However, it is true that choice is fate. If we had not made a firm choice, it would not be our turn to envy her now. Imagine that I just graduated from college three years ago, and Chuchu wants to be with a senior who has no house, no car and no deposit. We advised and advised, "The housing prices in big cities are so expensive. Marry such a man, and you have to worry about getting married and buying a house! " "You see you have a figure, looks and talent. Why do you want to talk to such an ordinary person? There are many elites in the society to choose from! Even if you can't choose a rich husband, you can choose a Gao Fushuai. Why are you so dull? " Seeing that everyone hates iron and steel, Chuchu patiently explained: "My aunt told me that the greatest achievement of women is not to marry the rich second generation, but to cultivate the rich second generation to rebuild the rich second generation." Well, it turns out that I have seen too much chicken soup. Anyway, life belongs to others. As friends, we can only persuade them. Do we really want to interfere in other people's lives?
At that time, Chuchu went to Hangzhou with her seniors after graduation, and found a job in foreign trade, working overtime every day, half dead. She found a rented house near the company, and the seniors could only come to accompany her on weekends because of their busy work. After working in Hangzhou for one year, she became increasingly dissatisfied with her work and life. Although she works hard, her salary is still so low. At that time, a foreign trade worker in Guangzhou was asked to go to work in a friend's company in Guangzhou, and the treatment was good in all aspects, so Chuchu was a little shaken. Although the senior doesn't have much time to accompany her this year, he will come when he can take a vacation, even if he can only accompany her for dinner, get up at five o'clock the next morning and go back to work by car.
He didn't have time to go shopping with Chuchu, so he took out all the cash in his wallet and said to her, "Just buy what you like." Although his income is not very high, he is really generous to her, because he knows that she likes seafood crayfish, so he will take her to the seafood restaurant as long as he has enough time. Eating a meal may cost him several days' salary, but he really doesn't seem to care, as long as he can see Chuchu smiling happily. Chuchu loves to lose his temper. Every time she is angry, he will be at a loss like a child who has done something wrong, and then beg for forgiveness, even though he doesn't know where he is wrong.
That night, Chuchu tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep. She struggled for a long time, then turned over and sent him a short message, "I kind of want to go to Guangzhou to develop." What do you think? " Less than two seconds later, his phone came. He asked her a little worried, "What's the matter, why do you suddenly want to go to Guangzhou?" She hesitated, saying that she felt that there was no development and no money to work here. She wants to go to Guangzhou where there are many opportunities. He was silent for a while and replied, "It's not that simple to make money in an industry. I have just laid a solid foundation in this company for two years. Don't worry too much, take your time. " "But I really don't want to stay in this city. I don't know anyone except you. I can only stare at the ceiling when I come back from work every day, waiting for you to accompany me. I want a richer life, I want to be happier! "
The senior felt a little sorry after listening to it. What she said is right. He owed her so much that he left her behind and couldn't take care of her. He struggled for a long time and finally agreed, asking when Chuchu was going to leave. Chuchu said that she would resign after half a month.
For the next half month, he came to accompany Chuchu every day. It takes him an hour and a half by bus and another half by subway from work, so he goes out in a hurry after work every day, gets up at five in the morning and then runs to the company. Although it was hard during that time, I had a good time. Every night, he accompanied Chuchu to the movies, walked with her and watched her fall asleep in her arms. But many times, his heart suddenly became tense and inexplicably uncomfortable. Thinking that Chuchu will leave him and the city soon, what should he do? He did it out of selfishness. He hoped that ChuChu would gradually become attached to him, and then he wouldn't leave and stay with him. But he was wrong. Chuchu has gradually understood what he wants, unlike when he just left school, he thought about love all day and felt full of love and water. After working for a period of time, she gradually realized that it was not easy to make money from work. She has always wanted to be an excellent businesswoman, earn a lot of money and travel around the world. She is eager to start a new journey and a new life.
But she could not bear to part with him. She tentatively asked him if he could go to Guangzhou with her so that they could work together and start over. He said the boss gave him a promotion and a raise. If he sets off for a new start in a completely strange city at this time, he is not sure whether he can go so smoothly, and it may take many years to get his present achievements. He clearly knows that it is not easy for him. He knows how he worked hard from an ordinary clerk in the past two years, working overtime day and night, working as a driver and bodyguard for his boss. In any case, he has made every effort to get the promotion opportunity now. She knows how long it will take him to rebuild his contacts if he is allowed to leave. In a completely strange city, he is old, and his family deliberately wants him to get married as soon as possible.
