My sister and I have said this more than once.
In the blink of an eye, it has been ten years since you left us. In the past ten years, my sister and I have felt that your back is getting further and further away from us. The encounters we had had in dreams for three days and two days have become increasingly sparse. Mom, are you afraid that our too many worries will affect our normal life? Or are you in another world, busy with a new journey?
Mom, I never thought you would leave so early! In these ten years, your grandchildren have grown up. My sister's daughter is already married and has an innocent baby. He is naughty, cute and almost at kindergarten age. My son is already a freshman and enrolled in a major he loves. I am already idle at home and have no job. People think you are too old when you go to work, and you seem too young when you are at home. At almost 50 years old, it is indeed a bit embarrassing to be re-employed!
Society is developing rapidly and progressing very quickly. Mom, I still remember when I took you to Chongqing for medical treatment. It was still the cash era. When you take a bus, eat, or buy something, you have to pay with cash. Things are different now. Cash seems to be the preserve of the elderly, and young people no longer carry cash. With one phone in hand, you can have everything you want, and all payment transactions can be completed on your mobile phone. I often wonder, if mom were still here, would you use your mobile phone to pay?
Mom, the current urban construction and greening construction are getting better and better. In this romantic season of spring flowers, there are clusters of cherry blossoms, delicate roses, rich peonies, and a sea of ??tulips. Tianzi Mountain, Flower Field Valley, Baigong Ecological Park, Lotte Park... there are seas of flowers everywhere. No matter where you go, you will hear the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers, and the atmosphere of spring will make you feel relaxed and happy. Whenever this happens, I think, Mom, how wonderful it would be if you were still alive! In the early years, the daughter was busy raising children and making a living, working everywhere to earn money to support the family. She could not always be with her mother, which caused them to miss each other too much. Now, I finally have time. I can walk here and there with you, but you are not here. Seeing the beautiful sea of ??flowers and the scenery of Binjiang Road with its reflections in the water, I thought, if my mother were still alive, I would definitely leave many beautiful photos for you, alone and cuddling together. , record every bit of our lives, and the endless beauty. But, mother, you are no longer here.
Mom, do you still remember that the place where I worked poured water into the grain management station? At that time, when you came to see me, if it rained, the ground would be muddy everywhere. In order to keep you entertained for a few more days, I shamelessly hid your umbrella and your backpack, but I still couldn't keep it. I had no choice but to ask you to grow vegetables with me, and you agreed to stay. We pulled weeds together, dug the ground together, and planted vegetables together. The sweat dripped down our hair, but we couldn't hide the love on your face and my smile. At that time, I just felt that I was the happiest daughter in the world. ! Mom, the current backflow has long since become a fairyland on earth. My former grain management office has long since been demolished and built into a peacock garden; the once muddy paths have long since turned into red asphalt roads; the originally flat rural fields have become even flatter and have become a well-known rapeseed flower base; The already crystal clear lake with swarms of fish fry has even added many yachts playing on the water. The annual Cauliflower Festival, the Pastoral Marathon, and the thousands-person cheongsam show are all held here, and the scenes are quite spectacular. Mom, if only you were still alive! I will definitely take you back to my hometown to experience the rapid changes in social development, the picturesque scenery, and the beauty of life!
Mom, in the past two years, the whole world has been shrouded in the shadow of COVID-19. Especially in Western countries, the number of infected deaths has reached tens of millions. I am glad that I was born in China, where all infected people receive free treatment. Under the strong control of the country, we are safe. A few days ago, my sister and I received free vaccinations for all.
Since I was a child, you have given me the metaphor that China is the dragon in the east and a rising star. If you are still alive, you will definitely be proud of our motherland!
Mom, if you are still alive, I will accompany you to visit Binjiang Road!
Mom, if you were still alive, I would accompany you to the park where the flowers are fragrant and the birds are singing!
Mom, if you are still alive, I will serve you the newly learned delicacies!
Mom, if you are still alive, I will take you to live in my home in Chongqing for a while to experience the prosperity and development of new Chongqing!
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Mom, it would be great if you were still alive!