The world is so big, if you want to find someone, you can't find them. You want to wait for someone until the white dew is frost and there is still no familiar figure in the empty horizon.
The world is small. One evening, you were walking alone in the street. When you looked up, you couldn't help crying. So that man is right in front of you. One morning, a knock at the door woke you up. When you opened the door, you were the one waiting outside.
Some people, once they turn around, can never see again. The passing of that moment is a lifelong concern;
Some people, when you turn around, are behind you, looking at you with warm eyes, instantly melting all your sadness.
Some people get along with you for many years, and one of them gets separated inadvertently, only to find that you can't remember that face, as if he had never been here;
Some people only get along with you for a short time, but no matter how far you go, you will never forget his gentle eyes and the sunshine when he looks back instantly.
You have been trying to find someone, but you forget that another person is behind you, staring at your back, and his eyes have never changed.
Minnie has been Xiao Xuan's partner since childhood.
Because his parents worked in other places, no one adopted him, and Xiao Xuan was put in foster care at his grandmother's house. Because of his parents' absence, he seems particularly sensible, just like a king of children.
Minnie is three years younger than Xiao Xuan. She is Xiao Xuan's grandmother's good sister and neighbor's granddaughter.
Minnie was only three years old when Xiao Xuan went to school. When her parents were on a business trip, she was temporarily left at her grandmother's house in Xiao Xuan. So Xiao Xuan helps take care of Minnie after school every day. Minnie is cute and pink, just like a doll. Xiao Xuan and grandma love her very much.
Xiao Xuan is a competent brother and takes good care of Minnie. In spring, he will pick all kinds of wild flowers to make garlands and dress Minnie, who is already beautiful, like a princess. In summer, he will weave all kinds of small animals for Minnie with zongzi leaves. Collect fallen leaves in autumn and make stickers for Minnie. Make Minnie a snowman in winter, two at a time. The older one is Xiao Xuan, and the younger one is Minnie.
After Minnie went to school, she wrote Xiao Xuan every time she wrote a composition. In her mind, Xiao Xuan's brother is an omnipotent hero.
Minnie had a happy childhood because of Xiao Xuan. Because Minnie is always around, Xiao Xuan is more like a man.
With the growth of age, the little slug gradually grew up and became a beautifully dressed girl. In the girl's ignorant feelings, this attachment slowly changed. However, in Xiao Xuan's mind, Minnie is still a slug who still dotes on my little girl as a big brother after asking for toys.
Things on earth are often hard to get what you want, and it depends on how many times the moon is round. As they grew up, Xiao Xuan and Minnie had to separate.
In senior three in Xiao Xuan, his parents were tired and didn't want to wander, so they bought a house in the city and took Xiao Xuan to the city.
On the day of parting, Minnie went to see Xiao Xuan off and wept bitterly. Xiao Xuan's mother teased Minnie and told her to study hard and marry Xiao Xuan's brother when she grew up. Minnie blushed with shame.
Years later, when Xiao Xuan talked about this past, he said that the most embarrassing thing at that time was actually himself. Because he never thought that his mother would suddenly say this sentence.
In order to get into a good university, Xiao Xuan's parents sent Xiao Xuan to a closed private school. There is no chance to get in touch with the outside world except on weekends. So every weekend, the first thing he does when he goes home is to call Minnie to find out about her study and cheer her up.
Minnie also worked hard and kept the first place in her grade.
Some people say that the happiest thing in life is to have someone to grow up with you. Maybe Xiao Xuan and Minnie.
In the senior high school entrance examination, Minnie played super well and was admitted to the county high school with the first place in the county, and was assigned to the top class.
After entering high school, Minnie didn't adapt at all. She is overwhelmed by homework every day and has been in a daze all day. In the mid-term exam, my grades plummeted and I became a middle class.
Seeing that her star of hope has regressed, the class teacher talked to Minnie many times, but the more she talked to Minnie, the greater the pressure. She was often absent-minded in class, and her classmates began to laugh at her, saying that her scores in the senior high school entrance examination were obtained by cheating.
When the evening self-study was over, Minnie felt that she couldn't stand it any longer, so she called Xiao Xuan, who was studying in college, to tell her about her present situation. Xiao Xuan helped Minnie analyze the situation and comforted her.
When she hung up, Xiao Xuan told Minnie that when she finished, she would bring her girlfriend back to see her.
Minnie suddenly felt very sad when she learned that Xiao Xuan had a girlfriend.
Although Xiao Xuan's brother has always regarded her as a younger sister, in her heart, she already has the shadow of Xiao Xuan's brother. Because Xiao Xuan's mother's words made her dream come true.
Many times, we think it is a promise, or an agreement. But in the end, we found that it was just someone else's joke. But this joke was taken seriously by a simple teenager.
So, for the arrival of Xiao Xuan, she didn't expect much.
Two days later, it happened to be Friday. After school, my classmates told Minnie that someone was looking for her at the school gate. Minnie suddenly thought of Xiao Xuan and ran to the school gate excitedly. As expected, Xiao Xuan was standing at the door, and beside him stood a beautiful woman with long hair. I didn't think it was Xiao Xuan's girlfriend. See you again, although full of joy, but more is lost.
That day, Xiao Xuan invited Minnie to dinner, but Xiao Xuan seldom said anything, only spoiled Minnie's food.
Xiao Xuan's girlfriend has been chatting with Minnie.
The girl told Minnie that she had a similar experience, but later she survived and told Minnie how she survived that time.
She said: this is the way to grow up. Everyone will not be uncomfortable in a new environment. Some people will survive and he will succeed. And school is the simplest environment, which is easy to adapt to.
In addition, she kept praising Xiao Xuan's kindness. Xiao Xuan is considerate and caring for others.
Listening to the girl praising Xiao Xuan, Minnie was happy and sad. She was happy because someone loved Xiao Xuan, but sad because that person was not herself.
When we parted, Xiao Xuan's girlfriend and Minnie agreed that they would wait for her at that university.
Soon, Minnie adjusted herself and put all her energy into her study, becoming the best in her class again. Just, no longer take the initiative to contact Xiao Xuan, because she is afraid of disturbing Xiao Xuan's brother's happiness.
When she volunteered for the college entrance examination, Minnie applied to Xiao Xuan's school without hesitation.
On the day of college registration, Minnie saw the familiar figure as soon as she got off the train. Without exception, the girl is beside him. She ran over, took Minnie's luggage, smiled and said to Minnie, Your Xiao Xuan brother has been waiting for you for three years, and now you have finally come. Then tell Xiao Xuan that it seems that this little girl really likes you, otherwise she wouldn't really enter this school.
Minnie was completely fooled.
Later, Minnie learned that the girl was not Xiao Xuan's girlfriend at all, but a colleague studying psychology in the club. In order to help Minnie get out of the shadows and let Minnie study at ease, Xiao Xuan asked her to act in the play. In fact, long ago, Xiao Xuan fell in love with the little girl behind him. He has been waiting for her to grow up all these years.
She has been paying attention to all the joys and sorrows of Minnie.
Later, Minnie became Xiao Xuan's girlfriend. When they quarrel, Minnie always says that Xiao Xuan is a liar.
These days, the advertisement of 999 Ganmaoling has been screened.
I think of Xiao Xuan and Minnie and their stories.
Suddenly, we found that behind us, someone has been watching us silently and secretly loving us, but we never knew all this.
This person may be a parent, a friend, a lover or a stranger who meets by chance.
This love may be affection, friendship, love and compassion in the world of mortals.
In fact, this world is not cool thin, but the love around us that we forget to go back and feel.
The world is warm, and we and I still have to live affectionately.