200 1, 10 In June, by chance, Xiao Xia saw the TV series Legend of the Wulin. At first, she just worshipped Huang Haibing, the actor of Shen Lang in the play. I don't know when she liked him.
Since she fell in love with Huang Haibing, Xiao Xia turned down all suitors and people who introduced her.
On one occasion, Xiao Xia forgot to lock the door when he went out. When she came home again, she was stunned by what she saw. A relative's girl is reading her diary. Since then, her unknown secret has spread all over the village.
In rural areas, girls don't go to school, and many get married at the age of seventeen or eighteen. If what happened in Idol Worship happened in the city, everyone would take it for granted, but in the countryside, it would be big news, and it would become something that local people would relish after dinner.
This was a great blow to Xiao Xia, so she had to choose a young man she didn't like under pressure.
A friend told Xiao Xia that it doesn't matter if you get engaged first. After all, Huang Haibing is a star. You two can't be together. If you get engaged to someone else first, maybe you will like someone else again. Xiao Xia thought it was impossible for a friend. She said that she only likes Huang Haibing in her life.
The night before the wedding, Xiao Xia cried all night. Getting married is the most important day for a girl, but it is the most painful time for her. She thinks that if she gets married, she will be an impure Huang Haibing girl.
Xiao Xia's husband also knows that Xiao Xia has a crush on Huang Haibing. Seeing that Xiao Xia has been married for three months, he doesn't want to be with him. He tortured her in various ways. Once, his face was swollen by clothes and he kept playing for half an hour.
On another occasion, Xiao Xia's neck was stuck, and Xiao Xia was threatened to strangle Xiao Xia if he didn't promise.
Xiao Xia thought that even if her husband really strangled her, she wouldn't regret it, because she couldn't go against her heart.
Now her husband threatens her again, and if she doesn't promise, her family will disappear from this world. This sentence made Xiao Xia feel scared. She thinks it doesn't matter if she dies, and she can't be involved in the safety of her family.
One day, Xiao Xia was at home in bask in the quilt, and her husband brought a woman home. The woman pointed to Xiao Xia and asked her husband, "Who is she?" ? The husband said that Xiao Xia was a relative of their family. Hearing this, Xiao Xia asked her husband angrily: I have been married to you for so long, how can I be your relative? If I am your relative, if you have been married for so long, do you live with your relatives?
The husband got angry and wrestled with Xiao Xia. After the fight, Xiao Xia went to a friend's house. When Xiao Xia's mother found out, she took Xiao Xia back to her husband's house. My mother-in-law told her mother that my son found a good man and didn't want your daughter. You should return the original 8,800 yuan bride price to us within one week.
Xiao Xia suffers from eczema. When she was in Linfen, her sister called her and said that her mother was beaten by her ex-husband and almost killed her.
After this incident, Xiao Xia's marriage, which lasted for nearly three years, ended completely. However, her desire to see Huang Haibing became stronger and stronger. Therefore, she went to Beijing many times to find her idol.
Xiao Xia said that she would like Huang Haibing all her life, no matter whether he is good or bad, even if he is a murderer, she would try her best to help him.
Xiao Xia ruined her life and happiness for an idol. Her untruthfulness not only hurt herself, her mother, but also hurt her married husband. Only by returning to reality can she stop daydreaming.
Stars themselves and ordinary people are two kinds of people. We can appreciate it and like it, but we can't be stubborn and affect our personal life. You are a star, you miss the star so much, and the star knows who you are.
May Xiao Xia see a psychiatrist and pull herself out of her dream.
What do you think of an unrealistic girl like Xiao Xia?