From primary school to junior high school, teachers have been paying special attention to my growth. In the eyes of teachers, I am diligent, intelligent, competitive and so on. After three years of steady improvement in junior high school, the senior high school entrance examination is one of the few freshmen in the school, and the road to study can be described as smooth sailing.
However, people are self-aware. I know I'm not smart, I'm just more diligent than others. One thing that impressed me deeply was that in the second day of junior high school, when talking about the judgment of triangle congruence, there was a question that was slightly turned around, but it was not solved. But when I went back to school to communicate with my classmates, the boys at the back proved it. At that time, I found that I was not good at studying new problems, that is, I was not smart enough and my thinking was not creative.
People must learn to foster strengths and avoid weaknesses. My advantage is that I have a good memory and I am not stupid. I will certainly understand and remember what the teacher said, plus my diligence and curiosity, my grades will be so outstanding.
When I was in high school for the first time, I lived on campus for the first time. I didn't adapt to my life and work arrangement. I dozed off in class and lost my temper. The courses from morning till night are so full that there is no time for self-study. The first monthly exam, 150. I set myself a goal, don't worry, slowly catch up with the steady improvement, before 100, before 50, before 20 ... but my ideal is full and the reality is very skinny. No matter how hard I try, 150 is my best ranking.
Compared with primary school and junior high school, how can we not be depressed and sad? But fortunately, I didn't give up on myself. I still study very hard. Because I understand that I earned my present grades, and if I don't work hard, my grades will only get worse.
I also feel more and more that some people are really talented, study well and don't need to work hard. For example, boys in our class go to play table tennis after class all day, but they are top in mathematics, physics and chemistry. Some people are born stupid, such as me. No matter how hard I try, I can't understand physics and mathematics.
Mathematics and physics were my strengths in junior high school, but they became my weaknesses in senior high school. No matter how hard I try, these two courses, especially physics, always fall behind.
With regret and depression, I finished high school and entered a third-rate university-anyang normal College. In the small society of university, I have witnessed all kinds of unfair treatment. All kinds of people have seen people's kindness, indifference and even sinister. When I was a junior, everyone else was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, but I felt that the school was enough and I wanted to graduate quickly.
In the year of graduation, in the first year of Henan Province, special post teachers were recruited. Of the five students in Courtfield, I was the only one who failed the exam.
I went to a private school in the county for an interview, went to three and killed three. The first one was candace flynn Middle School, and I failed in the interview. The second is Zheng Da Bilingual School. After the trial, let them go back and wait for the notice. After waiting for more than ten days, there was no news. I called to say I wasn't sure. I think I had finished the remedial class at that time, and the time was August. Maybe the teacher has already decided that I will go for an interview, and I'm afraid it's just a backup teacher. The third one went to BBK school. I have never been to the place where the school is located. I was asking for directions by bike. When I arrived, the headmaster was very busy and asked me to prepare lessons first. Later, I heard from their school teacher that there is no shortage of teachers now, and classes have been divided. I thought, then why did you ask me for an interview? The headmaster is finished. Let me talk about the class. The judges are all math teachers in their school. After the lecture, the headmaster told me politely that you spoke very well, but we are not short of teachers for the time being. When I left, the headmaster kept sending me outside the school gate. The following spring, the headmaster called me and said that I had a good interview last year and wanted me to give another lecture in their school and sign the contract, but I declined because I already had a good job. )
My high school classmates and I will go to the Postal Savings Bank for an interview tomorrow. She was accepted and I was eliminated. Ming and I went to Xinxiang to test teachers. She passed the exam, but I failed.
I rode my bike to the market to look for a job and submitted my resume, but I never heard from you again.
I always feel that I am not worse than others, but my luck is always worse than others and I often have bad luck. Coupled with the contrast of classmates, that feeling is really suffocating.
When I was desperate, my cousin told my family that if I really couldn't find a job, I could ask him for help. I thought, I can't find a job anyway, so I'll go to my cousin and learn some business skills.
Just after I went all morning, the headmaster of the village school came home to find me as a substitute. 400 a month, still in the first grade of primary school. Anyway, I think I still have to test teachers in the future. Learn to exercise first!