So Chu Chu didn't say anything more, because some people may be doomed to be with themselves for a while, and her life is so long that she can't expect it. The weekend before she left, she asked him to accompany her to Lingyin Temple, because she heard that the bodhisattva there was very spiritual and all her wishes could be realized. On their way back, they passed the West Lake. When she saw the rippling lake, she couldn't help getting soaked. This is the place where they first dated. It was foggy and raining, and they were boating on the lake. This scene is so familiar, as if it happened yesterday, but tomorrow she will leave this place, this city and the man she loves deeply.
Back at the gate of the community in the evening, the senior asked Chuchu to go home and rest first, saying that he would go shopping. In the evening, the senior went to take a bath. She took his changed pants and prepared to wash them, only to find that he had a lot of cash in his pocket. When he came out of the shower, Chuchu asked, "Why do you bring so much money?" The senior was taken aback, thinking that he might have clearly seen the money in his pocket and said, "My friend borrowed it and brought it to him in the company tomorrow." She wanted to keep asking why she had to lend so much money to others, but when she thought of leaving tomorrow, she silently went to do the laundry. The next morning, he sent her to take the high-speed train. She kept talking to him in the taxi and told him to take care, but he kept looking out of the window and didn't look back at her. She was a little angry and tried to turn his head, but saw tears on his face.
She froze. She has never seen him cry. It can be said that he has never seen a man cry so sadly, with tears in his eyes and eyes. You know, he is a soldier from the army! He quickly wiped away the tears on his face and choked and said, "You are in poor health, take care!" " "Clearly eyes involuntarily red. In fact, they all know that this time, it may be forever. Although the two never mentioned breaking up, many things are logical after separating the two places. I don't know how many times I cried secretly in this half month. Every time I think about leaving him, she can't help crying. But looking at him so sadly today, she can be a ninja without crying or making trouble. Should I reassure him or let him give up?
After checking in, she left without looking back. She knew that he had been watching her leave, and she didn't have the courage to look back, because the tears she held back couldn't help but start falling. After getting on the bus, she sobbed even more. She wants to take out some paper towels to cover her face, because she thinks it's really shameful to have such a snot and tears. She rummaged in her bag for a long time, but she didn't see any paper towels. Suddenly, she saw an envelope. She thinks it's thick. She opened it and saw a thick stack of money. I don't know how many pieces there are. Her hands began to shake, and at last she burst into tears. She said, "Why should I be so stupid? Why should I leave? " ? ! "She later recalled that she really wanted to jump out of the car to find him and tell him not to go! She really hoped that he bought the same ticket and suddenly appeared in front of her and told her to go with her, but life was not a TV series, and everything she imagined didn't happen, and the train went on.
She called him and asked him, "Why did you give me so much money?" He said, "You have just arrived in a new city and want to buy a house for dinner. All this costs money. You have no salary for the time being. I don't want you to be hungry. " She smiled through tears and said, "You don't deserve this girl." He said that if it wasn't enough, he would give her more money. Finally, Chuchu got angry and shouted, "Are you stupid? I may not be yours in the future, and I may not remember your name in two years. Isn't this equivalent to giving money to a stranger? ? "Then she heard him sob in the microphone and say," I'm not stupid. I only know that you are the woman I love and I can't let you be wronged. " You said you were unhappy, so I put up with my pain and let you go. As long as you are good, I will do anything! "Clearly suddenly cried and said," how can I live well without you? Will you come to Guangzhou? Even if everything starts all over again, I will wait for you to start all over again. Shall we fight together? " She thought he would hesitate, but she didn't expect him to say the word "good" firmly.
Two months later, he appeared at Guangzhou Baiyun Airport. Chuchu asked him, "Why did you make many excuses when I asked you if you wanted to come to Guangzhou before, but you directly agreed when I asked you on the day I left?" He replied, "I didn't know that when you first asked me, you would take my heart and soul away." When you asked for it for the second time, I knew that if I didn't have you in my life, I didn't know what the future meant. " Chuchu smiled and said, "It seems that Lingyin Temple is really smart!" The senior asked her, "Would you like me to come to Guangzhou to find you?" Chuchu said, "I'm not that shallow. I promised that you would never leave me, haha! "
Their story reminds me of a movie I once saw called Notebook. In the second half of the film, the woman has left the man and has a better life and future, but in the end, when she appeared in front of the man's house with a box, it really surprised me. I thought the hostess would choose a better life and forget the past, but she still chose to go back to the person she first loved. It turns out that true love means that you don't want to let go of his (her) hand anyway, because you know that no one in this world will be nicer to her except her parents and you. All love that can't go to the end is because love is not deep enough. This sentence is really true. Do you agree?