Introduction: When she first met him, he was the editor-in-chief of a novel website and one of the partners of the company. She calls him Mr. Nan and likes to call him G Xiaonan ... She prefers to call him Nan Nan. ...
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When Daxi wrote this letter again, Teacher Nan had left her for more than four months.
She once naively thought that they could last forever, but she cried her face wet in the sudden farewell.
She will never forget that when they first met, she applied for a job, which was just after the Spring Festival on 20 18 and the first day of work.
He crossed his legs and casually looked at the information about her application in his file. "I just turned 18 years old ... a little young."
This is his first opening remark with her, and since then their story seems to have started here.
Her name is Daxi, 18 years old. She is a freshman. The reason why she chose a job is to save some tuition for her family, so she cherishes this job very much.
She was the first to arrive at the office and the last to leave.
How can such a diligent employee not attract the attention of the leader? Yes, a week later, Daxi succeeded in attracting Mr. Nan's attention, which was due to the leadership's attention to employees. ...
At first, Mr. Nan thought it was normal that the little girl's first job was a little fresh, and she would be separated in three days. At first, I didn't think so. Then one day passed, two days passed, three days passed, and a week passed ... The little girl directly smashed two grades for him. ...
This really surprised him.
Mr. nan is the manager. It is rumored that … he is also one of the investors in the company … it is normal to be busy. He used to stay up late and work overtime, and he was the only one in the whole department. But after Daxi came, he seemed more angry ... more angry.
He looked at the little man who was working hard downstairs, and his mouth smiled faintly.
In this way, the two people seem to have little overlap, but unconsciously they have a subtle feeling.
until one day ...
Bang! Bang, the whole department was broken, and the two people who stayed in the office were in a daze in the dark. After Daxi reacted, he groped for his mobile phone in an opaque environment. Mr. Nan's voice came from upstairs: "Don't be afraid, I'll go downstairs."
Mr. Nan walked down the stairs quickly with a flashlight. "Mobile phone, here it is!" Mr. Nan held a flashlight in his left hand and her mobile phone in his right hand, signaling her to pick it up quickly.
A light suddenly appeared in the darkness, and Daxi instinctively narrowed his eyes. After a few seconds, he gradually recovered. Looking at the man in front of him with a flashlight, he is taller than her by a long head, tall and slender, and his facial features are a little fuzzy in the light, but a shallow smile on his face plunged into Daxi's eyes.
This is the first time that she has looked at him so carefully, but it is also the first time that she finds Mr. Nan very nice.
That night was a turning point in their story. She remembered that he insisted on taking her home and said it was going to rain outside. As a boss, he has the right to care about his employees.
She really couldn't beat him, so she reported the address.
He held her hand in the dark. His hand is big and warm, but it drives away the depression brought by darkness invisibly.
At the door, Mr. Nan still refused to leave, saying that he would watch her go in and leave, and then told her, don't get me wrong, it's just that men should be gentlemen.
Finally, Lin Wei told her not to work overtime so late next time. It is not safe for girls to take the bus at night, so they can take their work home.
That night, Daxi sat in bed and thought about those words for a long time. What does this mean? Finally, I slowly fell asleep in my heart.
It was a turning point because ... the gossip at work was flying all over the place the next day.
The manager sent a little intern home, hand in hand, and immediately became a topic of conversation in the office after dinner.
Said she had a background, said she was sycophantic, and even worse, said she was an underground lover. ...
Daxi was speechless and simply ignored it. She feels that this kind of thing is like news, and it will pass as soon as it is hot.
But this matter fermented infinitely in one day, and finally directly affected her work.
A girl from the same department, with a stack of papers, slammed in front of her. "This is for tomorrow's meeting. The company printer is broken, so please. "
Daxi looked at this pile of sub-files without refusing or agreeing.
Girls don't talk when they see her. "If you don't talk, I'll take you as ..."
Daxi suddenly said, "Sorry, I can't help you. Because I also have a job at hand. The manager will blame me if I promise you rashly and don't finish it in the end, which affects the meeting. It doesn't matter if I neglect my duty. If I get you into trouble, it's not worth it. I remember that there seem to be several printing machines in the marketing department. "
Since it is because of his difficulties, of course, we have to move him out. And what happened told Daxi that she couldn't wait to die. ...
Everyone got off work in the evening, and Daxi knocked on Teacher Nan's office door twice.
When she stood in front of Mr. Nan, she hesitated, but she still said, "I want to ask you a favor."
The days are still the same, but they will still be ridiculed. Daxi turned a blind eye until three days later ... there was an explosive news in the office and the director resigned. Later, someone knew the inside story. It turned out that Daxi, who was framed by the supervisor, deliberately spread rumors that she was having an affair with the manager and resigned because it brought bad atmosphere to the company.
