The happiness I want
"I'm working hard for our tomorrow. Although my contribution is too little compared with his, I don't know what happiness others want. The happiness I want is to live healthily. Two people together, occasionally go home to see their parents. It doesn't cost much, but living enough is also a burden. " Bing Xin Yue Ming's life is very simple now. She writes the story she wants to write. On a whim, she will go downstairs to buy food and cook, wait for her boyfriend to have dinner together after work, and occasionally go shopping together. She will also go to the flower market to buy some flowers and plants and take good care of them. She also thought about getting a puppy, and gave it up because she was afraid that her life would be difficult to take care of herself. Bing Xin Yueming said that she felt very happy. The only fly in the ointment is that she doesn't like that city in Shenzhen very much. It's too noisy.
Bing Xin Yue Ming has never worked, but she always lacks passion for her work. She said that what she tried to avoid was the calculation of people's hearts, that is, haggling over every ounce, and her work needed to be changed too much. So she said that I tried not to think about that, tried not to care, and wanted to make myself simple. I am lazy, physically lazy, mentally lazy, too lazy to think and calculate.
Bing Xin Yueming said, "My boyfriend is a very good person. He is my fortress. " Her love seems destined to be an endless stream of happiness.
"We have known each other for four years and have been together for more than three years. When I went to the hospital to visit my friend, he was in the same ward. When I first saw him, I knew he was what I wanted. He is my second boyfriend and I am his first girlfriend. Emotionally, he is simply like a child, and I guide him all the way. I never believe in love at first sight, but I believe he is the kind of man I want, an extinct good man. A person's eyes can see everything. I believe that a person with such clear eyes must have a good personality.
I am rational about feelings. When I first met him, I didn't feel much about him, but I knew that he was the one I was looking for, and I wanted to be with him all my life. Sometimes, people who spend their lives together are not their favorite. I know that feelings can be cultivated. I want to catch him and make him fall in love with me. I didn't try very hard. At that time, I was a sophomore and next semester. When I visited my friend for the second time, I bought flowers to visit him. He intends to stay in the hospital for more than a month. At that time, he was ill in bed, with messy hair and skinny, and his height was less than 185, 120 kg.
After returning to the dormitory, I told my roommate that I finally found the man I was looking for. The next day, everyone went to see my friend who was ill in hospital on an excuse, but in fact they all went to see him. As a result, when everyone saw him, they were all disappointed, saying that my eyes were so poor, and I just smiled. Now when they see my boyfriend, they all say they made a mistake.
He has grown for four years. He is a rough jade covered with thick dust in the university, and I saw Meiyu through the thick dust. Now my friend asks, aren't you worried that he will abandon you? Why should I be worried? I have the ability to make people around me happy, and I have the ability to make him inseparable from me. He is relaxed and happy with me.
For love, I don't believe in eternity, but I believe that when two people are together for a long time, they will have a feeling of being dependent on each other, which is a kind of affection beyond love. Love always fades. We should be together. Love alone is not enough. "The polished time comes from inner peace, can resist the erosion of time, and comes from each other's persistence. In love, no one has ever paid more or less. Bing Xin Yue Ming used her most beautiful years to accompany her lover through gloomy and difficult growth, dangerous beach of life, glory, maturity and happiness. So she will reap such a quiet and beautiful happiness.
I am a big woman and a small woman.
Bing Xin Yue Ming is a man with dual personality. She said that she subconsciously plays two roles, one is desperate and heroic, and the other is gentle and affectionate. Bing Xin Yue Ming started playing basketball in the second grade, and after graduating from high school, she was selected for the school team with a height of 155, which surprised her friends. Her teammates and opponents think she is always fierce. I also like table tennis, badminton, skating, swimming and other sports, and I am always the best among them.
At home, women's rights are paramount. She herself said, "I sometimes have a bad temper and it's scary." Well, now, in my relationship with him, whether right or wrong, he is the one who bowed his head and was oppressed. " If you want to cross, I am the first choice. Pretending to be martial arts is heaven. However, with the peace of life, ice is becoming more and more quiet and introverted. Perhaps it takes a lot of effort to write novels, and she has gradually changed a lot. She said: "If someone owed me and hurt me in the past, I might rush to fight with him desperately, but now, I will tolerate many interests. As long as the problem is not big, I don't want to argue. It takes a lot of effort, and there is not much to win. "In the face of change, Bing Xin Yue Ming has both regrets and gratitude: she is not as energetic and energetic as before, but she is not as outspoken as before, always hurting others and herself. Take a step back and calm down for a while, and finally have a deep understanding of this sentence.
