, uncle Chen, who lived in bed 9, got lung cancer, and it was the most malignant one: small cell lung cancer. Generally speaking, the average survival time is 3 to 6 months, but the tumor completely disappeared after Uncle Chen finished chemotherapy. This year is the seventh year after treatment, and Uncle Chen has been in good health. The doctor said that this has been called a clinical cure. People around went to Uncle Chen's house to inquire about how to treat cancer. Uncle Chen said with a smile every time, XX Hospital. By the way, I'm bed 9 in ward 3. I heard that this bed can bring good luck. Later, another patient lived in bed 9. After the injection, he went to the hospital and bought a two-color ball. Won the second prize with a bonus of more than 340,000 yuan. After listening to my cousin's words, A Liang hoped that Bed 9 would also bring good luck to Jingxiang. He hopes that Jingxiang can also beat cancer like Uncle Chen, even if this luck is used up, even if Barcelona loses the game. As long as his fragrance is good. That night, Jing Xiang and Liang watched the game in the lounge chair in the ward corridor, and Barcelona actually reversed. Roberto's last-second goal, an epic reversal, the two of them jumped up in ecstasy to celebrate the team's victory. A Liang stared at Jingxiang, saying "I like you" broke the happy atmosphere just now. Shizuka froze and stopped talking. A Liang is so nervous that he looks like a 20-year-old boy. He flushed and asked, "Would you like to stay with me?" Jing Xiang said, "No." A Liang paused and asked, "Don't you like me?" Shizuka was silent, her mouth trembled, she pursed her lips and swallowed all the love she wanted to express. A Liang continued to ask, "Do you think I am not handsome enough? Still think I'm not rich enough? Still ... "Jingxiang suddenly interrupted him and spat:" I am a cancer patient. " A Xiang's words are very light, but they seem to weigh a thousand pounds. Yes, it would be great if it were two ordinary young people. Unfortunately, we are two cancer patients. In front of the reality of life and death, love has become such a luxury. They all stopped talking and looked at each other quietly. A Liang is so close to Jingxiang and feels so far away. He and Jing Xiang are a matter of life and death.
Liang can't accept this reality. He can't eat well, can't sleep, and can't sleep all night. He inquired about cousin Jingxiang's illness carefully. My cousin said that Jingxiang was a lung adenocarcinoma, and now it has metastasized all over the body. Chemotherapy drugs have long been unable to control cancer cells. Plus Jingxiang is weak, it is possible at any time ... A Liang interrupted my cousin. Cousin seems to understand the meaning of Liang. He told A Liang that we all sympathize with Jing Xiang, but after all, she is a patient with advanced tumor. You'd better not move without results. A Liang said calmly that she is indeed a cancer patient, but what about this? I want to prove to her that love can overcome fear. Cousin paused and said that her current condition may last for some time, unless she can take gene-targeted drugs through genetic testing. But targeted drugs are too expensive, close to 1 10,000. If she takes medicine, more than 5,000 Jingxiang can't afford it for a month. Even if it is effective, it will be resistant after 1 year ... A Liang excitedly shook her cousin's hand and said, even if she lives one more day! Looking at A Liang's determined eyes, my cousin's heart was touched by something. My cousin nodded, contacted the Department of Pathology, and made a genetic test on Jingxiang's pathological specimens. A week later, A Liang went through the discharge formalities for himself. Before leaving, he handed the genetic test report and two bottles of targeted drugs to Jing Xiang. Shizuka first paused, and then tears began to swirl in her eyes. "Why, why do you want to do this?" Shizuka questioned Liang. A Liang looked at Jingxiang tenderly and said, "I want to prove to you that love can overcome fear." Jingxiang burst into tears and cried, "But I'm not afraid of death!" A Liang hugged Jingxiang and said softly in a trembling voice, "But I'm afraid you will die!" I am not afraid of anything, but I am afraid of losing you. Because of you, I am willing to face all the sufferings in this world. From that moment on, Shizuka never cried again, and she really had no fear of death. Because she knows that she has the love to overcome fear and the courage to face cancer. All this is because she has a lover, Liang, that's all. It turns out that love can really have the magic power to heal life. After taking targeted drugs, Jingxiang's body really miraculously improved. A Liang also joked that the No.9 hospital bed was amazing. Shizuka knows that the real magic is the power of love. After reviewing, Shizuka is no longer lonely. There is always a tall figure around her, and they are closely related.
Since then, A Liang and Shizuka have never been separated. A few months later, Shizuka and A Liang planned the wedding. A Liang said that Jing Xiang's dream should come true. So the honeymoon trip was specially set in Spain. Barcelona, Camp Nou stadium. A place to witness miracles. Two young people suffering from cancer, holding a group to keep warm, neither let go nor give up, taking good care of the seeds of love. Jing Xiang once said: Our love is really ordinary, just like ordinary people, it is a day of daily necessities. But I cherish this vivid and true beauty. I don't need too much A Liang, just live simply and comfortably. This is an extravagant hope for former cancer patients, so I cherish it. If there is anything special about our love, it is probably that the two of us can stand the test of life better. Some people say that "the world is not worth it", but with such a person, everything is worth it; Some people say that "love will disappear", but there will always be someone to accompany you through the most difficult years of life and tell you that love is eternal. See, no matter how chaotic and noisy the world is, there will always be someone who makes you feel worthy of loving and being loved, takes you out of the darkest tunnel of life with firm eyes and gives you the most exact and sincere love in your life. This is the love in the ninth hospital bed, which belongs to A Liang and Jingxiang. The story is not long, but it is enough to warm our hearts. After reading this, I want to say a cordial greeting. Are you okay? As Haruki Murakami said, in short, the years are long, but it is worth waiting for. Remember, life is hard, but don't give up love and hope!
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Remember that life is hard, but don't give up love and hope.
Remember that life is hard, but don't give up love and hope.
Hospital story: cancer, love, the most exact love in life …
Time flies, the long-awaited movie "A Little Red Flower" was released, and the love story between Wei Yihang and Ma deeply touched us. For example, the line "Look for light in the dark, grow up in thorns, and smile will make you feel warm and safe at the time level". What will happen when love meets Cancer?
It may be together, or it may be escape; It may be parting, or it may be parting.
When the love of others is surrounded by flowers and blessings, the love of cancer patients looks so fragile and helpless, but it is extremely precious and rare. There is never a standard answer to the arithmetic problem of love. However, when two young people toss and turn in the ward, fighting with death hand in hand and fighting for their sincere love, it seems to give an optimal answer to the question of love.