In the meantime, I couldn't accept the intrigue at school and decided not to go. I got a job online and went to Ningbo remedial class as a substitute teacher. Dad is too far away to trust me to go alone. This job died again.
On August 20 10, I submitted my resume on Xinxiang Talent Online. Then a company called me and asked me to go for an interview. After the interview was successful, I asked about the benefits of the company. One month in 900 yuan, no accommodation. But I am so eager to have a job, so I decided to work in this place first and then find a better one when I can stand on my own feet.
I want to have a look around the house first. I saw a job fair in Xinxiang Stadium the day before I left. After arriving in Xinxiang, I went to the job fair first. I read three majors, one of which is from Changyuan. I hurried to consult and was told that there was a shortage of chemical inspectors in the laboratory! Listen to them, as long as I fill it out, I can apply as sure as a gun. So I filled in my personal information and went home to wait for news.
The next day, I received an interview notice. At that time, Camel Group was not that big and had never heard of Menggang Weiyuan Industrial Zone. What I think is that I am willing to accept any salary as long as someone gives me a job.
I spent four years in the laboratory of Camel Group, two years in the East Factory and two years in the South Factory. To be honest, up to now, I still think Camel Man is a good platform. Since I went to Camel Man, my bad luck has been swept away. In those years, leaders appreciated, their work was satisfactory, their income was considerable, and they had opportunities to travel and study every year. Camel Group, after I hit a wall everywhere, gave me a stable job at the most vulnerable time in my heart and when I needed it most. I think this is a recognition of my ability. Until now, I am still full of gratitude to Camel Group.
In the past four years, I have always thought that working here is not bad. But my parents don't think this is a formal job. They even think that if I don't become a teacher, these years of study will be in vain.
In these four years, I was still preparing for the special post exam every year, or I was not prepared enough, or I was unlucky and lost many times. It was not until 20 14 that I had a tense relationship with the new leader that I made up my mind to be admitted to the teacher and leave Camel.
That spring, from May, I got up at five o'clock every day and went to the roof to recite. After finishing my work, I read books and brush questions. After leaving the workshop, I also took time to pick up my mobile phone and watch some videos. Still studying at twelve o'clock in the evening. Copy, memorize, dictate, etc. All memory methods are used. In the end, things were eventful and he was admitted.
In retrospect, I really worked hard that year, but luck came. Because a few years ago, the project recruited three people, up to five people, and the year I was admitted, I recruited ten people. The top twelve entered the written test, while my ranking was tenth, and the last two were only one point away from my score. During the interview, the score improved a little, and the total score was ninth. Later, this subject was re-enrolled, and I was the third from the bottom. Anyway, I climbed ashore from the recruiting pit after all, and I finally got what I wanted. I should be happy.
It's been a good few years as a teacher. There are no big troubles, but there are many trivial things. Especially this year, it is very unsatisfactory. In the first half of the year, I had a miscarriage due to fetal arrest, and I got sick and had an operation in the second half.
Lin Qingxuan once said: Nine times out of ten, pay more attention to one or two things and pay less attention to nine times out of ten. I couldn't learn in school for decades, but I tried, tried my best. It was hard to find a job, but I finally found it, which was not bad. Although the teacher took the exam many times, he finally got in. It's sad to be sick, but it looks good. It's really a "how can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain".
Mr. Jiang Yang's words: "We were so eager for the waves of fate, and in the end we found that the most beautiful scenery in life is actually inner peace and calmness;" We look forward to the recognition of the outside world so much that we finally know that the world is our own and has nothing to do with others. "
Indeed, the most beautiful scenery in life is inner peace and calmness. After so many years of ups and downs, I have long been tempered by fate and my heart has become open-minded and calm. Two days ago, my good friend told me about me, and after chatting, I found out that she was vulgar and I was immortal.
There is a saying that a strong heart is not strong, and I quite agree with it. But inspirational people will say that my life is up to me. I think in any case, we should learn to accept ourselves and try to be an optimistic, calm and calm person!