The truth came out, and Daxi was very wronged. But everyone with a discerning eye knows the true inside story of this matter. In the world of smart people, this discussion soon disappears.
After a long time, Daxi remembered this matter again and couldn't remember too many details. It was indeed the rumor spread by the director, and Mr. Nan helped her. It was full of uncertainty. Unexpectedly, Mr. Nan agreed to his request.
After this incident, she and Mr. Nan really tied together. Mr. Nan didn't avoid suspicion, and once asked her to have lunch with him in full view. ...
And as smart as they are, everyone's heart is bright, but on the surface, they seem to know nothing.
They still work overtime together, but they will eat together. Mr. Nan will take her home every day, and sooner or later they will say good morning and good night to each other. They seem to have got used to each other.
The internship period passed quickly, the school started as scheduled, and Daxi ended his short internship career. I can't bear to leave because she and Mr. Nan can't meet every day. ...
However, Ms. Nan told her that even if she can't meet every day, she can chat every day and have dinner together when there is no class.
Almost as usual, except that she was afraid to look for him in the office. Too ostentatious, just wait for him downstairs in the company.
I remember once, when the sun was setting, Mr. Nan stood in the afterglow in a suit, holding a mobile phone in his hand and smiling at her. "What are you waiting for?"
Daxi looked at Mr. Nan who was less than five meters away from him and shook his head. Then he smiled at the phone in his hand and said, "I'm waiting for Mr. Nan."
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They are like lovers, but they are not like lovers. Because Mr. Nan didn't tell her.
Suddenly one day, Mr. Nan disappeared and didn't say a word to her for three days. Daxi occasionally went downstairs to the company, but didn't see him.
The sense of loss and anxiety came like a storm.
The weather in b city is also very suitable for her. After March, it rained heavily.
On the way home from school, in the neighborhood, under the dim street lights, a man was wearing a long black coat, tall and slender enough to be noticed at a glance.
Mr. Nan walked up to her and asked her, "Is it cold?"
Daxi didn't speak, just looked at him like this.
Mr. Nan suddenly took her into his arms and gave her a big hug. About ten seconds later, his voice whispered in her ear, "I miss you."
No matter how much resentment and incomprehension there is, I still have to admit that her heart just slowed down. ...
It was a long time before she realized that at that moment, she really fell in love with Mr. Nan.
That night, the snow was heavy, the street lamps were dim, and Mr. Nan was warm in his arms. Until many days later, the memory of that night could not be described by any words except nervousness.
Yes, Mr. Nan confessed to her that night. It only took four words. Let's be together.
Daxi hesitated. She looked at him in a thousand words, but finally she couldn't say it. Mr. Nan looked at her unexpectedly and finally said to her in a gentle tone, "Never mind. I can give you time to think about it. Can you reply to me in three days? "
Later, when she looked back, she didn't really want to refuse him. It was just a moment of blank brain and his simple sentence "Let's be together" that made her make up her mind.
For three days, Mr. Nan hasn't contacted her. All she thinks about is time, but the answer in her heart is obvious, isn't it? She already likes him.
On the last night, almost in the early morning, she called him, drunk and inarticulate, and told him that how could I agree with you if my confession was so perfunctory? Finally, I added, asshole!
I invited a group of friends to KTV to celebrate my roommate's birthday, and everyone drank two bottles. No one expected the wine in Daxi to be so bad. ...
What happened that day, Daxi woke up and forgot that there was no residue. ...
According to the roommate's description, she cursed each other in front of a group of people, and she also put on speakerphone. Mr. Nan asked her angrily, "Where are you?" ! "
Later, I simply said, "Wait for me, don't move."
But ten minutes later, Mr. Nan walked into the private room with a black face and saw Daxi pulled up directly. But sunrise is just playing with alcohol. How can you be so happy when you go out? Finally, Mr. Nan, especially Man, was directly boycotted. ...
This is the description my roommate saw. However, Cersei knew that things would not be so simple. ...
Woke up the next day, she was lying in the bed of Mr. Nan's house. When she had breakfast with Mr. Nan, Mr. Nan always looked gloomy, and the surrounding atmosphere was not much depressed.
She didn't dare to say a word after breakfast, but she didn't dare to speak because there were several scratches on Mr. Nan's face. ...
Before going out, Daxi held the doorknob with his back to Mr. Nan. "That night, I thought about it and agreed."
Drop this sentence and make a dash for the door.
Behind him, Mr. Nan stood there expressionless for a minute, and finally she giggled.
