Especially when Tian Xiaoxia died, she died to save a little girl who fell into the water. Sun Shaoping confirmed Xiao Xia's death in The Old Man Who Worked as a Newspaper Porter:
"Sun Shaoping eyes a black, leg soft as cramps. He felt something burning on his leg-he couldn't help urinating in his pants ... "
Seeing this, I can't stand crying anymore. I have to stop. I really don't have the strength to cry while watching. I want to have a good cry, then gather my strength and continue watching. I want to see what is the final outcome of Sun Shaoping who lost Tian Xiaoxia.
Throughout the book, one-on-one couples have been achieved. Run Ye and Li Xiangqian are political marriages, Sun Shaoan and He Xiulian are forced marriages, Run Sheng and Hao Hongmei are unhappy marriages, and Jin Bo and his Tibetan girl are a dead end. Only Sun Shaoping and Tian Xiaoxia are soul mates, which is the most enviable and desirable. But why can't such a happy couple go further? It's cruel to let two people live far apart just after the relationship is confirmed.
I couldn't accept this arrangement, so I turned over the books and looked for the answer again and again. After reading the details of Tian Xiaoxia and Sun Shaoping again and again, I suddenly felt relieved.
Tian Xiaoxia and Sun Shaoping are madly in love, and they are full of longing for the future. An unexpected arrival, Tian Xiaoxia's departure and tragic death, is her best destination, and also the most perfect ending for her and Sun Shaoping.
1, let's take a look at their acquaintance.
Tian Xiaoxia and Sun Shaoping met at their home in Tian Xiaoxia. Tian Xiaoxia showed great enthusiasm for this classmate and fellow villager, while Sun Shaoping was embarrassed. On the one hand, he felt inferior to his tattered clothes; on the other hand, he was surprised by Tian Xiaoxia's coat and her cheerful personality, which made him feel cordial.
But this time, only two people met, and there was no further communication. It was not until they were all chosen to tell stories in Huangyuan that they learned more about it. Well-informed Tian Xiaoxia acted as a tour guide and took Sun Shaoping to visit several places of interest in Huangyuan. This is the first time that Tian Xiaoxia took Sun Shaoping to appreciate the outside world, which opened Sun Shaoping's eyes and enriched his spiritual world.
Sun Shaoping, attracted by the outside world, is also attracted by Tian Xiaoxia. He was attracted by her strong personality and her different views on the problem. Tian Xiaoxia is a well-informed and smart girl who has read many books. This girl is not only talkative, but also brought Sun Shaoping into another world, which made Sun Shaoping start to care about political and national affairs and read reference news. As Tian Xiaoxia said:
It is very sad that an educated person doesn't know what is happening in the country and the world at present. .....
Since then, Sun Shaoping has often read newspapers in front of newspaper columns. He has always adhered to this habit. At this time, Sun Shaoping not only likes to chat with Tian Xiaoxia, but also appreciates Tian Xiaoxia. She really knows too much.
She not only guided Sun Shaoping to care about state affairs and form the habit of reading newspapers, but also guided him to read the book Historical Materialism of Dialectical Materialism, which made his ideological realm by going up one flight of stairs reach the height of philosophy. At the same time, Tian Xiaoxia also instructed Sun Shaoping to read many meaningful foreign novels, such as Love Life, which satisfied him spiritually and broadened his consciousness unconsciously. When this knowledge nourished his soul, his temperament gradually changed quietly.
Sun Shaoping's unique working people's nature and a mixed temperament that nourishes the soul gradually attracted Tian Xiaoxia. The hearts of two young people are discussing problems, discussing the plot in the novel and reading the newspaper together. They begin to approach slowly.
High school life, from acquaintance to acquaintance, is not so much mutual attraction as Tian Xiaoxia and Sun Shaoping running in the ocean of knowledge.
Tian Xiaoxia, like a spiritual mentor, guided Sun Shaoping to care about current affairs and understand philosophy, so that all kinds of novels with far-reaching significance nourished Sun Shaoping and made Sun Shaoping grow from a child at the primary school level into a mature adult with a comprehensive view of problems. This is not only an intellectual leap, but also a spiritual leap.
At this time, they just appreciate each other and like each other's unique temperament, and they have not yet reached the stage of mutual admiration.
After graduating from high school, they bid farewell together and gave each other graduation gifts. Sun Shaoping went home to farm, and Tian Xiaoxia went on with her life. Although they no longer meet, Tian Xiaoxia continues to send Sun Shaoping reference messages and continue to nourish Sun Shaoping's restless soul.
