It's a dog I remember deeply, with black hair shining all over my body; I often touch blackie. Xiaohei looks like a German shepherd, but his blood is not pure. In my heart, it is the purest blood, and it is my good friend.
Blackie is a bitch. I stayed at home from my cousin's house. My aunt, unwilling to keep it, said that Xiaohei was a stupid dog.
I said, "This is a stupid dog. I don't want it."
Let me see, but I like it. When I first met Blackie, he was so thin. But I took Blackie home and got along with him carefully, and soon he became stronger and stronger in my home.
Many people are afraid to come to my house for fear of blackness.
That year, my parents quarreled. My dad doesn't want to talk outside. My dad will curse at home and hit people at home. My father hit my mother, I don't know why; I can only watch. I don't like my father beating my mother.
When I was a child, if you ask me, I hated Ma Laosan the most. Ma Laosan, unreasonable, took my beloved nail clipper away.
I have a set of beloved nail clippers. Ma Laosan gave me 2 yuan money and said to give him the nail clippers.
I don't agree. Ma Laosan not only refused to give me money, but also took the nail clipper away. Ma Laosan said that if you don't want to give you money, you don't want it.
I cried in protest. Ma Laosan, come up and give me three big mouths. Tell me, crying and hitting you.
I said, "Wait for me, I won't support you in the future."
Ma Laosan said, "Who don't you support? Who won't raise it? It is aimed at you. " Said, and kicked me a few feet.
Ma Laosan has been cleaning me up all day. I've had enough. This nail clipper has made me feel distressed, but Ma Laosan, not only did the nail clipper clean me up this time; Usually, you have to clean me up. I can't talk back, or I'll be beaten.
Ma Laosan not only hit me many times, but also hit my sister and my mother. In my heart, I have long regarded Ma Laosan as an enemy; He hit my mother, probably because, my local dog, my mother quarreled with him.
My mother was beaten by Ma Laosan; There is no place to be angry, but there is anger in my heart. My mother plays blackie. My heart hurts, Blackie. I can't stand fighting. Every time I hit Xiaohei, Xiaohei's sad cry makes my heart ache.
Ma Laosan, this man has a glib tongue and always feels very kind. In the workplace, a worker clashed with Ma and called him "CN Niang". Ma Laosan went up with a stick, turned it over and beat the person who scolded Ma Laosan's mother.
When Maroul has a problem, as long as it is solved by force, he says, "Let Ma Laosan do it."
Ma Laosan ignored me and hit me with good reason. I feel different inside. Ma Laosan has the right to hit me, and I won't scold him. Ma Laosan ignores me, and I will definitely scold: "Wait for me, aren't you a few years older than me?" We'll see. "
Ma Laosan, hit me, I ran out of the house; Before he ran far, Ma Laosan grabbed him and kicked him back on his ass.
The first time I was killed by three strikes, it was the year when I was not sensible. That year, Ma Laosan went to farm work; My sister and my second cousin Ma are both in my house. I want to buy ice cream with money. There is a fifty-dollar bill and a fifty-dollar bill on the windowsill.
My sister Ma Xiaojing asked me to take 50 cents.
I don't want to take 50 yuan's.
My sister won't let me take it, so I'll take it; On the way, I went shopping and happened to meet Ma Laosan.
My sister Ma Xiaojing told my father: Ma Xiaochuan, he took 50 yuan and ran away.
I don't even know what 50 yuan is more than 50 cents. All I know is that 50 yuan looks comfortable to me.
Ma Laosan tugged at my ear and pushed the bike; The left hand pushes the bicycle, the right hand pulls the ear, and the right foot carries the ass. I don't know what it is, but I know I was defeated. I cried and cried, and Ma Laosan relentlessly continued to fight.
While beating, he cursed: "Little JB, I told you not to listen. I will ask you, will you be obedient in the future? "
I cried with tears all over my face. I said, "I'm obedient, stop fighting, stop fighting ..."
Ma Laosan said, "If you are obedient, I will let you be obedient." I went up and kicked again, kicked again. This kick hit me, and I was prone on the ground and couldn't get up.
