With unspeakable feelings and sacred yearning for the profession of teachers, we came to the internship destination-Longshan Central School in Longling County, which is a beautiful school and a colorful garden.
Of course, I never thought that I would spend a happy and unforgettable time here in the next month. I not only learned a lot from teachers and students, but also became friends with them. More importantly, I think what I learned during my internship is far richer and more exciting than what I learned on campus in three years. Of course, this is not to deny teachers' teaching and their own learning, but what they get in practice is far more true and true than books. As the saying goes: "After thousands of difficulties and dangers, it has been fruitful after twists and turns."
We came to Longshan Central School in Longling County and were warmly welcomed. First of all, we held a forum with school leaders and teachers. They introduced us to Longshan Central School in Longling County, which has a history of one hundred years and was founded in the 30th year of Guangxu reign of Qing Dynasty (A.D. 1904). Located in the southeast of the county seat, under the old Dongpo, it is backed by green hills and surrounded by green water. The green cedar in the school is tall and straight, full of flowers and green grass. It is a good place to study quietly. The total floor area is 13333 square meters, the total construction area of the school is 4737 square meters, the green campus area is more than 3800 square meters, and the sports ground area is 1500 square meters. There are 63 faculty members, 24 classes, 1058 students. Adhere to the quality of survival and promote development through teaching and research reform. For many years, it has been responsible for the county's small
Educational scientific research and experimental demonstration tasks have made outstanding contributions to the development of basic education in Longling County. As one of the key schools in Baoshan, it has also made remarkable contributions to the social and economic development of Longling County.
The basic content of practice includes three parts: classroom teaching and the work of the class teacher.
The basic situation is as follows:
1. Classroom teaching: 8 teaching plans were completed, and the class hours were 16 (English, Chinese, Mathematics, Morality, Nature, Music and Art).
2. Class teacher's work: organize class meetings with the theme of "I am a civilized citizen".
3. Lead students to publish blackboard newspapers.
4. Visit the students' homes.
This internship made me feel a lot. On the one hand, I deeply feel that the vast knowledge makes me have to study hard day and night; On the other hand, I also deeply understand the profound connotation of learning from teaching. Preparing lessons, attending classes, correcting homework ... Day after day, countless trivial and ordinary things constitute the main theme of my internship career.
First of all, I asked the class teacher to give me a list, because I know that remembering students' names seems trivial, but it is actually very important in students' eyes. If you can't remember the students' names, students will feel that they have no place in the teacher's mind. I feel that teachers don't care about themselves, and even create estrangement. Then I found an opportunity to get to know the whole class, and all my classmates were around after class.
I twittered: "Teacher, how do you know our names? Many teachers have taught us for a year and don't remember our names. " This also made me understand that communication is an important skill and ability, which should be skillfully used at all times. To understand a person, you must first remember his name. Understanding a person requires in-depth communication. And these, we must take the initiative to do.
After class, when the children passed by me, they all shouted kindly, "Hello, Teacher Fan!" " "I also responded with uncontrollable shyness and joy. At the same time, I found that happiness is so simple, just because it was recognized by a group of naive children and full of cordial greetings.
When I was engaged in education and teaching activities, when I went deep into the classroom for the first time, I encountered many problems that I had not learned or thought about at school, that is, I thought I was outstanding. I vividly finished a class and asked the students, "What impressed you most after listening to the class?" The students looked at each other. Why are students like this? In my opinion, the main reason is that students are not interested in learning.
The ancients said, "Those who know are not as good as those who know, and those who know are not as good as those who are happy." Interest is an important condition for students to learn. Interest is the ladder interest pregnancy of learning entry.
With desire, interest is full of motivation. So how can we stimulate students' interest in learning? In fact, this is not only a problem for students, but also the passion and patience that a teacher should have. This is what a teacher should have. Passion and patience, like fire and ice, seem completely different, but they can collide with the most beautiful sparks. In fact, passion and patience are indispensable in any industry.
Or missing. Passion makes us passionate about our work and willing to fight for the same goal; Patience also allows us to take our work seriously, strive to do every detail and strive for perfection. Passion and patience complement each other, so that the most beautiful sparks can collide and the work can be done best.
Being a teacher for the first time always makes me a little nervous. When I walked onto the podium with my textbooks and lesson plans in my arms, I made a lot of preparations, but when I really faced so many pairs of eyes, I still
Nervous. "Class begins now, classmates." I mechanically repeated the opening remarks that I had read many times under the stage. However, this sentence is over, what should I say next? Suddenly my head went blank, and I could only feel dozens of pairs of eyes staring at me uniformly, which made me very uncomfortable. After a short hesitation, all I have left is a smile, because I remember
That sentence: "Smile is a magic weapon." The students smiled at me and looked at their childish faces. All my nervousness disappeared at this moment. Through those clear eyes, I seem to understand those innocent hearts. I spent the rest of my life smiling. Therefore, the classroom atmosphere is also a bit relaxed and lively, and the 40-minute class passed at once. Although, I know I didn't succeed in this class. Suddenly, a student handed me a note: "Teacher Fan, I like your smile. When you approached me with a smile, I felt more cordial than ever. I like you very much, Teacher Fan. " This is a pen from a third-grade student, and it is also the best and most received by me during my internship for one month.
A gift worthy of treasure. It also made me understand that in fact, the first step to approach students is just to smile.