If life keeps like this, they may never see each other again, but life is always changing. With the change of national policy, Sun Shaoping's spiritual thoughts, which were mixed by the countryside and the world outside the countryside, began to become restless. He is not willing to stay in the countryside all his life. He wants to go out and spread his youthful passion and find his dreams.
2. In the process of pursuing his dream, Sun Shaoping met Tian Xiaoxia by chance.
Sun Shaoping decided to go to Huangyuan to find his dream, but the ideal and reality always run counter to each other. In the case of financial constraints, Sun Shaoping can only make a living by selling his own strength. He works hard on one construction site after another, and can only read books secretly after work, so that his spirit will not be crushed by heavy labor, so as to prove that he has not forgotten his dreams.
At this point, Sun Shaoping has no time to think about Tian Xiaoxia or Tian Xiaoxia. Even in the face of his best friend Jin Bo, he didn't want to expose Tian Xiaoxia. His rural temperament limited his thinking to some extent. His inability to break through the limitations prevented him from opening his heart to Tian Xiaoxia. He can only suppress himself.
Life is always full of drama. He happened to meet Tian Xiaoxia when he got off work for the first time, and was about to watch the movie "Revenge of the Prince". The meeting brought the two people together closely.
At this time, Tian Xiaoxia was already a college student in Normal University, while Sun Shaoping was only a freelancer. He felt a little inferior and embarrassed in front of Tian Xiaoxia, but they still had the same topic, which broke the silence between them. In Tian Xiaoxia's father's office, they had their first date in Huangyuan. It was a date, but they didn't know it at that time.
Their date was quite successful. Tian Xiaoxia is the kind of girl with enthusiasm and ideals. She doesn't care about family views, only cares about spiritual communication, and only cares about spiritual characteristics. Sun Shaoping happened to meet Tian Xiaoxia's spiritual exchange in this respect, and Sun Shaoping's spirit of struggling for life also infected Tian Xiaoxia, so they began a Platonic love of the soul.
They basically keep the rhythm of see you on monday. Every time, Sun Shaoping brought books she had prepared in advance from Tian Xiaoxia, while Tian Xiaoxia went to the library with excitement to borrow books from Sun Shaoping, preparing books to borrow every week. They are just counting the days in this seemingly ordinary but romantic relationship, looking forward to Saturday. They talk about ideals, literature, politics and everything that can be talked about, in order to avoid talking about their future.
Sun Shaoping's mood is very complicated. He longed to be with Tian Xiaoxia, hoping to hug her, but he couldn't break through the limitations of his rural thoughts, nor could he completely remove the shackles of his mind. At the bottom of his heart, he thinks that he is not worthy of Tian Xiaoxia, especially when Tian Xiaoxia graduated as a reporter. He feels that the distance between the two people is getting farther and farther, so he is very contradictory. He is very painful, but he is eager to see Tian Xiaoxia.
Tian Xiaoxia is also very upset. She realized that she liked Sun Shaoping, but she was not sure whether she was in love, which made her very depressed. She is very confused about whether to give herself to a migrant worker from the hinterland. She began to want to know him. When she saw the roadside workers, she couldn't help thinking of Sun Shaoping. Seeing someone working on the construction site, she also has a strong desire to find out. It's just that the relationship between two people is very subtle, and the girl's reserve also makes her keep silent about love, so she can only get along with Sun Shaoping.
In this way, two lovers who also have different troubles are in their platonic spiritual love.
Plato's spiritual love, to a certain extent, will naturally hope to blossom and bear fruit, which is true for Sun Shaoping and Tian Xiaoxia.
3. The two-year contract of Guta Mountain opened a romantic window.
Compared with Sun Shaoping, Tian Xiaoxia has more psychological advantages. She doesn't need to consider the problem of eating, and she doesn't need to consider the gap between two people. She is passionate and romantic. She is happy and free. When she became a journalist and wanted to share her joy with Sun Shaoping, they came to Guta Mountain.
Tian Xiaoxia's romantic story Rumentseva of Genoa inspired two people's enthusiasm and broke their scruples. Sun Shaoping finally opened his strong arms, hugged Tian Xiaoxia tightly and signed the beautiful two-year contract.
In fact, this agreement is not only beautiful and romantic, but also maintains the feelings of two people. Even if there is a change in the middle, two people still have this agreement, and they can also see the performance of two unconfident people in love from the side.
