? The alarm clock rang for the nth time, and I just woke up a little. It seems that I haven't reacted from my nervous dream yet. The first time I opened my eyes, I looked around nervously.
? Leave a little.
? On the n day after I made up my mind, I only submitted my resignation application very lightly, which was so fast that I couldn't remember when I made the decision to leave. Abandoning a place where you cultivate and grow by yourself will soon bring a bumper harvest, I thought with a little trembling.
? The new company gives people a sense of awe. From the beginning, it is necessary to toss it a little, but she thinks it is a kind of nerve stimulation, which can bring new chicken blood and completely burn her growing complacency to ashes.
? Looking for excitement, this is a little definition of your own survival. Save yourself from the numb nerve, then consume all the chicken blood in the new nerve and start looking for excitement again. I finally realized this essence and laughed at myself slightly, a loveless child.
? Soon, my new job left me with no time to care about my tangled heart, and no time to feel my lost years and the coming 27-year-old. Home and company, two o'clock and one line, get off work very late, get up very late for work, and rarely communicate with Xiao Lao. Oh, Xiao Lao.
? Xiao Lao is a slight cohabiting boyfriend, and both of them keep an independent living space. They have lived together for three years, and their romance, excitement and quarrels have long been exhausted, leaving them calm and independent. The only time for communication is movie time, so I have a big TV at home and a membership card of a nearby cinema. But I think it's good. At least I'm free. Accustomed to reading alone, shopping alone and buying clothes alone, Xiao Lao probably felt the same way, so they lived in peace.
The next day? Meet for the first time in rainy days.
? Hello, I heard that you used to work in T company, so did I.
? Holding an umbrella slightly, standing in front of the company building waiting for a taxi to pick her up, a tall Shuai Shuai boy smiled at her. Professional thinking, nodding slightly, yes, where do you live in such a heavy rain? Did you take a taxi?
? Having said that, I was slightly stunned. Why do I ask so many questions? I don't know him well. I'm not even a friend. I was scolded for no reason.
? The next conversation became much more harmonious because of the slight initiative to ask, and finally, because we lived very close, we took the same car to go home. It seems that this rainy night is so different that I have a little insomnia. This is not a movie. It's not that boys keep rolling in my head, nor do they feel the same way, which disturbs my sleep. It was my first love years.
? This boy, let's call him Xiao Pi. The appearance of Xiao Pi made Wei Wei find some warmth in her new company. And this rainy day seems to stay in her heart forever, ticking, along with the first love memories of insomnia that night, began to blur.
The third day? I don't know you very well.
? In the next few months, I suddenly became a real chatterbox, euphemistically called: I am a loveless child. What prompted this change was that Xiao Pi, a big boy, was magically developed into a best friend, which surprised Xiao Pi.
? I like this "little brother" slightly, but his literature and art are not so casual, with soft hair and smiling face. When he talked about his first love, his eyes were sincere and sad, and he worked very fast. The person in charge needed supervision. On the whole, the shortcomings and advantages are so bright. Compared with Xiao Lao, it touched a young heart a little.
? They chat with their mobile phones in the middle of the night like girlfriends, sing together like Mai Ba, eat together, and make an appointment to go to work together and get off work together.
? One day, a man came home from work late at night, and all the lights around the community went out. She picked up her mobile phone, ready to make a phone call to dispel her trembling fear, but she thought for a long time and didn't assign it to Xiao Lao. She remembers that during the three years with Xiao Lao, whenever she was afraid, she called him, and all she got was that I was busy. Come back with your own music I'm used to all this. This time, I should calmly take out my headphones and listen to music as usual, but it may also be a special night. She angrily called Xiao Pi, who came home earlier than her. Pippi said in a trembling voice, I will never come back without you.
? This sentence touched the softest tissue in my heart, and she seemed to hear the sound of long-lost flowers blooming on dry land.
? I want to make the story virtuous circle a little, and start to make the story have no sense of rhythm and direction control. She used to be a good captain at the helm, knowing every part and every idea of herself, but this time it seems to be out of control.
The fourth day? The wheel of life goes on.
? In winter, Weiwei's mother told her to put on more clothes and buy a decent down jacket for Xiao Lao. Mom said, come back and get married. All agreed.
? Vivian's mother seems to have decided that her boyfriend of three years, Xiao Lao, will soon become her son-in-law. Yes, whose daughter has lived with a man for so long and hasn't got married, and still wants to break up and change people?
? Slightly shook his head, thinking about something. . .
? The wheel of life goes on. On that day, I got married slightly. The process is like attending someone else's wedding, and it's just a prop. Looking at the little red book in her hand, she remembered when we broke up two years ago. At that time, she was willful but lazy. She often slams out the door and stays in the hotel angrily. When she couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, she wondered if life was like this. Will it be the same for another person? It is better to be independent of each other than to be bound to each other. Anyway, she is too lazy to fall in love, too lazy to change a person to adapt to everything, and too lazy to scratch her heart and liver for the love in her heart. It's simple.
? That's it.
