After Achuan was lovelorn, he was once depressed.
His charming ex-girlfriend left a message, "Sorry, we are not suitable." He floated away with another man who was much taller and had a fairer skin.
He stood there, and the hand he wanted to keep was only half stretched out and then put down.
Being suitable for this problem is always frustrating and frivolous, so all the worries are covered up. Not appropriate. what can I do? It just doesn't fit
She already has a more suitable person, and it is naturally you who is not suitable. Although, before meeting another person, she lived with you for five years.
He drank and smoked, stayed at home, tied the curtains, and lay in a small rented room, as if his life was over, lying ready to rot.
We went to see him together. His chin was covered with arrogant stubble. Pushing smelly socks is to clean up the place where we can sit.
I looked at Achuan and felt very worried. I don't know what else to do except sigh.
A Jin suddenly spoke timidly. She said, "Brother Chuan, I feel very distressed by this." I looked back at her. She was red-eyed, but she still didn't want to keep a close eye on Ah Chuan.
Ah Chuan gave us a cold look back and then lay back in his big bed.
-2-
I used to think that it would be much easier if there was someone in your love world who just fell in love with you.
Not many people will cry, not many people will feel guilty, and not many people will feel that their lives have come to an end when they are young.
But where there are so many is just right.
For example, Achuan loves his ex-girlfriend for many years, and A Jin loves Achuan for many years. After his ex-girlfriend left Achuan, Achuan couldn't fall in love with A Jin.
So the three of them, in this chaotic emotional line, are both very sad except for the handsome, cute and unlovable ex-girlfriend.
When I left Achuan's house, A Jin pulled me, and tears had already flowed all over my face. She said, "Senior, what should I do?" Seeing him like this, I feel as if I were dead. "
I sighed and dried her tears, but I didn't answer her.
what can I do? His tears do not fall for you, and his heart does not shed blood for you. Therefore, even if you work hard, you can't wipe away his tears, and you can't cover up the bleeding wound on his heart.
Naturally, I can't dry Kim's tears. She took my hand and said, "Why do you think he would rather love a woman who has hurt him deeply than treat me as his life?"
I still can't answer.
Love is always hard to understand. It's like an infinite cycle. We are all just looking for the person who is getting farther and farther away from us, but we will not stop waiting for the person who is desperately chasing you.
-3-
Ah Chin met Ah Chuan at the right time.
Chuan and I are in the same term, but we are in two terms.
In my junior year, most of them quit their jobs, both in clubs and student unions, so it is not easy for Achuan to know such a primary school girl.
Kim's ability is not bad. Not long after he joined the student union, he was attracted by the chairman. As a seed player, the chairman invited the former chairman, that is, Achuan, to introduce Jin.
On that day, Achuan wore a loose white shirt. He is a handsome boy with a literary accent and is very tall. The manners were clean and refined, and soon Ah Jin fell into the quagmire of unrequited love defenseless.
It's a quagmire because Achuan and his ex-girlfriend have been together for a long time.
It is said that it is not easy to be in a different place. Indeed, my ex-girlfriend will have trouble with Achuan every once in a while. Every time Ah Chuan sits in a rumbling train in a good mood to see her and buy her many beautiful gifts, she continues to be happy with Ah Chuan.
Somehow, Ah Chin found that I had a good relationship with Ah Chuan and often asked me out for a walk, never leaving Ah Chuan. At the mention of Achuan, his eyes lit up, as if to glow.
She asked, senior, senior Achuan, is he going to take the postgraduate entrance examination or work?
Senior, senior Achuan and his girlfriend are in love very hard.
Senior, Brother Chuan, He? ...
Well, she was really familiar with brother Achuanchuan later. She joked with him cheekily, and he treated him like a good sister.
Polite, but distant.
Perceived alienation, probably a dinner party, two people were present, she ordered, suddenly speaking, Brother Chuan can't eat seafood. But he looked up and pushed his eyes on the bridge of his nose, and politely said to her, thank you for remembering, so that the students can rest assured that they will give it to your seniors.
He said, seniors and sisters.
Kim drank a lot that day, but many people couldn't persuade her. She still smiled and said, nothing, nothing, I can drink.
-4-
Kim can drink, and almost died in the middle of eating. I happened to have some things to deal with, so I took her to and from school.
Two street lamps are broken, flickering.
When she burst into tears, I couldn't see her face clearly, only heard her say over and over again, why don't you like me, why don't you like me.
Later, she looked up and saw me, held my hand with great strength and begged, "Should I not like Brother Chuan?"
I didn't answer. I can't seem to answer every question raised by Kim.
I often think that it would be nice to like it as much as I like light bulbs. Press the button if you like, or press the button if you don't like.
But, like this thing, it's obviously a candle. When burning, you shed tears. If you like someone who doesn't like you, you must be burned clean, releasing all the light and heat, leaving only a bunch of tears.
She straightened up and smiled stupidly: "Nothing, nothing, senior, don't pity me. I want to like it anyway. As soon as he is happy, I will give up and give up completely. "
-5-
But it seems that God has been joking with Kim.
After Achuan graduated, his ex-girlfriend and Achuan broke up many times. She dislikes Achuan's low salary, his absence and many things.
During that time, Achuan was full of thoughts that as long as she worked hard, she would be able to save her heart.
When he told me about it, I only said that as long as there is no mistress, I am optimistic about you. After all, we have been together since we graduated from senior three.
Unfortunately, we often feel that many things we don't like about lovers are just another person who can shift the focus of your life. He is better than your lover anywhere. You are not satisfied, but you are unwilling to give up the past for so many years, so you complain again and again, and finally, you refuse to leave.
