She is a clerk in this workshop. She is slim, walks fast and lightly, and always has a shallow smile on her face. Everyone calls her' A Ying', and she is an out-and-out' Xiang Sister'. She used to work on the same assembly line as her. Later, she recruited clerks in the factory department and became a clerk through competition. I seldom spoke at that time. No matter who asked me for help, I didn't say anything. I did what I was asked to do. Whoever can make me laugh wins, but they fail again and again, but they get the nickname' Panda' for me. In this way, the whole workshop knows that there is a silent' national treasure', and I am still like that, neither for nor against it.
But I looked at her in the autumn with falling leaves, because her casual words deeply touched my heart; She was working on the assembly line and I was behind her. Several workers in front are chatting, and I don't know what they are talking about. She suddenly said,' Feelings can't be used as a joke, and no one can afford to lose'; Maybe she said it casually at that time, but she accidentally hit my meditation; I sighed softly, yes! Love is sacred and pure. Who has the heart to admire it with a sinful mind?
Since then, I have paid more attention to her. As long as it is in my sight, her every move can't escape my cat's eye, but we have never said a word to each other. Can't say there is no chance, can only say that there is an insurmountable hurdle in my heart.
In a blink of an eye, it's time for the tourism registration organized by the factory department at the end of the year. The tour leader took a notebook and asked some questions about the registration place. When I heard this sentence, I couldn't help but look at her, but at this moment, I found that she was looking at me with a Gherardini look. At that time, I felt as if I had been hit by an electric current and fell deeply into the Pacific Ocean, making people unable to breathe. This lasted for a few seconds, but I forced myself to look back, but my mood was extremely complicated. The team leader came over and asked me where I was going. I looked at the registration form, but I couldn't find her, only to find that they all went to the' window of the world'. I casually said that I would go to' Luofu Mountain'. The team leader said in surprise that I was the only one in the whole workshop to go to' Luofu Mountain'. I didn't say anything, just smiled.
When the tourist attractions were announced on the bulletin board the next day, I found that many people changed to' Luofu Mountain' for some reason. As I expected, she was also on the list. At that time, her mood was speechless, only to find that there was a glimmer of light shining on the horizon. What she felt was not dazzling but soft.
After all, people are temperamental people, sometimes they lose themselves or change quietly, but they don't realize it.
Tall' suddenly came up to me and asked me what I was smirking about. He is an employee of our assembly line. Because he is 1.9 meters tall, everyone calls him' Gao'. Seeing him asking this question, I said that I would be happy to travel tomorrow. As we walked, he said that he thought I was strange these days, and I didn't care what he said, so I continued my work.
65438+February 1, the factory department organized a visit. I got up early and got everything I needed ready. She and she are in the same car. She sat with her two best friends, Huahua and Lingling, while Gao and I sat behind them, but we didn't say a word all the way.
At the destination, everyone quickly dispersed and found something they liked to play. Luofu Mountain is really beautiful. Although it is1February, it is still full of flowers and spring. Beautiful scenery, magnificent; I was there, and I had some fun, but I didn't blend in with the intoxicated scene, and my eyes never left her figure.
When I got to the cable car, I was pushed into the cable car left and right because of the chaotic organization. I was surrounded by an irrelevant person. I wish she were next to me!
I spent a long time on the cable car, more than 40 minutes. At the top of the mountain, I sat bored on a boulder. Soon, Li Zhiqing came over. He and I are on the same assembly line, and we usually have a good relationship. They were chatting together, but I was surprised to find' A Ying' wandering not far away, as if waiting for someone.
So I told Li Zhiqing that we should go and take a picture with her! We went over and told her, and she readily agreed. I was really nervous when I took a photo with her for the first time, and I was even more afraid of standing too close to her. But to my surprise, I was in a terrible situation. She asked me if I could borrow my shoulder. I bravely agreed, but I thought it would be all right for the rest of my life, so she put a hand on my shoulder and a faint fragrance ran down her nose.
We walked on to the top of the mountain and took pictures all the way. I ran at the front and called her to cheer from time to time, and she responded with her trademark smile.
Because time was tight, we stopped at the top of the mountain for a while and then went down. When we went down by cable car, we both sat up at the same time. However, this time I found the scenery under my feet so attractive that a breeze blew and let her hair float to my face. She was embarrassed to cut her hair back with her fingers. Suddenly I remembered the poem "How beautiful the mountains and rivers are, and the scenery is unique here".