Bing Xin Yue Ming likes Stephen Chow's movies very much. She doesn't laugh at Stephen Chow's movies, but cries. Stephen Chow always plays a nobody fooled by life. He always works hard, is kind to people and takes things seriously, but he is always unlucky and bullied. This is an exaggerated truth drawn from life. Looking at these little people, Bing Xin Yue Ming always wants to cry, but tears can't flow out. Seeing Stephen Chow's "A Chinese Odyssey" made her tears flow back, and her heart became bitter. She said that if you want to love, you can't love, you can't love, you can't love, you can't get it, and it makes people feel endless. Many years have passed, and I dare not watch it any more.
Bing Xin Yue Ming is a big woman and a small woman. She is passionate and sensitive. She is a person who dares to love and hate, but she will be careful not to touch the wound. She is now docked in a safe harbor, so she finally put down her thorns and revealed the truth.
My dream, my career
"My dream is that my favorite thing to do is to become a career and write novels. I won't be demanding, everything will come naturally. " Bing Xin Yue Ming said that the romantic female emperor, the lascivious princess crossing and dear, let's love each other are three novels with different styles. The princess makes people happy, the dear makes people nostalgic, and the female emperor will make people sad in the end. The writing in The Princess is humorous, the plot is exaggerated, which makes people laugh, and it also has some spoof meaning. Dear reminds us of the youth floating in the wind, and also reminds us of the sweet and pure youth we once had. And "The Female Emperor" involves power-seeking, deception and injury, but it has to go forward with great pain, pretending not to know his lies, leaving scars in my heart and hating myself for being so wise and omniscient. Tears in the smile, illusory, but real, heartache is inevitable.
Bing Xin Yue Ming likes The Female Emperor best. Laughter and tears, love and hate, gentleness and deception, power and gentleness. The female emperor grew up in the struggle and refused in the process of growing up. When everything is suddenly clear, pain will cut out the heart like a sharp knife.
"I love Susu, a woman who dares to love, hate and give up, kind but firm, gentle but cold, and pretends to know nothing because of that love." "Susu's pain lies in loving the wrong person, because he failed everyone, guilt, remorse, indignation, hate, but more love. When all the dust settled, when Jiangshan was in hand, he sat on an unattainable throne, but turned away smartly.
The beauty of Susu lies in being able to let go, let him cheat and get hurt, but not let Jiangshan plummet in other people's hands, smiling and falling like the wind, and everything is under control. "Bing Ming Xin Yue's creative road has just begun, and there are still many shortcomings to be polished and experienced. She said that her biggest contradiction is that she can't express her feelings in a few words, but she always spends a lot of words to describe it, so that the article drags on. She hopes that when her article is sad, just one sentence can make people cry; When you are happy, any scene can make people happy. Of course, it is inevitable that there are too many characters, too complicated clues and even a little hasty plot. However, how many generations of scholars have been puzzled by these problems, and how many writers and famous artists have been stumped? Let's wait and see how far Bing Ming Xin Yue can go!
Message from the author:
To myself, I want to say: Work hard, Yue Ming, you can't be so lazy anymore.
I also want to say to readers: thank you!
For the novel reading network, I want to say: I hope the novel reading network will be better and better.
Also, a word for Ayu: Thank you, Ayu. Can you put more peppers in the next box lunch?
Editor's comment:
I envy Bing Xin Yue Ming, her free and easy, her firmness, her calmness and her happiness. I remember a saying, "A girl is at her best when she is about twenty years old. At this time, her heart is the kindest, she is a little mature and a little childish. The boy is about twenty years old, which is his darkest day. At this time, he has nothing, can't be independent and doesn't want to rely on it, struggling to find his own position. So when a boy meets a girl of the same age when he is about twenty, he must cherish her, because this girl has spent the best years and the darkest days with him! "