Lu Zilin didn't care about Leng Qiuyue's words at first, thinking that it was just the concern of the younger generation for the elders.
But the cold next sentence completely exposed the stuffing. She said to Lu Zilin: My mother is not at home tonight, so don't go out in the dark. I dare not open the door for you alone ... it's inconvenient.
When Leng Qiuyue said it was not convenient to open the door, Lu Zilin's face suddenly burned.
Leng said quickly, you can drink at our house and I'll fry two dishes for you.
Lu Zilin had no idea that Leng's series of verbal actions were actually being nice to him.
I always think it is normal for people to have desires, because eating whole grains. Once people's desires are suppressed for a long time and cannot be released, their hearts will become distorted and there is no bottom line for human nature.
Leng put four fried dishes on the table and prepared wine. She deliberately ran into the room, put on rouge and gouache, and fiddled with her hair.
Leng Qiuyue's every move, every word and deed made Lu Zilin smell her inner thoughts. After all, Lu Zilin is a man who has seen countless women in Bailuyuan. Cold this recruit escapes Lu Zilin's eyes.
What puzzled Lu Zilin was that Leng Qiuyue's words and deeds at this time were completely different from his frivolous words and deeds that night.
Because of Leng Yue at this time, I have let go of my inner bottom line, and I am completely drawn by my body's desire.
In order to dispel her inner worries, Lu Zilin began to test Leng, such as inviting Leng to have dinner with her deskmate, and Leng agreed. For example, when they were drinking, Lu Zilin deliberately touched Leng Qiuyue's hand. Leng Qiuyue not only didn't escape, but grabbed Lu Zilin's hand. ......
A series of cold reactions made Lu Zilin more convinced of his inner thought "this woman is a widow and a madman", and also made Lu Zilin more determined to retaliate against the cold humiliation.
Liu Zilin took advantage of Leng Yue's inattention and stuffed a handful of wheat straw into a plate of cold bean sprouts. The original text read:
Lu Zilin said to her daughter-in-law: Eat food without drinking, and try the fried food! Daughter-in-law bravely picked up chopsticks and took a sip of bamboo shoots and melons. Lu Zilin further encouraged me to try cold bean sprouts again. Daughter-in-law extended chopsticks to bean sprouts more freely this time. When she put bean sprouts in her mouth, she vomited, and she froze in front of the stone table. She eats wheat straw.
The victorious Lu Zilin snapped: Behave yourself, you are the beast who eats grass.
Luzilin thought it was just a beautiful counterattack, but she didn't know that the straw she sent into Leng Qiuyue's mouth directly killed her.
When Leng realized that she was eating straw, she was put to shame. In the original, she wrote:
She wanted to cry, but she couldn't. She heard grandpa's footsteps and came to the landlord's house, and then the bolt slammed. Unconsciously, she slipped down from the stone pier and fell to the ground, clutching the skirt of her chest with both hands and hanging her head, realizing that she could never stand up again.
Leng stepped on Lu Zilin's dignity as a human being at the moment of showing kindness to her. Leng Qiuyue chose to be good to Lu Zilin because Lu Zilin downplayed her that night. She thought he wanted her.
In fact, Leng Qiuyue's first reaction to Lu Zilin's behavior was "disgust". But what made her physically satisfied was Lu Zilin's disgusting behavior. She thought that Lu Zilin wanted her, so she put down her last dignity in exchange for the tenderness she thought was easy to get from Lu Zilin, but what she got in the end was ridicule.
I have always felt that it is not only her dignity but also her life that is cold. Because of her departure, she became a "abandoned wife" and a joke in White Deer Plain. Only the dignity that is still precious in her own eyes is left, and she is still reminding herself that she is still a capitalized person.
She showed kindness to Lu Zilin, seemingly gambling on her remaining dignity, but actually gambling on her remaining life.
Leng Qiuyue died.
Leng hasn't spoken since he was humiliated by Lu Zilin.
She does whatever her mother-in-law tells her to do without saying a word.
Strangely, Leng often works in silence, and Lu Zilin's frivolous behavior will come to mind that night. Until one day, this feeling became stronger and stronger, so that Leng Qiuyue couldn't control herself and ran to the security guard like crazy, shouting: I want to find my dad. I am good with my dad, and I am good with my dad. ......
Leng Qiuyue has gone completely crazy.
Mr. Leng inquired about it, prescribed two pairs of medicine for his daughter and looked at the dark potion that had been cooked. Cold's first reaction was to refuse, but she still drank it under the compulsion of her mother-in-law.
Lu Zilin thought that after drinking these two medicines, her daughter-in-law would be better. Who knows, her daughter-in-law is even crazier.
Lu Zilin and his wife pinned their hopes on Lu, hoping that Lu could come back and at least leave a child for Leng, and her life might be better.
To Lu Zilin's surprise, Lu has married Bai Ling. Lu Zilin and his wife had to pin their hopes on Mr. Leng's medical skills again.
However, what surprised Lu Zilin even more was that Mr. Leng was so cruel that he poisoned his daughter into a mute.
I sometimes think, who killed Leng Qiuyue?
It's Lu. He clearly believed in "new learning" and opposed feudalism. Why can't he escape from his father's persecution, or follow the feudal "matchmaker's words" and marry Leng?
Everyone advised him to keep a child for Leng. He would rather die than follow, but why did he have sex with Leng on his wedding night?
I sometimes think that Lu is a double standard for the cold autumn moon, and his personal body and mind are distorted there.
It was clearly Lu Zilin who did bad things, but for the sake of lingering face, he made a cold autumn moon, making that "wheat straw" the last straw to crush the cold autumn moon;
It was Mr. Leng, who, for his own face, ignored his daughter's feelings and even poisoned her into a mute. Leng has many grievances and countless reasons, but his father ruined his right to speak, so in the end he can only escape the evil in this world crazily.
Times are like a melting pot. Before we enter this melting pot, we are all branded with our own brand, no matter how you go or where you go. No matter how you break free and what you become, we can't escape the brand on our bodies after all.
Some people say that they don't know how to fight, and their thoughts are too old-fashioned.
What about Tian Xiaoe? She has been fighting against that era with her own actions, but in the end? The result is still not satisfactory.
People sometimes just can't live. What are we doing? Admit it.
Author: Zhang Xiaowen, I hope you and I will meet in warm and comfortable words not too late and grow up together.
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