Ma Laosan said, "Get up."
I struggled to get up, pulled by Ma Laosan, and kicked by Ma Laosan. Until Ma Laosan entered the house, left the house at home, and entered the house at home.
I cried for hours, clenching my fist while crying; I hate gritting my teeth. I was beaten that year. I just started kindergarten. I was only six years old. I remember it until now when I took a big bite on my right hand.
Keep it engraved, and you must seek revenge from Ma Laosan in the future.
Up to now, my neighbors still remember the experience when I was beaten. 15 years later, after listening to the neighbors, I remembered that it was not hatred; What is left in my heart is grief, and I am saddened by the stupid thinking of small local people. Never to guide concept education, always a dutiful son.
Ma Laosan, what impressed me was not that it hurt me. What delicious food did you leave for me? It's not about buying a big TV without a TV. Ma Laosan is a fool and uneducated person. Will I be as stupid as Ma Laosan in the future? Ma Laosan can't have a glib tongue; Outside, it will only be fun. At home, he only beats his wife and children. He has good and bad. His good is small, and his bad is big.
I look down on Ma Laosan. He can't talk. He doesn't understand reason. He has no thoughts. Ma Laosan's eloquence only shows incisively and vividly when he scolds the street. He doesn't scold others. He scolds my mother, me and my sister.
Ma Laosan has three great pleasures: raising homing pigeons, fishing and smoking. Ma Laosan doesn't like drinking, but Ma Laosan also drinks. When he drinks, his face will turn red. He found a place to climb into bed.
Ma Laosan can't drink, but he drinks when others respect him. If asked to do it, he will do it.
It is said that Ma Laosan is really drunk; In fact, I understand that behind my back, I would say that Ma Laosan is stupid and can't drink.
Ma Laosan gave birth to me, but Ma Laosan didn't give me life and soul.
Since I was a child, I have never mistreated me by eating and drinking Ma Laosan. Mentally, I have never been involved. It is also good not to intervene; However, I didn't tell me where to go or what to do, so I had to find out for myself.
Ma Laosan often taught me to say, "Son, you should have backbone;" You have to muddle through the weather by yourself, and you have to be promising. "
I said, "How can you be successful?"
Ma Laosan said: "I have the ability and identity. Money is still secondary, you still have the right, you have to go to school well. "
My mother, in this family, said angrily to me, "If it weren't for you two children, I wouldn't follow Ma Laosan."
Ma Laosan has advantages and strength. You can earn money as a bricklayer and build buildings for the city people.
Ma Laosan, in order to let me go to school well, he also told me that I can do anything as long as I go to school well, and I will give you anything you want.
What do I want?
I want to be a talkative person. Did you give it to Ma Laosan?
I can't give it and I don't want it.
Because I am obsessed with surfing the Internet, I often play games with my friends. I didn't have the money to surf the Internet, so I started to take money at home. I don't steal much. I usually take a few dollars or 10 yuan.
Ma Laosan caught me hitting, hitting or taking. Taking money is not really for surfing the internet, but to escape from this home; I don't know. Where else can I go when I leave home? So, I had to choose to go to the Internet cafe and stay there for a long time. Don't go home at night, and don't want to go home to sleep; I hate my family. I hate seeing them. I often go to Internet cafes to stay up late to play games. Play games, sleep in the internet bar when you are tired. Get up early, then go to school. There are only two things in my mind every day, playing games and sleeping.
At school, I have long been notorious; Teachers ignore me and sleep and play in class.
I have been like this for more than two years; Internet cafes have closed down, and the village is no longer open.
Network management, opened a computer seller; Later, there was a computer city. It is said that the computer city is exaggerated. It's just a self-operated shop with several computers in it.
I moved to Computer City, where the boss is called Jiang Xiaojun. When I was thirteen, Xiaojun was thirty and not married. I have no money to marry a daughter-in-law and play games all day.
I know Xiaojun very well and can help him play his game number. Sometimes, you can owe money if you play by yourself; Pay back if you have money, just because you are familiar with it. When I was in Xiaojun's place, I played games at night and slept during the day. Where can my mother find me? If she asks for me, I'll go home for a while.