Great happiness did not make Sun Shaoping lose his mind. After he calmed down, he was still worried about the estrangement between them. The heavy life diluted his enthusiasm for Tian Xiaoxia.
People who are passionate about life will never fail you. For Sun Shaoping, life has always been especially kind to him. When he was distressed by the huge gap between Hotan and Xiao Xia, the pie really fell from the sky and hit him at once.
The boss of his first job, Uncle Cao Jishu, brought him this pie. Huangyuan City wants to recruit 20 coal miners with rural hukou, which is a very hard thing for others, but it is a great surprise and a great turning point of fate for Sun Shaoping. As long as he has a job, he will be one step closer to Tian Xiaoxia.
The distance between Sun Shaoping and Tian Xiaoxia seems to be getting closer and closer. That's what it looks like In fact, when two people meet different people in different environments, the practical problems become more and more prominent, and the psychological distance may become larger and larger. This is the most deadly.
4. Competition between reality and ideal
Sun Shaoping became a formal worker in Daya Bay Coal Mine in Tongcheng, and Tian Xiaoxia worked as a reporter in the provincial capital.
Sun Shaoping has to deal with black faces and black coals all day, and face rude men and families in black shanty towns.
The longer he worked in the mine, the more Sun Shaoping felt that Tian Xiaoxia's love was a beautiful dream. He is getting less and less confident. He can't believe that a coal miner who works underground wants to live with a female reporter in a provincial capital?
The hardship and reality of life made Sun Shaoping get rid of the unrealistic fantasy when he was young, and began to consider practical and realistic issues. He and Tian Xiaoxia can use the passion of youth to fall in love, communicate and say something romantic and poetic, which may be possible. But if you really want to get married, start a family and have children in the future, it may be another matter!
This is the most worrying problem in Sun Shaoping's mind. He has no confidence in Tian Xiaoxia instead of himself, which makes him feel more and more that his final relationship with Xiao Xia may end in tragedy.
This pessimistic conclusion has actually been buried deep in his heart, which is the biggest variable for him and Tian Xiaoxia to know the future.
At the same time, the hard work in the coal mine makes Sun Shaoping more and more inclined to the simple happiness of Rainbow Chua. The more he recognizes and envies the simple happiness of Rainbow Chua, the more he realizes that he and Tian Xiaoxia have no future and can't be together, but love makes him insist on this hopeless love, and he is just insisting on and waiting for a two-year contract.
Gradually adapted to the life of the king, a virtuous wife, attentive service to him and an obedient son. This is simple and simple happiness, which gradually takes root in Sun Shaoping's heart.
When Xiao Xia suddenly appeared in front of Sun Shaoping as a reporter, Sun Shaoping cried excitedly, but when facing the mine leader, at the dinner table, Xiao Xia kept picking up food for him with chopsticks while talking to others. On this occasion, Shao Ping had a lot of unspeakable taste in his heart. Proud? Inferiority? Are you happy? Humiliation? Maybe these emotions are a little ...
For Sun Shaoping, Tian Xiaoxia is a goddess, a symbol of beautiful dreams and romantic love. She is cold and unattainable. There is no doubt that Sun Shaoping loves Tian Xiaoxia, but in front of Tian Xiaoxia, whether Sun Shaoping admits it or not, he needs to hold his head high and feel inferior in his heart.
At this time, Wang had an accident in the mine. In the process of helping Huiying's sister-in-law, he gradually integrated into this family, and he regarded himself as a member of this family. Every time I go down the well, I hear her concerned exhortation: "Be sure to worry about something …", and he feels the real warmth. When he came out of the mine, he was relaxed, comfortable and relaxed in the face of Huiying's sister-in-law's delicious meal.
Two different mentality intertwined, seriously tormenting Sun Shaoping, especially when he received a letter from Xiao Xia, telling him that another reporter of the newspaper, Gao Lang, was pursuing her, Sun Shaoping was even more sad and miserable. His solution to the pain is not to find Tian Xiaoxia's heart, but to find a chance to visit spearmint in the provincial capital and find Tian Xiaoxia. He said to himself: Even if we meet for the last time, if fate decides, he must break up with her as soon as possible.
In fact, in Sun Shaoping's mind, in his subconscious, breaking up with Xiao Xia became a relief, but this time he was not relieved, and Tian Xiaoxia went on a business trip.
