Is it really difficult to be a lawyer?

When I was young, I didn't know what the life of a real lawyer was like, and I didn't know a real lawyer. I have only seen those barristers in foreign movies and idol dramas in Hong Kong, and they all live happily and generously in court. At that time, I was determined to be a barrister like them in the future. Later, for this reason, I gave up the opportunity to be a civil servant, tried to pass the judicial examination and entered the lawyer industry. At this point, in the eyes of many classmates or friends I know or don't know, I am an enviable person. Successfully passed the judicial examination, once known as the "national first exam", and became a smart and free lawyer. Although I'm just a trainee lawyer now, and I've taken at least half a step on the door of the legal profession, who knows my present situation? Although I'm very interested in the future development of this industry and have confidence in my development potential in this industry, my own life is always facing difficulties. It's a pity to see my former classmates. Although everyone walked out of school together, they are all thriving now, and they are still struggling for food and clothing all day! Yesterday, my mother suddenly became seriously ill, and I felt very scared. Have I really had an ideal life since graduation? Running back and forth for the ideal, but finally forced to retreat to the original place because of reality. I don't know if it's worth it. Fortunately, my mother is fine this time. It's really lucky. Is it really difficult to be a lawyer? This is not difficult for some people, but it is difficult for me now. I just left school, eager to prove my worth and let others recognize my existence. I want to eat on my own, and I want to make a career. I am eager to do this, but the more eager I am, the more anxious I am, and I can't settle down to do small things, and the lawyer industry is doing many, many subtle jobs. Last week, I changed an agent word by word, absolutely dozens of times. When I finally showed it to the teacher, my back was still cold. Although the teacher said my proxy words were not very bad, I was ashamed. I can't do such a simple thing well now, and I don't even have the most basic kung fu as a lawyer. How to realize your dream in the future? Everyone in this industry knows that this industry depends on youth to survive. Everyone keeps saying, "If you don't starve to death within five years, you will be kind and you will succeed." But five years, the golden five years of life, will be spent in hunger. I don't know if my friends are willing to do this. Four-year college entrance examination, judicial examination and one-year internship are all paid, but it is only possible to wait five years after you become a lawyer. I only know that you can get some financial returns. I wonder if any friends would like to become lawyers after I have said this? So lawyers are easy to do? Now I can't afford to see my mother, and I can't afford clothes that my beloved woman likes. What can I do as a lawyer? So, of course, my mother is still my mother, but I may have to bear the name of a black sheep, and the woman I love will always accompany me? Is she willing? Is her family willing? I don't know, I really don't know! Although I know she loves me enough, in today's society, material life can determine spiritual life. There are not many people who should oppose this! No one wants to live with a poor child! Do you think it's easy to be a lawyer? Probably can't even defend your own love! Keep dreaming, where you wake up is where your dreams come true!