During the internship of the head teacher, I organized a class meeting with the theme of "I am a civilized citizen". At first, I met many difficulties: for example, students' uncooperative often made me feel sad. I was advised to use coercion at that time. For example, penalty station, penalty squat, etc. Admittedly, this method can only barely maintain classroom order. But this will undoubtedly deepen the gap between teachers and students, and even make students feel tired of learning. As educators, we should strive to create a democratic and harmonious teaching atmosphere and establish an equal relationship between teachers and students in teaching activities. In addition,
Teachers should regard themselves as a member of activities, organizers, participants and initiators of student activities, and students' learning partners and intimate friends.
In order to run this class meeting well, I strive to create opportunities and provide a platform for each student to show himself, so that every student can experience the joy of success, feel the value of himself and taste the fun. As a result, in the process of preparing for the class meeting, the students are very active. There are many kinds of programs at the class meeting, including singing and dancing. Every student is very enthusiastic and enthusiastic. The last student solo-"Where is spring?" Pushed the class meeting to a climax. Of course, in the process of class meeting activities, I also found many problems, and the methods need to be improved.
There are activity classes during the internship, and students are taken to the playground to play. A boy caught a toad and showed it to the students. The girls just screamed in fear. To tell you the truth, I was scared. I have been afraid of toads since I was a child. I said in a commanding tone, "put that ugly thing down!" " "The little boy was shocked, his head tilted, blinked and asked me," Teacher, is it ugly? "
"I tried to say to him," yes, look at its horrible appearance. It will scare people. " He nodded inexplicably and let toad go with a full face of grievances. After a while, he came up to me with a puzzled face and asked me, "Teacher, is it really ugly?" "Grandma also said it was a beneficial insect." My smile suddenly froze on my face. It turns out that these small animals are so beautiful in the eyes of children. And there is a gap between me and him, between adulthood and childhood, between innocence and secular vision. So, I took the whole class to see Toad and asked them to discuss, "Is Toad ugly or beautiful?
"I didn't dare to say that toad is ugly, because beauty and ugliness can't be ignored in front of different aesthetics. I don't think toad is very ugly either, but the way I look at it is ugly, and the way children look at it is beautiful. At the same time, I also saw a precious innocence from the children's eyes. The world in children's eyes is the purest and most beautiful.
In the first three weeks, I found that my impression on the children was ok, so I told myself, "Keep working hard!" " "However, on a rainy day, I lost my temper with a student for the first time. That boy is the most naughty student in the class. He always speaks small words in class, which affects the study of other students from time to time. He was indifferent to my repeated warnings. That day in class, he
I walked around the classroom at will, making a lot of noise. Although as a teacher, the conflict with students is inevitable, but as a novice teacher, I have no experience in dealing with such emergencies. While trying to calm myself down, I yelled at him, "If you don't want to learn, go out!" Suddenly, the classroom was silent and the boy turned his head to me. I was suddenly embarrassed there. I turned my back on a room full of students, and I felt mixed feelings of regret, anger, injustice and sadness. Although I tried again and again, I couldn't control the tears in my eyes. There was silence in the classroom. I heard a child whisper to the boy, "You made the teacher cry!" " "For the first time, I was so fragile in front of the students, and the boys also took the initiative to admit their mistakes. He said, "Teacher, I was wrong. You should hit me. I shouldn't have made you angry. I will listen to you in the future. Don't be angry ... "He choked up, too. Other children also came to persuade me: "teacher, stop crying, it won't look good if you cry again." "Teacher, smile! "That day, I was coaxed by students like a child. The sudden warmth in my heart catalyzed my second surge of tears, which took me a long time to wipe away.
In the last class for the children, I pretended to lecture as if nothing had happened, but I didn't dare to say a word or look them in the eye. I'm afraid my sentimental temperament will reveal the secret and I can't hide my fragile tears. The atmosphere in that class is very heavy. Maybe the children also know that we are going to separate. They all listened carefully and said nothing, but I read deep reluctance in their eyes.
Although I have heard "Hello, Teacher" countless times, I still smile happily every time I respond. Whenever I stand on the podium and am intently watched by a pair of pure eyes, my sense of value and accomplishment as a teacher arises spontaneously. During this month, I didn't be a good teacher, and it was impossible for all the students to like me. But as long as one student remembers me, my internship will have indelible highlights.
In the internship, I also found that some things can't be chosen, but some things can be chosen. Of course, you should do your job carefully, but brave "volunteering" can win you more opportunities. As long as you ask questions, study hard and do hard, you will get unexpected results.
Looking back on these 35 days, I have been careful, but my heart does not necessarily mean success. After all, I am an intern, and there are still many chapters in the construction of knowledge, and my teaching experience is still lacking. Even after mispronouncing an English word or a word, students have been ashamed and ashamed for several days.
On the road to being a teacher, I have taken the first step, followed by the second step and the third step ... but in any case, I will put people first and bring everything I have learned from my internship to my future career. I will take care of my students with my heart, because I am facing a pure heart.
In a word, education is an interactive process. As long as the teacher is seriously involved in teaching, the children will actively cooperate. This process is very happy! Internship is like entering a social melting pot. Although it's hard work, even if you're bruised and bruised, you should be ready to join the furnace again. I am gradually practicing.
Become "brave". Although I will have scruples at first, I am afraid that "initiative" will lead to "ignorance" contempt. But the facts tell me that we should have confidence in ourselves and have the courage to try. Even if the attempt fails, you can let yourself grow. Without the opportunity to exercise, how can we accumulate and grow? And all this can only be won by ourselves. Waiting can only make you die in silence. Only by taking the initiative can we create good opportunities for ourselves. Internship, accompanied me through setbacks, but also experienced joy!
Although the internship experience has passed, I will look back at the footprints I left there. I believe it will not be the end of my journey, but the beginning of my challenge and hope!
Exactly: "I feel shallow on paper, I don't know how to bend over!" " "