? Meanwhile, Pip, the story of this little brother continues. She has begun to make the story have no sense of rhythm and direction control, only to find that she wants a virtuous circle of the story. She thinks she is a captain who can steer well, knows every part and thinks for herself, but this time it seems to be out of control.
The fifth day? turn up
? The complicated work did not make me feel a little fresh, repeated over and over again, and lost my way over and over again. In life, the feeling of relying on Xiao Pi is becoming more and more intense, which makes Xiao Pi feel more and more panic and at a loss. She doesn't want to know what Xiao Pi thinks, because whether it is good or bad, it is a result that will change the status quo, and she doesn't want to become a different result.
? So she began to sleep all night, and her face was covered with pimples, large and small, as if she had returned to adolescence. All kinds of disappointments in work and life seem to remind her of the upcoming 27-year-old. Why is she so uncontrollable and at a loss at the age of 27?
? That day, everything broke out Sitting slightly on the sofa in the training room, I feel sad and want to cry. If Xiao Pi wasn't around, she might cry. Slightly sad, she wants to borrow a shoulder to lean on and silently heal her pain. However, it seems that she only considers her own hurt and loneliness, but doesn't realize Xiao Pi's emotional changes. Maybe that's it. One after another is uncontrollable and unforgivable.
? Feeling the change in Xiao Pi's face a little, he began to approach. The hot air is blowing on my face, and I'm a little uneasy. I'm struggling to play the drums. Do you want to answer it? Strange, throbbing, unstoppable, confused by morality and desire, she began to tremble. The emotion that has been tangled for a long time broke out in an instant. But I don't have time to think clearly and I don't know what to do. As soon as the kiss arrived, I began to get an electric shock, trembling, tender tongue, tight hug, filar silk current, and the process was a little dizzy. She shouldn't have kissed like this for a long time, as if she were upset by panic and electric shock. After a long time, I stopped and embraced the past with a complicated and uneasy heart, not knowing what to do.
The sixth day? what to do
? After a long time, I can still feel the breath when that face leaned in, the throb on my face, and my heart began to feel uneasy. What should I do? She's addicted.
? She thought he was a heavy smoker and would quit as long as he worked hard, but now he has turned into heroin. How can he quit drugs? She began to doubt herself and even blame herself. She shouldn't have dragged a warm brother into the water by herself.
? In the days since then, Weiwei has been living in an infinite cycle of disorder, neatness, disorder and neatness. In this way, I called myself so cheap, but I fell down and woke up again and again. She finally understood that behind every story that was pointed out, there were so many things that she couldn't let go and couldn't help it.
? In the middle of the night, I was awake and curled up in the quilt, crying silently, for fear of waking myself in the honey pot.
? I found a small notebook slightly and made such a plan. One project after another is waiting to be checked off, that is, to get rid of drugs as soon as possible. She wants to go back to her brother's state with Pip. However, when we meet every day, we repeat the same behavior or stronger emotions over and over again, so that the slight plan is ruined over and over again. I began to worry a little in the middle of the night, and I began to have no scruples when I met. This is a strange circle.
The seventh day? Calm down, little universe
? Looking at Xiao Lao pacing downstairs, checking his car over and over again, being as careful as a lover, he felt slightly inferior to that car. Xiao Lao has never been so concerned about himself, what time he needs, when his period will come, whether it will hurt, why there will be pimples on his face, whether the company has been unhappy recently, and even stayed up late without asking much. But I know one thing, Xiao Lao. Three years have passed, how can I not understand?
? However, Xiao Pi likes him a little, but doesn't know him at all. What was he thinking? Why didn't he refuse himself? He was slightly puzzled. Xiao Pi look at her eyes sometimes firm and dull, sometimes blurred and soft, toya slightly puzzled.
? I have complained slightly about why I went to get the license without thinking. Without that certificate, I might be able to make another impulse. But what's the point? I'm not sure about Xiao Pi at all. I'm not sure about myself at all. Just like her two years ago, she is so lazy. Would a different person have a different life? On second thought, it was just an impulse.
? Look at Xiao Lao, he is cleaning the car. He is such a wooden man, without meticulous consideration, but he gives different love very gentlemanly. The more I think about it, the calmer I am, and I won't be so angry as I was two years ago. She thinks this may be life: you like some people, but it is another person who finally gets married and has children. Only in this way, you won't expect every day to be as full of surprises as honey, and plain independence will last long. And the person you like will slowly pass by because of the long river of time, and together with the first love, it will become an unspeakable corner in your heart.
The eighth day? I can sing all your favorite songs.
? The small universe gradually calmed down, and the relationship with Xiao Pi became less tense and awkward.
? Like Xiao Pi, it has become an open topic between two people, and chatting occasionally makes me feel very comfortable.
? Those memories that are worried that they will never be picked up have been properly placed for several years. Those emotions that may be uncontrollable are also persuaded by rational words and are willing to show them.
Record the final result as follows:
? The best in the world is just right; When I look at you, it happens that you are looking at me; When I miss you, you just sent me a message; When I like you, you say you like it; Two people have been together for a long time, even if they are not lovers, they have a tacit understanding; And this tacit understanding will make people become obsessed.
? Obsession is also a beauty.
? Finally, I can sing all your favorite songs.