Too young and too panicked
I decided to write this article because I have been very confused and blind recently. Don't know what to do, don't know what to do. Although Chairman Mao once said, "Pride makes people fall behind, humility makes people progress," but I also believe in this saying, "A person is like a book. If you don't spread it out for others to read, others will not understand you."< /p>
First of all, I think I am a very motivated person. Maybe it is influenced by the environment. I am a person who loves to learn. I usually read some classical books, literary knowledge, etc., and am very knowledgeable about some work. I will also do some homework to learn and think about the necessary knowledge. My whole life I have adopted the attitude of "live until you are old and learn until you are old". My view on learning is very simple, "learn to put it into practice", learning is to be able to use it. If you don’t use it, the meaning of learning is not great. Once you learn it, you will basically forget it. If you learn the knowledge that you don’t need, you will remember the general meaning and content, and you will pick it up again when you use it. He is a person with a strong memory! Therefore, my current work has encountered a bottleneck. The motivation for work and the desire to learn have decreased sharply recently, and I have too high requirements for myself. When my progress is slow or even non-progressive, I feel guilty about my life. feel.
Secondly, when it comes to your own requirements. Self-discipline, I think is a good practice. Today's young people lack self-discipline and become so radical and impulsive. Discipline is used to manage those who are unconscious, but for self-disciplined people, discipline is just a simple habit. Just like the recent ban on throwing garbage anywhere, this is just a habit, not a self-restraint due to company regulations. Maybe like Zhang Ruimin of Haier, the first order is to prohibit open defecation. Analyzing the specific situation, not all people throw garbage, and not all people defecate everywhere. The real quality is not to be able to abide by the rules when there is someone to supervise, but to set an example and be strict with oneself when there is no one to supervise. Maybe this is very tiring, but in fact, for a person who is strict with himself: "There are many people who are accustomed to it." I feel like doing this in China will only end up being out of place. Life can be like this. If you insist on good things, you will either be out of place or drift with the crowd. Recalling a poem by Wang Guozhen, "Since I have chosen the distance, I only care about the wind and rain. Since the goal is the horizon, all that is left for people is their back."
The test in my mind is a very rigorous job. The first thing is to be self-disciplined. If you are not self-disciplined, you will commit fraud. When I wanted to do this job, I hesitated because it is not only an operational issue, but also the accuracy of the inspection, the evaluation of the inspection results, and the quality of the inspection. The authenticity cannot be questioned. It is not only necessary to improve the speed of inspection, but also to improve the accuracy of inspection. Moreover, the same kind of parts must be tested tirelessly, and the results cannot be registered casually. The most important department of a company should be inspection. If there is no inspection to ensure quality, the success or failure of a company may happen in an instant. There is a clear gap between the inspection personnel currently equipped by the company. The accuracy, timeliness and authenticity cannot be guaranteed to be exactly the same. This is a job that relies on skills, technology and self-discipline. Maybe if you pursue different things, the results will be different! Today's work is the place most closely related to production. The answers to many things may be found through precise testing, but no one likes to research or connect everything. As for me, I am ignorant and can only connect measurement and production when I encounter something real. The narrower the knowledge you are exposed to, the less you don’t understand. The wider the knowledge base you are exposed to, the more you don’t understand. I think that if a technician does not know how to produce, how to control the stability of production, how to solve problems in production, and does not understand measurement methods and accuracy, then technology is meaningless. So going to the production line to intern was what I wanted most, but now I have a fixed position. This is the situation I least want to get.
Thirdly, although I am not too old, I am already 25 years old. There are only 5 years of struggle left before I am 30 years old. The passing away is like a man, day and night. If you don’t work hard, it may be too late to work hard in the future. Everyone is selfish, and I will also think about what I should do. Sometimes you may not get anything if you persist, but you won't get anything if you don't persist.