Ah Chuan's ex-girlfriend really moved on.
This kind of thing is beyond the scope of efforts.
When Ah Chuan broke up, Ah Jin was a senior in high school. She is not in a hurry to attend class, but practicing. After she heard about Achuan, she kept praying to bring her here to see Achuan.
I'm actually worried about Kim. She is a stubborn girl, like a moth to a fire. I'm also afraid that Achuan will stay with her irresponsibly in order to stop the wound in his heart.
This is not fair to Kim.
-6-
Jin did a lot for Achuan during his lovelorn period.
She moved the house and rented it next door to Achuan. In the morning, she opened the door with the key left by Achuan and cooked breakfast for Achuan in the kitchen. She never cooks when she is alone and always gets into trouble.
She is like a part-time aunt. After work, she hurried to tidy up the house for Achuan. When I came to Achuan's house again, I was startled. The house is not chaotic, but it smells of fresh grapefruit. When she looked up at Kim, she smiled foolishly. She said: "Brother Chuan used to like grapefruit best, but now he doesn't like it. It's always good to smell. "
She washes clothes and brushes shoes for Ah Chuan, and drags Ah Chuan out to bask in the sun. Ah Chuan was too tired to bask in the sun with her and sat far away from her, but he was still dancing with joy.
Maybe she liked him for too long and didn't ask for anything in return, so the little smile he gave made her feel extremely happy.
After getting paid, she invited me to dinner with Achuan, generously gave us the menu, and smiled brightly: "Brother Chuan, senior, order whatever you want."
She bought Achuan the most expensive cigarette sold downstairs, because she didn't know where she heard it. Expensive cigarettes are less harmful to her health. She sighed and told me that he wouldn't give up smoking for me, so I had to buy him something useful.
I don't know why, but my eyes are a little sore when I hear this.
Silly girl, did he actually do anything for you, when you have been quietly paying? For a long time, he had a big fight with her. He was very depressed. You took the train all the way to find his girlfriend, saying that you were his sister. You saved change for many years and bought an expensive bag for her he loved. He doesn't even know what you've done for him.
-7-
About two months later.
Jin finally couldn't bear it anymore and expressed his mind.
She cried, uneasy and heavy.
Chuan said, you are a good girl, I'm sorry.
Kim burst into tears at once, but when she heard that you were a good girl, she began to cry.
She grabbed Achuan's sleeve and refused to let go. She asked tearfully, "You think I'm a good girl, why do you have to say I'm sorry? Shouldn't a good girl be deeply loved? "
Ah Chuan sighed and wiped his tears. He said, "A good girl can't let people down. Otherwise it will thunder. "
That gloomy night, the night wind was chilly, and then it rained heavily. Her hair, eyes, mouth and clothes are all wet and dripping.
Her eyes could hardly be opened, but she still stood there, unwilling to ask, why?
The legendary hero card was distributed to her, but she had a pair of discerning eyes. She was unwilling, so she had to ask a reason, but Achuan still left. Until it rained heavily, he couldn't relent and gave her an umbrella.
That rainy night, she cried and was disheartened.
The next day, she left our city, dragging a heavy suitcase and sent a message to each of us. She waited at the station for a long time until the service staff began to urge her to get on the bus, and she reluctantly left.
We all know that she is waiting for Chuan.
But Achuan sent me a text message this morning, and he won't go. Even if you don't even say goodbye to her.
Chuan asked me, do you think I did the right thing?
This is another question that I can't answer.
Anyway, she loves you, and you don't love her, which is the biggest harm. It's probably best for her to be disheartened and want to leave you completely. After all, the sore in my heart will be gouged out and the wound will heal faster. Even though, at that moment, she will want to die painfully, but she will always survive. She is the most tenacious good girl.
-8-
Later, Kim told me with joy that she had changed to a great company, valued her very much and allowed her to work after graduation.
She told me a lot, but finally she couldn't help talking about Achuan.
Her voice didn't recognize any emotion on the phone. She said, "Brother Chuan is really cruel. On the day I left, I had a high fever and sat at the station waiting for him for a long time. He won't come, or even send me a message. Later, when I said I had arrived, he only answered one. I think even if I'm not a suitor for so many years, I can't be so cold. I often cry and get sick. When I am ready, I will decide, that's all, forget him. "
There was a pause, perhaps sighing, and then she continued: "Senior, do you think that people who have been issued good friend cards are suffering?"
Yes Really stumped me again. I didn't choose to be silent, but told her a fact.
Achuan has many suitors, but Kim is the only one who has been dealt a good card by him.
Probably her enthusiasm, her dedication and her kindness really touched him, but unfortunately, he really didn't love her.
Ah Chuan told me that during that time, he was really selfish and thought that it would be good to take such a girl and heal himself for a while.
But on the night of confession, he saw the light shining in her eyes and suddenly said no.
She is such a good girl that her affection will never be let down.
The morning Kim left, he couldn't sleep. He sent me a short message and called me again. He said, "I know I will never meet such a A Jin again in my life. But I know that Ah Chin, a good girl, will be cherished by many Achuan who love her. She is so good, I can only let her go, give her the blue sky and the sea, and never let her be a candle to dry her tears in the dark. "
So, dear girl, he says you are a good girl, but he doesn't want to be with you. Don't be sad. He must have seen all your goodness and was so moved that he had the courage to let you go.
Because, ah, never let people who don't love you down.
The years are still very beautiful. If you want happiness, it will come.
Two years later, Achuan attended Kim's wedding and raised a glass to the smiling girl in the distance. She is in the center of the stage, the focus of everyone, and he is on the wine table in the corner, holding him down one by one.
The best girl he met in his life deserves such a happy ending.