My mother bought me delicious food and let me stay at home. I stayed for a while and then left; Being away from home was my habit at that time.
Ma Laosan, go out to work; Hit me several times every time I go home. Although Ma Laosan will buy a lot of delicious food when he goes home, I still don't like to see him. Even, he is not cold; When I got home, he asked me to call: Dad. That time, I screamed so badly that I didn't want to talk to him.
Gu's departure was also the saddest and heartbreaking thing for me at that time.
What I pay attention to every day is being able to surf the Internet. I don't want to face the real thing; I'm running away from everything, from all the annoying people, and from the pain of leaving.
Horses fought with me. Ma Xiaoyuan often asks Ma Xiaojie to talk to me. After school, Ma Xiaojie blocked me with his leg. I had a fight with Ma Xiaojie. Ma Xiaojie slapped me and I slapped him.
Ma Xiaojie, say, if you dare to strike back, hit me again.
I punched him again.
Ma Xiaojie stopped going to school and dropped out of school early. I didn't graduate from primary school. When I saw the teacher there, he left and said, "You wait." .
Later, I hated it and kept looking for opportunities to hit me.
I spent some time with Ma Xiaotong. But then I broke up with him. He and Malay came to me and wanted to fight me.
Two people can't fight. I went to find Ma Xiaodong. I said, just stall Ma Xiaotong.
When we went to the field, the horse said, "What shall we do? . "
I said, "Call me whatever you want."
Ma Xiaodong beat Ma Xiaotong; I'm with Ma Xiao Yuan, and I'm going to help Ma Xiaodong. Later, simply, I was in a hurry; I put Ma Xiao Yuan on my body and hammered him in the face. He protected his hand, so I broke it.
He was very upset, so I said, "Get up, will you fight?"
He said, "Fight."
I broke his hand hard and said, "Will you fight?"
He said, "Fight."
I tried again, but he gave in and said, "I won't fight."
I said, "Really?"
He said, "I really don't want to fight."
I said, "Go ahead, I'm hitting myself."
He said, "Don't say it."
I said, "Are you going to say it or not?"
He said, "Stop it."
I tried again, he said, his nose was bleeding; I cried, too. I said, I want to go home and wash. Ma Xiaodong finally let Ma Xiaotong give in.
After returning home, the horse had a nosebleed at home. The family left and ignored it. When Ma Xiaoyuan left, he used bricks. He jumped at my door and ran away quickly.
Ma Xiaotong and Ma made a comeback together. This time, they learned their lesson and called more than a dozen people; These dozen people hardly need to be taken seriously. Only Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan can be valued; Ma Xiaoyuan said: Call whoever you want.
I said, "No, I can do it myself."
I thought about it beforehand. Why do you always push me?
I bent the wire at home and now I am grinding the end of the wire. Originally, I had to use weapons as a last resort, so many of them were played by myself; I took it out. I'll call you directly. I didn't run, they ran; Seeing that I was armed, I was afraid to go near, so they hit me with a small bamboo pole or wicker.
I'm angry, no matter how they hit me when I go up; I stabbed them with a steel wire tip and they all ran away.
I went home, feeling so timid. White tiger slaps me with wicker; This boy, whom I have never seen before, dared to hit me.
I found a stick at home, rode a bike and chased him for more than a dozen people; While walking, they blew NB and said, "Hit Ma Xiaochuan."
I have a stick behind me, and I chase it by bike. They turned around and saw me. I shouted, "CNM, stop, NMB." Those people, they run very fast; Bai Xiaohu ran to Ma Xiaotong's door, and I only chased Bai Xiaohu. Bai Xiaohu thought it was enough to meet Ma Xiaotong's mother, and everything would be fine. I rode my bike, approached Bai Xiaohu, went up and turned a corner. Bai Xiaohu lay down, crying out of breath. I said, "Little bastard, this is a lesson." Next time, I will let you die.
You white tiger, aren't you awesome?