When I was working in Shijiazhuang, I was doing my own major. During the three-month probation period, the general manager wanted to appoint me as the person in charge of one of the most important crafts. Maybe it was to train myself, but I don’t know what it was. , but at that time I felt that I was a student who had just left school and was not capable enough, so I refused. But the engineers inside said that my thinking and abilities were not at all like those of a student who had just left school. I didn’t know why. Maybe it had something to do with my usual style of doing things. Later, due to various factors, I finally resigned. I don't know what a person's ability is related to. But one thing I am sure of is that no matter what you do, as long as you do it with your heart, you will definitely do it well. Perhaps it was because of this confidence that I chose my current job, because I read a quote from the company, which roughly means "the mediocre will leave, the mediocre will give way, and the capable will advance." I feel that the company is not a place to bury talents. I chose to come here. Firstly, I want to make some contributions to Chinese enterprises, and secondly, I want to show my talents and see if I am a strong horse. Horsepower can be seen from a distance, and people's hearts can be seen from time to time. A thousand-mile horse still needs Bole after all.
I still have a patriotism that encourages me to choose my current job. Maybe it’s because I am very naive. When I was in my second year of high school, I started to choose the major I wanted to study in college. , at that time many people should still be studying and studying. And I have already started thinking about the future. I am a patriotic and relatively low-key person. I will not march in demonstrations, smash Japanese stores, or scratch Japanese cars like them. Thinking from the heart and showing it with actions is the true patriotism, rather than just saying nice things with your mouth and still buying Japanese cars and using Japanese appliances. When I was in college, I thought about the true meaning of patriotism. "Why should we fight for the country? I believe that the country is the same as our parents, and the country raises us like our parents. No matter whether the country is good or bad, you should do what you can for it. I don't want to take the motherland to me. knowledge to fight for other countries, just like parents. No matter whether your parents are good or bad, you should honor them, because no matter what, they are the ones who raised us. Even if they are not biological, it is not easy to raise me, so no matter what, they are the ones who raised us. No matter whether they are farmers, scientists, the richest man in China, or rag pickers, we should be proud of them, because it is a miracle that they raised us." This is a passage I wrote when I was in college. . Therefore, my first job is to be a teacher. I hope to use my ability to change some confused students. Maybe it was because I was not capable enough, or maybe the students were in the rebellious stage of youth, so in the end I just changed a few students' views on learning. They think there is no use in learning. But I told them, "If you learn knowledge now, you may not be able to use it in the future, but if you don't learn knowledge now, you will definitely be useless in the future." The second job is to make components, mainly used in China's aerospace satellites. spacecraft, as well as some military weapons. It is the absolute core of China's components industry. Maybe it will be done well in the future, but if a person who selflessly contributes to the country does not even have the most basic living security in the end, and cannot even enjoy marriage, relying on a selfless heart, to be honest, I am not that noble, I also believe that There are few people in China who are so noble. The current work, China’s own brand, can be regarded as a kind of patriotism. It may also be that I have met relatively few people. I really haven’t found a few people who are more suitable for technology than me. I have always followed this idea to find a job, but I found that now that I have achieved it, everything is so confusing. Perhaps, foreign companies are the most suitable for me. They have excellent technical personnel, strict systems, and many things that Chinese companies do not have, allowing me to make infinite progress and keep learning. As the saying goes: "The wise do their best." The brave will do their best, the benevolent will spread their benefits, and those who believe will be loyal. "If I continue to do my current job, the room for improvement will seem so small. Skills, I don't quite understand the meaning of skill values. It seems to mean, junior high school. , a job that can be done in high school, college, or undergraduate, a job that relies on proficiency? A company that values ??talents may make new hires pay more than old employees. Old employees may be dissatisfied, but if you think about it from another perspective, if a undergraduate student does the same job and gets the same salary. I can’t quite understand it. It’s been like this for three months, maybe half a year. I’ve been with the company for 11 months, and I’ve been working in the same position for 10 months. I feel like my perseverance is enough. Since the day I became a full-time employee, the company's performance has been getting better and better day by day, and my salary has been getting less and less every month.