Like normal couples, they will watch movies and eat together, and occasionally Mr. Nan will patiently accompany her shopping.
This is Daxi's first love. Once Mr. Nan tried to kiss her, and Daxi instinctively dodged. The atmosphere was very cold. Finally, Mr. Nan smiled gently, broke the embarrassment and said to her, "It doesn't matter. Let's go and take you home. "
Mr. nan is really busy, especially recently, he often travels on business. But he never took the initiative to tell her about work.
Once Mr. Nan saw her face tired. Right after he came back from a business trip. Hold her tightly and ask her in a low voice, "If one day the man in front of you is penniless and alone, do you still love him?"
"yes. I will still love him even if he has nothing. He can take me wandering, as long as he is. "
During the summer vacation, Miss Nan specially left a few days off to play with her. After being together for so long, no one really went out.
Daxi looked at Mr. Nan, who was driving seriously, and took out a piece of potato chips from the potato chip box and handed it to his mouth.
Mr. Nan didn't have the habit of eating snacks, but he ate them with great cooperation.
Daxi's mouth turned up, and then he took out a piece and tasted it himself.
They booked a room, but Mr. Nan held her in his arms all night. It was quiet outside, and the moment of holding Mr. Nan reminded her of forever.
Of course, Mr. Nan has to pay back the vacation she squeezed out.
Once they didn't meet for two weeks. After the meeting, Mr. Nan was so tired that he didn't even know that his cell phone was ringing. Daxi answered for him. "Tell me what you have. He is sleeping. "
And that woman's voice over there asked her, who is she? That tone is like a question asked by my girlfriend. ...
Time flies, and it's winter in a blink of an eye. Mr. Nan invited her to attend the company's annual meeting.
However, I met Mr. Nan's younger brother by mistake. It turns out that Mr. Nan also has a twin brother who looks like him.
Daxi admitted his mistake at a glance. Mr. nan's appearance gives people a cold feeling, and he doesn't talk much, which makes it difficult to contact. His younger brother, however, looks very gentle and sunny. From the first sentence he spoke, Daxi knew that the person in front of him was not Mr. Nan.
Mr. Nan's birthday this year coincides with Valentine's Day, which is her first birthday with Mr. Nan. Many days ago, she thought about what kind of surprise to give him. Besides, it's their first anniversary together.
Unexpectedly, Mr. Nan gave her a bigger surprise. When she opened the apartment door, a pair of pink high heels lay casually on the floor. Daxi rushed out of the door and burst into tears when he reacted. At the same time, I also have a GZW, Mr. Nan's younger brother.
When Mr. Nan found Daxi, he saw her eating cake with G. His partner's daughter told him that a woman had just come in and then went out in a panic. After learning about this, Mr. Nan took the car keys for the first time.
Mr. nan didn't go forward at last, but turned and left.
Think about how long, perhaps at that time, is a sign that they are about to say goodbye.
She will never forget this life. On April 20 19, Mr. nan resigned. They said goodbye silently. No one knows where Mr. Nan went, but Mr. Nan disappeared completely in B city, and all contact information was blank.
Daxi went crazy looking for Mr. Nan. Isn't Mr. Nan a partner? Why did he resign? ...
When she looked for G, G didn't see her. It is G's sister who came to see her. Although not my own, I grew up together. No one knows Mr. G and Mr. Nan better than her.
It turns out that Mr. G and Mr. Nan are twins, so Mr. Nan was born with a congenital brain defect and needed to be maintained by drugs. However, such a strong and intelligent man was doomed to irretrievable disability at the moment of birth. ...
G and Mr. Nan have had problems since childhood. G never trusted Mr. Nan. Although they started their business together, Mr. Nan doesn't have many shares. Mr. Nan knew this well, so he also prepared a successor, but because of her appearance, Mr. Nan, who should have been with his partner daughter, pushed away this helper who was beneficial to his work because of her.
On the way back, Daxi had cried her tears, and the dim street lamp at the entrance of the community was still there, but the people who often stood there waiting for her were separated from her in the vast sea of people and never returned.
It was already one o'clock in the morning when I put pen to paper and wrote the last word. The room is very quiet. It has been raining for half a month, but it is rare to clear up tonight. The sound of crickets is enough to prove that summer has come.
She folded the letter, put it in the envelope and put it in the jar. This is her letter 100.
Her last farewell to him was at the seaside. The evening was beautiful, just like the scene when she first fell in love, but she couldn't wait for Mr. Nan any longer.
She threw the jar full of envelopes into the sea without lingering. I don't know where it is drifting, but it may sink into the deep sea, shatter and be beyond redemption, just like her love with Mr. Nan. But no matter where you go, this love is gone forever.