Your personality and character largely stifle your ability to give full play to opportunities. You are restless, lack of pressure resistance, unable to take the initiative to attack difficulties, and have a high mentality. Not that you want the minimum wage in Changsha, but that you put down your airs and just don't want to try some jobs that may be looked down upon and looked down upon. Your mentality will not develop greatly in a few years.
I know some young people in Changsha with low academic qualifications. Setting up a barbecue stall at night is also a job, at least much better than your situation.
Don't emphasize the question of going abroad or not. Give yourself too many reasons to do nothing.