I asked her what she usually does, and she smiled and said that she likes listening to classic old songs, such as' Have a nice trip', and I said that I also like classic old songs! Especially' Have a nice trip', people have a lot of reverie. I downloaded this song with my mobile phone and took out my mobile phone as I spoke.
We didn't say anything in the music, we were completely immersed in the music. We also hope that time will stay at this moment forever. I was too selfish to take it for granted. When the cable car approached the foot of the mountain, I found that it was different from going up the mountain so soon!
When everyone got off the cable car and boarded the bus to go back, the' tall man' said he was tired and asked me if I was tired. I said no! Good, but I'm thinking in my heart, maybe this is what most people say,' People are happy when they are happy'!
Along the way, everyone slept very tired in the car, but I didn't feel a little tired. I also found her staring at the car outside, looking at the endless stream of pedestrians and shuttle cars outside the window, but she looked so melancholy.
Things are not as beautiful as expected. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Maybe it has a profound meaning!
After the trip, we were calm again. We seldom talked to her, as if a pleasant trip had become a distant memory.
So one day, one day ... except for work, I spend all my time surfing the Internet and reading books. Listening to songs on the Internet will always be the song "Have a Happy Journey" that is played repeatedly, for nothing but to retrieve and keep the good memories of that moment.
God is fair and will create opportunities for people invisibly; We have a holiday on May Day, which is after 9 pm on the 3rd! I came back from shopping with' Tall', and I happened to meet her and came back from outside. Seeing her struggling to carry a bag of articles, she ran over and said to help her carry them, but she didn't refuse. That chat was surprisingly much. We chatted while walking. When we arrived at the door of her dormitory, she even said thank you! I turned and ran into the dormitory and took out two bottles of yogurt, saying it was a reward for me. Although I didn't drink yogurt, I drank it after seeing what she expected. At that time, I thought, maybe it is not sour, maybe it is still sweet. (But those two bottles of yogurt are on the bedside, and they are overdue for several months before drinking. Every day, they will hold them in their hands and observe them carefully for a while. ).
That time, I also asked for her phone number, and when I got back to the dormitory and lay in bed, I sent her a message saying that yogurt was so sweet! Actually, I didn't drink at all. She sent me a message asking me if I still wanted it. Come and get it if you want. I said I would if I had the chance. I joked that the new river was interesting. Do you want to go? I didn't expect her to say that she had time to let me take her. Although I didn't know whether she really wanted to go with me, I couldn't find a reason to refuse her at that time.
Looking at the message she sent, I read it again and again. I couldn't sleep that night.
It feels like a long time to go to work the next day. I finally look forward to getting off work. Call her when you get back to the dormitory and change clothes. She said that she would come at once. I went downstairs and saw her coming from the dormitory, wearing red short sleeves, jeans and casual shoes. She looks very elegant. I was fascinated. When she saw me looking at her like that, a red cloud touched her face. I feel my gaffe, too. Say it quickly and let's go.
We have been walking along this road. At first, they kept their distance, talking and laughing, chatting while walking, and sometimes being silent at the same time, but I obviously felt that the distance between them was getting closer and closer, and even occasionally collided, but it was not as embarrassing as at first.
At that time, we stayed up late, walked a lot of places and talked about a lot of rambling topics. When we went back, she suddenly said,' It's really fun to go shopping with me'; So I said, then I'll go shopping with you every day, okay? She kept saying that if I wanted to, I was thinking, why not? This is welcome!
Since then, I have asked her out as soon as I have time, and she has been waiting for my call in the dormitory (I learned later).
One day, when I was crossing the street with her, a big truck passed by quickly, but she didn't seem to notice. I immediately grabbed her hand and said slowly. Maybe she found herself reckless and smiled shyly at me. I also told her some things to pay attention to when walking. She also listened attentively, nodding and saying that she knew!
It was a long time before I realized that I was still holding her hand. I don't know whether she did it on purpose or not, but I didn't let go. Ask me why, and I will tell you gently. It feels good to hold your hand! So I always hold her hand before crossing the street, and what about her? Always hold my hand tightly.
I don't know how many places we have traveled, but no matter how far, we never hitchhike, because I promised her that I would leave our footprints in the streets here and sometimes take a rest when I was tired. Buy water to drink when you are thirsty; To my surprise, she only drinks pure water. I asked her why. She said that there are additives and pigments in the drink, and the pure water is transparent and clear, just like I want to see you clearly. I thought at that time, didn't I think so?
