He is an anesthesiologist and has worked in the hospital for seven years. Part of our job is to go to the clinic for painless abortion. In fact, as early as my internship, I had already done painless abortion with my teacher, which is taken for granted by us.
Part of my study, because I have not been exposed to Buddhism and don't understand the truth, I think this should be my job. Nowadays, the number of people can no longer be described as flooding, and indulgence and moral decay have become the main reasons.
Publicity is also an important factor. I really don't know how miserable those hospitals and hospital leaders who advocate abortion will be in the future.
There are only a few operations in the first day, two or three, four or five, and sometimes none. I didn't expect that after a few years, there would be at least a dozen units a day and at most 30 units a day. This is also the development of the so-called hospital, just a small hospital.
After working for more than a year, I had a conflict with my boyfriend who had been in love for more than four years and was ready to talk about marriage. Finally broke up. The boyfriend in the back is not good to me at all, but I can't stop him like a demon. That year was really a test.
Life in prison is really unbearable and extremely painful, but it is in this situation that I met Buddhism. Although I hated him at that time, I really want to thank him now, if he hadn't given me such a painful experience.
Calendar, I can't learn Buddhism. I just started studying Buddhism, and I don't know the crime of helping others have an abortion. I still work as usual. Later, I met my current husband, and we began to quarrel for a long time. Actually, I didn't.
What's the serious problem? Anyway, if you are unhappy, you will quarrel. You're still arguing about getting married. Still quarreling after marriage. Once you almost got divorced, you promised to give each other another chance.
If we have children, it will undoubtedly greatly ease the contradiction between us.
I was still at work, and I happened to meet her after I got pregnant.
I have to decorate the operating room in the inpatient department. The smell is very strong and I can't help it. I have an abortion in the clinic every day (which is also caused by karma). At that time, I already knew that it was not good to help people have an abortion, but I had no choice but to recite Buddha when doing it.
Number. From the second trimester, I woke up at one or two every night, and then I didn't sleep all night. I don't know why I couldn't sleep, and I was very upset the next day. This situation continued until I gave birth to the baby. In fact, during my pregnancy,
After reading Tibetan scriptures, I recall those relatives and creditors who have given children a lot of resentment about their lives. I also often let them out, hoping that the children will be born smoothly and raised easily.
Bodhisattva let me personally experience the pain of those aborted children? I sincerely confess my ignorance and bad karma here. The only way to resolve my resentment and help them is to give them the Buddha recitation and all my usual merits and demerits.
I didn't have the nightmare of being cut off after I resigned, but I can't remember how many times I dreamed that I was pregnant or that I had given birth. One night, when I was still dreaming, I suddenly woke up and I
I was very awake. I clearly saw a infant spirits baby floating in the air, dressed in blue and holding a ball in his hand. I can't see my face clearly and disappear on the roof. I heard the child crying loudly the other night.
When I was older, I woke up crying. I woke up without a sound. I know that infant spirits has always been by my side, saying that I am not afraid of falsehood. In fact, I am very scared, but there is no way. I just want him to bear fruit.
Children can believe in Buddhism, read Buddhism and die in the pure land as soon as possible. I also hope they can forgive me, and I am willing to return all my merits to them.
Therefore, I implore all those who want to have an abortion but haven't. Please give them a chance to live. Don't think that dying is a life, your own flesh and blood. Maybe you gave birth to him.
It will be bitter for a while, but if you kill him, the pain is endless! What goes around comes around. It's not pleasant at all. It will affect the relationship between husband and wife and pay a terrible price.
Please ask those who have had an abortion, let's repent together, learn Buddhism seriously, and honestly recite Buddhism. Only by improving themselves can infant spirits babies really benefit. Think of such cold weather, poor child.
The children are starving outside. If our children suffer such pain outside, what kind of mood will we feel as mothers? We are all our own flesh and blood! It hurts to think about it. ...
I suggest all married and unmarried mothers bring her into this world. If you are an unmarried girl, if you don't want a child yet, please don't get pregnant with it, please don't have premarital sex, please don't be the murderer of your own child. Amitabha!