I can't see the direction clearly on the road ahead, and the road behind is too long. Some people say: "Fate is the excuse for losers, and luck is the humble words of winners." If opportunities are as illusory as the wind, wages are becoming less and less like the fallen leaves in winter. Maybe it's a trough, maybe I'm too young. Now I think of a report I read a few days ago, which said that 80% of young people think that their talents are underappreciated. This can be good coverage for companies because they can ask, what are your talents? I also read a report yesterday that said 75% of people are paid less than they should be. Now it’s time to think about it differently. Are the wages paid by the company worthy of the benefits brought by the employees? My friends once said that I am more suitable to work in foreign companies, but I have never been the kind of person who is relatively outstanding, nor the kind of person who can express his abilities. My view on abilities may be similar to that of many foreign companies, so That is, everything depends on the results. It's the so-called "results management". Don't talk so much. You can do it. Good performance is what matters. If you don't do it well, there will be no results. It's useless to talk more. The reason why I am still looking for a job in a Chinese company is that I still have some hope in Chinese companies, hoping that I can showcase my talents. The company may not necessarily become bad because of me, but it will definitely become better if I are there.
Looking back on my past work, I feel a lot of inexplicable things. First of all, most people hold the view of "teaching the apprentice, starving the master". I don't know if they are not confident, or what. When they come to the company, first of all, they list all the bad things about the company to the new employees, putting them in a dilemma. , Secondly, a lot of knowledge is concealed when teaching, and if you don't teach the whole body, you can't teach students in accordance with their aptitude. Thirdly, when I usually work, I go to work for a day, work for a day, and leave when I get off work. You can't examine whether your results in a day are worthy of your salary. You can earn a high salary by taking advantage of your working hours. I think new employees can bring a lot of inexplicable things to the company. I remember when I came to the company, in the first few months, I never complained, because when a new environment comes, you must first adapt to it before you can change it. . Complaining is the negative energy of a company, what about me? At least it didn't bring negative energy to the company. So I've been adapting to this environment. When I first came here, I knew nothing about the company. Then I would use my spare time to fully learn work-related knowledge so that I could progress faster. Moreover, I never kept the knowledge I learned to myself. , others want to know, I will teach it to others without hesitation, and I am always very humble to help others. It may be sad for a person to be envied by others. If a person has nothing to envy at all, then he is truly sad. Because I have always believed in the saying "The way to prevent others from being surpassed is not to not teach others. Only if you make progress faster than others, will you not be surpassed by others." So I think I have brought positive energy to the company in this regard. . My enthusiasm and seriousness allow me to develop faster, but do others have these? Others are just workers. They care about their work and not their attitude.
Maybe there are very few people like me who are always introspecting themselves and thinking about the pros and cons of others. As a science student, I have the logical thinking, hard work, diligence and hands-on ability of a science student. . My logical thinking ability has been cultivated since I was a child, and I like to ask why everything happens. If the logical thinking is not good, the knowledge learned cannot be connected in series, which means that it is almost impossible to use it, and it means learning in vain. This can be seen from the speed of learning things. I still have the ability to draw inferences from one example, which can be seen from the fact that I racked my brains to understand the general measurement method of the three-coordinate measurement external component. The speed of learning a lot of knowledge is closely related to whether you can grasp the key points. If you cannot grasp the key points of a knowledge, learning will be very slow. Diligence and hard work may be what science students lack most, but I am different. As long as it is needed for work, I will not hesitate to use my rest time to learn useful knowledge for work. The ability to draw inferences from one example, the ability to apply what has been learned, and the ability to think logically are all lacking, and practical ability can be made up for by diligence and thinking. When I was in junior high school, I was a person who loved reading, and I would always look for and select some useful knowledge from books, and then apply what I learned to improve myself. So regarding inspiration and patents, I think there will always be people who have the same ideas as you. They are not plagiarizing, but they just haven't expressed it or applied for a patent.
As a literature lover, classical culture has a profound influence on me. The most simple truth, if you don’t do it, you don’t understand it.
"If you look for the best, you will only get the middle; if you look for the middle, you will inevitably end up with the bottom." This gave me the motivation to pursue excellence.
"Think of the wise when you see them, and reflect on yourself when you see the unworthy" gave me the courage to pursue sages.
"Choose the good ones and follow them, and change the bad ones" gave me a way to learn excellence from ordinary people.
