As Ms. Lin said at the end of this book, "People who read this book are lucky. They can see the back of the world without touching it. " "This book is a beautiful and powerful soul tearing its wounds and bleeding to this society. Because it is fragile, it is particularly strong. The original teacher of this class is not here, but he thinks the class hasn't started yet. It is necessary for everyone who is a parent or about to be a parent to make up this lesson.
Stories can be short and pale, so pale that it is difficult to make waves on the Internet. Male teachers in cram schools use their identities to seduce girls who love literature.
However, Ms. Lin described the story with her delicate and literary words. In this story, we see the seducer Li Guohua fall in love after committing a crime. How to manipulate Fang Siqi to regard this relationship as love; As a victim, Fang Siqi's self-dialogue in the spiritual world; How different bystanders unconsciously become accomplices of criminals.
Exquisite self-dialogue shows readers a soul-killing live broadcast. We can see that Fang Siqi passively accepted manipulation from the beginning, thinking that Li Guohua really loved her soul and talent, and when she woke up, she was able to fight back in Li Guohua's language, trying to get rid of the false "love" and finally ended in violent resistance. Fang Siqi is crazy.
From Fang Siqi's story, we can see that the victim resisted the pain by forcing himself to "love" the perpetrator; See how easy it is for adults to manipulate minors; See how self-esteem sews the victim's mouth; We also see the victim's spiritual self-destruction and a strong sense of filth in self-consciousness; People who claim to be elegant, pack their dirty desires with exquisite and beautiful words, and are extremely narcissistic, giving the perpetrators unlimited tolerance for themselves; See how parents and society become accomplices of the perpetrators.
Mr. Lu Xun said that "tragedy is to destroy the valuable things in life for people to see". Fang Siqi, who is young and beautiful and has a literary dream, is beautiful. She was torn to pieces and vented by the dirtiest people in the name of literature and love. Ms. Lin described the whole process of this tragedy in beautiful language. Dirty Li Guohua can tell such a literary love story as "I have no talent for love", which makes the novel more appealing on the basis of tragedy and makes me more difficult to read.
There are two important female characters in the novel: Fang Siqi's soul twin Yi Ting and Wenyi, a kind and beautiful lady who fled her life after domestic violence and abortion. These two people are not only witnesses to the story, but also dig out all the pain that Fang Siqi suffered after her madness.
Yi Ting, who looks unremarkable but has the same literary talent as Si Qi, carries the dream of "Fang Siqi". The article mentioned more than once that Fang Siqi imagined that she could pursue literature happily without a beautiful appearance. At the end of the novel, the author also said to Yi Ting through literature and art:
I think Yi Ting is the author's strong side to break away from the past. Yi Ting survived instead of Fang Siqi to experience the life that Fang Siqi could not experience, and to write down and record this story. Fang Siqi here not only represents the author's previous experience, but also represents Qian Qian's "Fang Siqi" who has the same experience. I think the author writes with a sense of mission, because countless "Fang Siqi" who have experienced the same darkness have never "lived" and cannot write with a pen.
The story of Miss Wenyi also occupies a large space in the novel. She is beautiful and kind, and is the literary guide of Fang Siqi and Yi Ting. Only after she married her glamorous and handsome husband did she know that he would become an animal after drinking. She loves her husband, so she is more miserable. "You can't hit me in the afternoon and at night." . Countless times of patience did not bring her husband's sobriety, and eventually she was beaten to abortion.
Evian's story is a warning to domestic violence. Domestic violence is only zero, countless. You never know when a seemingly gentle person will become a beast. In short, the author is gentle. The appearance of Mr. Mao Mao saved Wen Yi, and his meticulous and unconditional love made Miss Wen Yi glow again.
The story of Mao Mao and Evian is the only light in the novel, which shows me that the author uses beautiful words to describe beautiful things and brings me the experience of literary beauty.
Missing can be extremely beautiful.
A simple conversation between two people can convey rich emotions.
After reading Ms. Lin's speech at the wedding, I think she is an adult Lin, and her husband, Mr. B, is the gentleman in the novel, just like saving her husband and Mr. B saving Ms. Lin. At the wedding, Ms. Lin Hanyi said, "I want to be a person who has more imagination about the suffering of others."
On April 27th, 20 17, Ms. Lin was found to have committed suicide in her residence by the police at the age of 26. Eight days before her suicide, she was interviewed by the media. From her trembling story, I seem to see that this beautiful and strong woman is suffering from mental scars. In an interview, she said that the most painful thing for her is that one should be ambitious, affectionate and naive when speaking poems and sweet words. How can a China learner betray a vast soup that has gone beyond the context of 5,000 years? The beauty of literature is defeated by real evil, thus questioning whether the beauty of art is true, not rhetoric.
In reality, the perpetrators have not been punished by law, and the laws of Taiwan Province Province require the victims to have perfect evidence. To this day, there are still people who ask Fang Siqi to be the perfect victim in the unequal relationship. I think this society needs to have more imagination about the suffering of others. Some people's so-called rationality and objectivity are in collusion with the perpetrators.
In the postscript, the author said: "Literature is the most futile and ridiculous." But this is not the case, because with this book, the light has found this darkness. Although there are still maggots who imagine their victims in a nasty way in today's society, more warm and powerful voices have emerged, and a single spark can start a prairie fire. Because of her courage, there are countless more lights in this era, so that people can get rid of the outstretched hand in the dark.