Although her class is not particularly good, she likes music lessons very much and has been praised by teachers many times in music lessons. She sang "Happy Hometown" in front of her classmates, and she liked this happy and positive melody.
"Come with me and start tomorrow ..." She has been full of longing for the future and wants to know what kind of future she has.
/kloc-at the age of 0/5, her father was ill in bed, and the family was not rich, but now it is even more difficult. So she went out to work after graduating from junior high school. Under the introduction of her fellow villagers, she went to a hotel in Guangdong as a waitress.
Later, because she was tall and beautiful, she was arranged by the manager to be a customer and greet the guests at the door.
On the surface, the hotel at home is a hotel with catering and accommodation, but in fact there are other special services-porn industry, which is rarely known by outsiders and can only be understood through acquaintances.
Occasionally, my little sister who slipped came to persuade her that you are so beautiful and go to do this job together. This job comes quickly, much better than being a waiter. The money she earns in a month is worth the money she earns in a year.
Although Xiao Ying is still young and wet behind the ears, she is still firm in this respect. She just wants to be a waitress and a client, but she doesn't want to do this.
Although she also wants to earn more money, she is ashamed to engage in the sex industry, because she has to go back to face her family and parents, and she doesn't want to indulge herself in this respect. Although she said money came quickly, she never earned enough. She would rather earn less money than set foot in this industry.
Because once this industry enters, it will be difficult to turn back, and she will marry in the future.
When getting along with colleagues at ordinary times, Yingying, who is cheerful and lively, is more popular with everyone.
She occasionally plays jokes on her colleagues. Yingying smiles very sweetly. She is a pistachio. But once a guest comes in, she will regain her seriousness and put on a smiling but not enthusiastic expression. She doesn't want her customers to be misunderstood because of her smile.
She used to be a cheerful and lively girl, but she pretended to be mature in order to keep her distance from customers who came for fun.
Usually, before receiving clients, she will chat with her little sisters around her. She will sing and occasionally talk about the song "Happy Hometown" she sang in music class.
Although women who are hotel ladies are often met in hotel dormitories, she never hates them because they sneak into this porn industry. She knows that everyone's choice will have their own difficulties. Since she chose this industry, there must be bitterness behind it.
She is thinking, maybe the other party is hiding something, because the seriously ill family members at home are in urgent need of money, but they have no other skills to come to this industry. If they had a choice, they might not enter the porn industry.
Xiao Ying never discriminates against them and always treats them with courtesy. If they need help, she will be happy to help. Once, a fellow villager had acute gastroenteritis in the middle of the night, and she was willing to take a taxi to accompany her to the hospital. Although she can be friendly to each other and even go shopping together like a sister, she has not been tempted by each other, nor has she heard that it is fast and easy to make money in this industry.
When she was a client, because some clients came in and needed special services, she would daydream when she saw that she was young, beautiful and lovely, and because the quality of the clients was not very good, she would anoint her waist and pat her shoulders, so she instinctively avoided it.
Sometimes, some customers who can't take advantage of it are dissatisfied and complain that she ignores customers. "You can't even touch it. If you are reserved, you are not a waiter or a yellow flower girl. Don't work here. "
Whenever this time, the manager will come over to persuade, give the customer a smile, explain that she is not a lady, and I am really sorry, and then arrange a beautiful lady.
When encountering similar things, she sometimes feels unhappy and dissatisfied, but in order to make a living, she still stays here. She also wants to leave here and even want to work in a factory, but because she is still young and underage, she is afraid that the factory will not accept it.
Many factories in many places don't accept minors, so she stayed here for three years. Because it is a service industry, I seldom go home on holidays, but if I can save a few days off, I will go back to China to accompany my mother.
In the past three years, she has seen many social things, but she has never changed her mind. She is still willing to get a very small salary and do her own thing with peace of mind. Although she has met some very rogue clients, she can endure it.
Because she knows this is just a temporary place for her to stay.
The hotel withheld the waiter's salary for several months in order to keep people. For example, during the Chinese New Year, half of her salary was paid to Tomb-Sweeping Day, and during the Qingming Festival, half of her salary was paid to the Mid-Autumn Festival hotel.
Hotel owners are very exploitative, knowing that it is difficult to recruit people in the peak season, so they keep them with half their salary, making them feel reluctant to leave the hotel.
She doesn't think this place is suitable for staying long. In the process of preparing to leave, she did encounter many obstacles, but she had a clear understanding of herself, and she learned nothing here.
She knows that she can't stay here long, which is not a good choice. She has no intention of developing here, but hopes to have a stable and developable job.
Besides, if she stays here, she will be easily misunderstood by others. She is still young and will get married in the future. If she continues to do this on this occasion, how can she have a boyfriend? She still has this consideration.
Finally, in the midsummer of August, just after 18' s birthday, she made up her mind to leave. It was a very ordinary Monday afternoon, and she decided to leave. She had already bought a plane ticket to other cities.
She didn't even get paid for half a month, so she packed her bags and wanted to move out of the hotel dormitory, leave here and go to a better place for development.
She talked to the boss's fellow townsman about it, and also talked to her better sister in the hotel. She wants the two of them to escape from this place and work in the factory. In short, they will leave this fireworks place.
After living here for three years, she bought a lot of groceries one after another, and she didn't want them. She packed some clothes, picked up a suitcase, reported to the accounting office and got the salary she could get. Although it has been reduced by half, she still needs the money, so she can spend it before looking for another job.
She and her good friend pushed their suitcases to say goodbye to their colleagues. Colleagues want to keep her, but they are reluctant to part with this kind girl, but they are willing to wish her a bright future.
During these three years' experience, she stepped into the society from an ordinary ignorant girl and learned the dark side of society. She began to have her own ideas in her heart and would strengthen her beliefs.
She knows that this society has a clear distinction between good and evil, the law of the jungle, the world of flowers and flowers, and a big dye vat, but she wants to keep her pure heart. Although she hates some social phenomena, she doesn't understand why some men are so lewd and like to take advantage.
But she can also understand that she has seen the faces of all kinds of men. Some people are serious on the surface, but they miss their wives behind their backs and do things that others don't know.
She knows the lewd side of "man", but she also understands it and slowly releases it.
She can see the dark side of this society, but she still believes in the bright side, is still optimistic and lively, and is good to people around her. She knows her bottom line and doesn't touch the porn industry.
She got on the train to other cities with mixed feelings. She doesn't know what kind of life awaits her in the future, but she still keeps her eyes on the future.
"Come with me and leave tomorrow ..." In the car, she sang the song again. "Maybe we can cross a troubled river again and arrive tomorrow ..."