In Sun Shaoping's painful struggle, when his ideal and reality were struggling, Tian Xiaoxia left. He doesn't need to struggle. He's free.
As a matter of fact, Tian Xiaoxia is totally conspiring to kill people.
Tian Xiaoxia is still struggling in her new job as a journalist. A distant boyfriend of a black coal miner and a close suitor, before she thought about the future, fate had made a decision for her.
A city in the south was flooded and its residents were in danger. Wu originally asked reporter Gao Lang to go to the scene for an interview. As a result, he was on a business trip, but Tian Xiaoxia missed the catastrophic flood and insisted on squeezing himself a seat when there was no room at the airport. Under all kinds of impossible conditions, Tian Xiaoxia finally came to this flooded city.
After getting off the helicopter, Tian Xiaoxia did not report from time to time with the party secretary, but ran alone on the edge of the flood. She doesn't know what she wants to do, but she knows there are many things to do. She didn't go until she ran to the east embankment and saw that no one in the nursing home believed that there would be a flood. When the police were at a loss, she performed a coup for the police chief, forcing these people to evacuate at once with a gun. This is really a good plan. Half an hour later, there is a piece of Wang Yang, and all the people here have already been evacuated.
When the public security bureau chief admired her, treated her as a "senior staff officer" and directed the police to save people everywhere, Tian Xiaoxia suddenly saw the little girl in the flood, then jumped in without thinking, and saved the little girl. The little girl was saved, but she was washed away by the flood forever.
There is a contradiction here. Since everyone here has been evacuated, why is there a little girl in the flood? Even though there was a little girl in the flood, Tian Xiaoxia, as a temporary senior staff officer, was directing a group of policemen. As a commander, why not command a capable policeman to save the little girl from drowning instead of going into the water by himself?
This is actually the destination that Lu Yao arranged for her. She must die. If she doesn't die, how will she get along with Sun Shaoping in the future? When two people get married and have children, do they live separately, or do Tian Xiaoxia transfer Sun Shaoping to the provincial capital to live together through the relationship, or do Tian Xiaoxia apply to work in Daya Bay Coal Mine and stay here with Sun Shaoping? Or two people break up after ideal and realistic consideration. According to Sun Shaoping's psychological track and life development, they are more likely to break up.
No matter what our situation is, we all live in the secular world and the lives of ordinary people. Reality, reality or reality. There is no more romance and romance. We have lost the combination of soul mates and become an ordinary couple among thousands of people.
Such a result, although secular and realistic, makes us lose our best feelings and our most ideal desires.
What you can't get is the best.
When the feelings of two people were still very strong, Tian Xiaoxia suddenly left, leaving us only beauty and ideals. Her cheerful and enthusiastic personality, open mind, unconventional thoughts, detached and refined feelings and beautiful journalist career are beyond the reach of many people.
Tian Xiaoxia stands for beauty and ideals. She is like a star, not as hot and warm as the sun, bringing people light. Let's always look up and pursue her. She is the dream in our hearts and the dream we have been pursuing.
Such a beautiful dream must not be shattered, so she can only be in the flood. Because of the tragic sacrifice to save a little girl who fell into the water, this dream is even more noble. Let's remember this beautiful girl from now on.
Only when Tian Xiaoxia is dead can Sun Shaoping go to Guta Mountain to bid farewell to that youthful time, and can he firmly remember this beautiful time in his heart, so as to truly realize that "once the sea is difficult for water, it will always be amber."
Sun Shaoping has experienced the trauma of love, so that he can really get comfort from Huiying's sister-in-law and live the life he wants. In fact, when he spent the night at Huiying's sister-in-law's house, although nothing happened, his heart had quietly changed. Huiying, who has been in his mouth, has become Huiying, so he turned down the equally beautiful Xiu Xiu, turned down the opportunity of spearmint and Zhong Ping to transfer him to the provincial capital, and resolutely returned to elegance.
He got on the second platform and walked quickly east along the railway line. In the distance, he saw Huiying with a red scarf on her head, Mingming with a red scarf floating on her chest, and a puppy with two bells hanging around her neck running towards him. ...
The final outcome also indicates the beginning of his new life, indicating that this is home and that he will be with Huiying.
Therefore, only when Tian Xiaoxia dies can he really start a new life and stay in Daya Bay completely, and that beautiful woman will stay in our hearts forever. Our dreams and ideals have not changed. This is the best ending.
Therefore, Tian Xiaoxia's death is her best destination and the most perfect ending for her and Sun Shaoping.
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