After my husband returned to the northern city, in order to reassure me, he turned on the QQ video every night to show me what he was doing. I am chatting with other men online while chatting with him. Only in this way can my heart be more calm. ?
Aze is a netizen who can talk to me. I told Aze about all those grievances. He comforted me: "Don't be sad, be strong. You have a job, you don't need to rely on your husband to support you, you can rely on yourself. Women should be independent, now this kind of society, the husband is unreliable ... "
Aze said a lot of encouraging words. After chatting that night, my mood was much better. I lost sleep for many days and slept well.
From then on, whenever I have time, I will go to the Internet cafe and wait for him to surf the Internet. As long as I see him online, I feel very excited, and I feel very lost when I am not online. After chatting for a long time, we left each other's mobile phone numbers. Besides chatting online, we usually talk on the phone. I like his voice very much. It is rich and warm, giving people a sense of security and warmth. One day, I suddenly wanted to see him, so I made an appointment for a video. I finally met him. He looks shy and not handsome, totally different from what I expected, but his voice is still so warm and comfortable. On the Internet, we talked about everything and became friends who talked about everything. After chatting for a while, he suddenly disappeared, and the online time was obviously less. I asked why? He said he was too busy at work. Without his connections, I always felt something was missing, so I called him and said, "How have you been recently? Why don't you call me? "
"I'm worried about the bad influence on you. After all, you are married. I can't distract you. Live a good life. " The more he is like this, the more I think he is a gentleman.
I met aze. He is four years younger than me, but I think there is really nothing wrong with him except that he is a little younger than me. I began to accept his invitation. He is more sensible and considerate than boys of his age, and he is nothing like a little boy. He took care of me most of the time. In front of him, I can be a coquetry and a little woman, and our feelings are getting deeper and deeper.
Aze has many friends and often holds some parties. Once he insisted on taking me to a classmate's birthday. At first, everyone had a good time. During the dinner, a girl said loudly, "Is this your sister?" Why not introduce it? "Her tone was full of sarcasm, and Azeri hugged me and said," This is my girlfriend. "Azeri explained that the girl has always liked him, so she deliberately said so. Actually, I don't look older than him.
After listening to Aze's words, I am very happy and feel that I am an attractive woman.
Absurd promises
The key step to peace with Azeri is the Mid-Autumn Festival on September 12 this year. Originally, my husband said he would go home for the New Year, but he said he couldn't come back because of something important. What's so important about Mid-Autumn Festival? Even if you are a workaholic, others should reunite with their families! All kinds of fantasies appear in my mind. Finally, I decided that my husband must be with that woman again.
The more I think about it, the angrier I get, so I call Aze and ask him to go out with me. He said, "I am at home with my relatives. How about tomorrow? "
"No, if you don't come today, don't meet again!"
"What good will you give me when I come?"
"Anything will do!"
Aze will drive here soon. He took me for a ride by the lake and then parked my car in a dark corner. When he leaned over, I instinctively gave him a push, but thinking that my husband was having an affair with another woman at this time, I hugged Aze tightly.
Afterwards, I regretted it. I have always been a very conservative woman, and I can't accept falling in love with two men at the same time. But when Aze asked me out for the second time, I couldn't refuse.
In June 5438+10, Aze also got married. The night before the wedding, he was with me. He said, "Feifei, let's be lovers for life!" We are natural lovers. We love each other, but we are rational, calm and responsible. We won't have a restless family because of feelings. We will love each other for life. If we all live to be 80, we will get married. What did you say?/Sorry? "
His language is romantic and his fantasy is beautiful, but he doesn't know that my heart has always been guilty. I have been hurt by a third party, how can I be a third party in someone else's house!
Aze and I broke up, but he couldn't understand my heart at all. He also said, "If I get married, you will be jealous. Don't be angry. I agree with you! "
I am a very simple person, and I really don't know how to deal with such a relationship.