It won't be recorded in the file. These are your inner feelings, and you haven't done anything. If something happens, I hope you don't be nervous. Find the psychological counseling teacher in your school. Our school has a special psychological counseling room. You can talk to the teacher sometime, and she will help you solve it.
Before the start of freshman year, our school will organize a lecture on mental health. In the lecture, we will be asked to fill out some questionnaires about mental health. The results of these questionnaires will not be sent to us, but to the class teachers of all classes, who will pay more attention to them in their daily lives. At that time, the class teacher asked me some information through WeChat, such as getting along well with classmates and the relationship with roommates. I thought I had done something wrong. Haha, it turned out to be the head teacher after the questionnaire came out.
Take care of yourself. There are people who love you and people you love. Even if there is a problem, don't be nervous. This is inevitable. Seedlings need to go through wind and rain to grow into towering trees. Now that you know your situation, you should take good care of yourself, relax, love life and love yourself.