As their relationship became closer and closer, Ruan Yuling gradually opened her heart to Cai Chusheng and told him her secrets, life experiences and stories of Zhang Damin and Tang Jishan. Cai Chusheng, listen carefully. He is very worried about the woman in front of him. Later, Ruan Yuling fell in love with the theme song of the American film New Woman. She sings it again and again in English. People around you. No, I don't care. Only Cai Chusheng knows what she is thinking. He often tells Ruan Lili that your good friends, your aunt and Tang should not make her sick.
Later, she gave up her heart. One day, she found Cai Chusheng and wanted Cai Chusheng to take her, but Cai Chusheng turned her down. In Ruan's view, this is undoubtedly the last straw to save her life. When she left, her leaving this world didn't make her feel better. And Cai Chusheng now bears numerous criticisms. Twenty years later, Cai Chusheng wrote an article of nearly ten thousand words in memory of Ruan. In the article, she is an excellent director and actress. She is an artist, but there is no evidence that he loves her. He clearly analyzed Ruan's tragedy and his own personality, and described Ruan's psychological struggle before committing suicide. He knew Ruan and Ruan, and it was this dependence and weakness that jumped from one person to another that caused her tragedy. So he can't take her. When Ruan is in trouble, he can silently help her and support her, but he can't help but take her away.
If they leave together, how can cannibals vilify Ruan Yuling? Can Ruan Yuling resist at that time? Maybe he took this into consideration, so Ruan's life can still see some warmth. Or, when the world blamed him, he was weak and he didn't. I don't want to give up his bright future. After all, Ruan doesn't want to give up my career, and he has a wife in the country.
I think Ruan is Cai Chusheng's confidant beauty, but not a lover. If he loves her, he will accompany her to comfort her when she is depressed, instead of letting Li Lili accompany her. So when Ruan Yuling held out her hand to him, he froze. He doesn't-I don't want to change his identity. He still has his own direction in life. He can't I can't accept this sudden love, but he didn't. I didn't know this was Ruan's last life. At that moment, he let her go, and there was a distance between life and death.
I think Cai Chusheng is Ruan's confidant. Between her last thoughts of life and death, she mistakenly thought that this was the fantasy of love and the last straw for her. Even if she dies, she won't be so sad. At that time, she was already dead. She just wants to gamble again, try again at last and give herself a reason to live. She lost. The world has never left her tenderness.