And what I eat most is fried rice with eggs. Sometimes I laugh at her and say, be careful that fried rice with eggs will make you' round'! And she eats' yuan' every time. It's not that no one wants this sentence. At this time, I also looked at her and smiled, right! Although we have never said how much we like you and love you together, maybe we all think it is too vulgar to say these words! But I think we should have a common understanding that we can't live without each other.
One day, I accidentally said that I can repair my computer after work! Unexpectedly, she signed up for a computer class the next day. Another time, I said you would look good in a white skirt. A few days later, she appeared in front of my eyes in a white dress, and I can only keep it in mind silently.
One night we were talking on the phone, and she said something very angrily. The mobile phone turned off automatically as soon as the battery died, and I didn't care, so I fell asleep. Soon the' tall man' came over and said that she called and cried and asked him if I was angry when I turned off my phone, because my phone never turned off. I was so sleepy that I told the' tall man' that I was out. I didn't expect' tall'. I didn't mean to make me angry. I was wide awake at that time. I didn't expect her to care so much about me. I immediately changed the battery of my mobile phone and called her. She is still crying on the phone. She asked me without saying anything, am I angry? I quickly refused. Her cell phone died just now, which made her sleep for a long time. After hanging up the phone, I couldn't sleep for a long time and felt that I had made a promise invisibly.
From then on, whether at work or on holidays, I will often see her enter the factory door with me. From the envious eyes of others, I feel happier than before, but it reminds me of the sentence "There is a tacit understanding and a wonderful feeling".
Until one day it suddenly occurred to me that if you love someone, you must give her happiness. How can you prove your love if you can't give her happiness? But in this endless working life, I feel so far away, so I have the idea of leaving for another place.
At night, she and I enjoy the cool on the roof. Suddenly I said that I might leave here next month. After hearing this sentence, she stared at me intently, but seeing her expectant eyes, I couldn't say what I had thought before. For the first time since we got along, we were silent for so long. She said she was sleepy and wanted to sleep. When she turned around, I saw a string of tears running down her cheeks. How much I want to. Looking up at the curved moon in the night sky, it seems to enlighten me that "the moon has its ups and downs, and people have their joys and sorrows." Don't care too much, as long as you fight hard, I think it's a test. Let's bear each other's pain for the time being! This is also the first time since we met.
Back to the dormitory, I sent her a message and explained everything to her. She said that men are ambitious in all directions, and I will wait for you. I also believe that she can't run away if she belongs to me, and she can't stay without me.
The next day, I went to work and found that she had been coughing. I know she has a cold. After work, I went outside and bought a cup of herbal tea for her to drink. She was afraid of suffering and didn't drink. I tell you how good it is that you don't drink like this. How can I rest assured ... I can't say more here. I don't want to see her tears again, because her tears are my pain. She drank herbal tea without saying anything.
Although I can't predict whether this choice is right or wrong, I still pray silently. Time is so ruthless. The more I want to stay, the faster I slip away, and the words with her are obviously less and less. Maybe you don't want to touch your inner pain!
The night before I left, I bought her a white "panda" and a string of wind chimes, because her birthday will be in a few days, but I can't stay with her, joking that I should hold the "panda" when I sleep. She promised to bathe him often and hang the wind chime on the bedside. Then she said she wouldn't see me off tomorrow. I didn't say anything, and I know why she said she wouldn't send me.
When I got on the bus the next day, although I knew she wouldn't come, I kept looking for her shadow in the crowd. Suddenly she sent me a message with the simple words' bon voyage', and I replied that I would talk to you when I got on the bus. However, I felt tears in my eyes. I remembered the familiar song "Have a nice trip" and reluctantly got on the train. I never thought about this trip, but it is also the end of our love and affection.
We kept sending messages in the car, and I also introduced her where I was. How is she? Always repeating the sentence "Be careful on the road".
After a few days' train ride in a strange place, I know I must adapt to the new environment again. Every time I cross the street and see a girl holding hands or wearing a white skirt, the scene of alone with her will come to my mind. Now I am trying to fulfill my promise, silently praying and blessing her.
Now we often call, in exchange for endless thoughts, and gradually feel that I am not as simple as fulfilling that promise. More importantly, I feel I have a responsibility to bear it.
Although we can't predict the future, we can only keep telling each other. I don't know if she understands. What I don't understand is "When will true love be revealed?"
After breaking up, I found that the days together were so precious and short, but now I can't find a reason to be together again, leaving us only unforgettable love and riddled with sadness, and the rest are beautiful memories! )
I am an ordinary person. My love is ordinary among millions of people, but it will never be ordinary in my heart. I also hope that men and women who are in love now cherish the present, and being with them is the most important thing, because love is not a personal matter. )