"Learning without thinking is useless, thinking without learning is dangerous" taught me how to learn.
"Reviewing the past and learning the new can serve as a teacher" gave me a way to cultivate my memory.
"Knowing is knowing, not knowing is not knowing, this is knowing" gave me a perspective on the problem.
"There is a certain order of learning and a specialization of skills" gave me a kind of confidence.
"When three people travel together, there must be a teacher from me." Let me not be proud and treat everyone equally.
"Studying things to gain knowledge, sincerity and integrity, cultivating oneself, managing one's family, governing the country and bringing peace to the world" has taught me how to handle life better.
"Never tire of learning and never tire of teaching" taught me to teach others humbly.
"The wise will do their best, the brave will do their best, the benevolent will sow their benefits, and those who believe will be loyal." Taught me that if I want to be a leader, I must learn to know people and do their best, and make the best use of their talents.
"Thousand-mile horses often exist, but Bole does not always exist", let me know that people not only need strength, but also need luck.
"There is a big bird that stops the king in the court. It has not flown or chirped for three years. What does the king think? If this bird does not fly, it will be fine. If it soars into the sky, it will stop singing. If it does, it will make a big splash." Sometimes, it is necessary to Only by making directed efforts and preparing everything can you seize the opportunity when it comes.
"Become out of the mud without being stained, wash through the clear ripples without being evil." A person's pursuit is closely related to a person's final cultivation.
"Plum plums are three cents whiter than snow, but snow is less fragrant than plum blossoms." It taught me how to affirm the advantages of others as well as my own.
"Reading "Jin Ping Mei", one who has a heart of compassion is a Bodhisattva; one who has a heart of fear is a gentleman; one who has a heart of stealing joy is a villain; one who has a heart of imitation is a beast." Let me know that when learning a piece of knowledge, the mentality you have has a lot to do with the final result.
"The agency was too clever in its calculations, but it cost you your life." Let me know that I should do things with a high profile and be a low-key person.
I am a person with strong self-esteem and I have high requirements for myself, but this does not mean that I do not allow myself to make mistakes. However, if I make a mistake, I will carefully analyze the cause of the mistake and then If you know you made a mistake, correct it, and make sure you don't make the same mistake when encountering such problems in the future. This may not be possible for many people. When a person really makes a mistake and someone criticizes him, most people will first make excuses for themselves to cover up the mistake. But how many people can really accept it with an open mind? How many people are there who can truly correct their mistakes?
Finally, let’s talk about talent. Many people say that talent is innate. I don’t agree with that. Maybe you rely on talent before the age of 12, but when you grow up, you need to combine your family background, personality, and experiences. Knowledge, hobbies, and many other things are taken into consideration, because the talents of adults are based on what they have accumulated in the past. If you have not studied seriously, you will not appreciate the fun of learning. If you have not traveled, you will not know the realm of tourism. If you have not thought about it, you will not know the connotation and extension of many knowledge. If you read less, you may not know the purpose and fun of doing things. , when a person learns a lot of knowledge, many of his practices, many ideas, and many ideas are all inexplicable, and there is no need for any reason, because he knows to do this and think this way. This may be experience, it may be intention, it may be drawing inferences from one example and applying what you have learned. As for true talent, I think that if a person has talent, then I can use my own efforts and diligence to shorten the gap between the two of us, but I will never reach his height. One word may be more appropriate to describe this, that is, accumulation. Only when a person accumulates a lot can he show a little bit. For example, execution ability, creativity, controlling time nodes, etc. cannot be learned through simple training. I am a person who has been cultivating my abilities in all aspects, so this may be why I am different from ordinary graduates. Where I am, I have the simplicity of a college student, but I have more qualities of a social person.
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I am always a guest in the sad autumn of thousands of miles, and I am alone on the stage after being sick for a hundred years.
I hate the frost on my temples when I am suffering from hardship, and I stop drinking when I am depressed.
This is my latest experience. I have been reciting a poem. I don’t understand the author’s mentality at the time, but I added my own thoughts to it, and he is the truest portrayal of me.