Do you regret marrying your present husband?

I especially regret it. He is a very good man, too good to find fault. Sometimes I think that if he hadn't met me, his life would be much better than now. He will say, this is what he owed me in his last life, and he will never finish it in this life. This is why such a proud man found an ordinary woman like me, who is in poor health, sick all the year round, unable to work and have children. He works during the day and goes home at night to take care of me like a child, cooking and washing clothes for me. His income supports his family alone. Before he was with me, he smoked Chinese, and now he smokes ten dollars just to make my life better.

So if I could go back ten years ago, I wouldn't be with him.

I just answered casually, but I didn't expect so many people to reply. Thank you for your blessing.

I want to add one more thing. After all, this life of more than ten years can't be made clear in a few words. Especially after two or three years, it is not so easy to moan and be melodramatic. In fact, what I have described is more than the most sad years. Much better now. Although physically inferior to healthy people, normal life has no effect.

In fact, my illness has a good effect on the body, but it is devastating to the spirit. When we first started together, my income was higher than his and I worked in different units in the same industry. At that time, he still had a lot of things to help him do, and he was very dependent on me at that time.

Then suddenly one day I can't do anything by myself, and everything depends on him. At the worst, I can't even hold the cup. The first thing that breaks down is my psychology. I used to be such a strong person.

The most unacceptable thing is when the doctor told me that this is a genetic disease. We both like children very much, and then suddenly told me that we can't have children. Now that I think about it, I may have been insane. Although it is not a woman's obligation to have children, only women can have children. He can do it for me when I can't do anything else. There is only one thing you can't do.

Then for a year, he would lock me in and take me out after work. At that time, if you can't see the children, you will suddenly lose control and cry on the road. Later, I didn't use WeChat for a while, fearing to see others drying their children. At the worst time, I heard auditory hallucinations and heard a child crying at home. Later, I learned that I was severely depressed. At first, I didn't get treatment because no one expected me to be depressed. I am too optimistic. No one has quarreled with others for so many years, but it was very sensitive at that stage. When I hear people talking about children, I feel that I am talking about me.

Later, when I found out, I began to take medicine and gradually got better. But I don't know whether it is the cause of depression or the side effect of taking medicine. I began to lose my memory, I didn't know anyone, and I forgot where my home was several times. It's basically gone now, but it's much worse than before, and my brain is not so easy to use.