That's not all. Bai Xiaohu likes Zhang Xiaomian. Ma Xiaoyuan can't see the past, Ma Xiaotong can't see the past, and Ma Xiaodi can't see the past. On that day, Ma Xiaotong and Ma discussed this matter and wanted to beat the white tiger. Ma Xiaodi, also want to fight the white tiger, I also want to fight the white tiger; They all did it for Zhang Xiaodi, and I did it for revenge.
Beat the white tiger black and blue. The four of us got together, Ma Xiaodi kicked, Ma Xiaoyuan kicked, Ma Xiaotong kicked, and I kicked. Ma Xiaotong went up and hit Bai Xiaohu three times in the stomach, and Bai Xiaohu knelt down at that time; If it's not enough, Ma Xiaoyuan will slap him when he goes up. After playing for dozens of minutes, I also played, and my mood was unobstructed.
Zhang Mandi stopped me from fighting and told me not to make trouble there.
Xiao Min said, Zhang, what are you doing here? Go home.
And stopped Ma Xiaotong, let Ma Xiaotong not fight; Ma Xiaoyuan was jealous when he saw Ma Xiaotong being stopped by Zhang Xiaoman. People stopped Ma Xiaotong and Zhang Xiaoman liked Ma Xiaotong, he said.
Because of this matter; The school is going to expel us. Call our parents. Behind, Bai Xiaohu, dare not pursue responsibility, forget it. He was beaten by us for no reason, but how can we discuss it reasonably?
Later, it was agreed that Bai Xiaohu had a cheap mouth and cursed more than once.
What we said was vivid and vivid, and the teacher believed us. The teacher believed it and criticized Bai Xiaohu.
Bai Xiaohu said: "If I scold, it is not raised by people."
I always hear anger say, "What do you want, white tiger?" Questioning, the teacher's judgment? Let me ask you, how many people are there in the family? You didn't provoke them, but they hit you? Did you swear? You'll piss me off. "
Bai Xiaohu said: "Teacher, I really didn't scold; Deceiving people can't die, I didn't swear. "
The teacher gritted his teeth and said, "You still lie, you still lie. You are really nice, you white tiger. what do you want to do? Think about it, he has been fired and has nothing to do all day; I won't hit you again? If you don't admit your mistake today, what should you do in the future? Still bullied by him? This is him at school, so be gentle. If you leave school, will you still know your weight? "
Bai Xiaohu said, "I know I was wrong."
The teacher said, "Did you scold?"
Bai Xiaohu said, "Scold."
The teacher said, "hey, I know I'm wrong. I wish I could correct it." Go back. "
When we heard this, we shouted with joy and scolded: What a suck!
We also smoke in the school playground and toilet. We smoke to discuss things. Ma Xiaotong wants to beat the horse, and the horse also wants to beat the horse. They asked me jointly, and that's what I meant.
My meaning is clear. He, Ma Xiaoxu, blew my head off and gave me only a few rotten apples to eat.
That day, at noon; The three of us went to school and beat Ma Xiaoxu up. Ma Xiaotong hit the horse several times on the stomach, and then threw it with sticks and stools, leaving the horse begging for mercy and crying.
Ma Xiaoxu, crying with a runny nose; The red underpants are exposed, which is the animal year of the horse.
Ma's parents took Ma to the hospital. In the hospital, see a doctor, take photos, and do B-ultrasound. Originally it was wrong, but later it was found that it was not fun; This is the brain development of horses. Tell us it was a concussion. In fact, horses don't develop well in the womb. His brain is as big as his cerebellum.
It cost about 2500 yuan back and forth, and all three of our parents shared the money.
At school, I mentioned smoking. I can't smoke myself, so I took Ma Xiaotong to smoke. Ma Xiaotong is addicted. Since then, we have been in the same language and have been inseparable. Although there are contradictions behind it, Ma Xiaotong has been with me since then.
Ma Xiaotong was seeing someone, and I didn't know what to do, so I suggested that he write a love letter. Later, Ma Xiaotong, a kisses and hugs girl in the classroom, was my concern. However, this matter, Ma Xiaotong is a pioneer; Since then, Ma Xiaotong has made the whole class have different views on him.
Ma Xiaotong, take me to his house to play. The horse was there, too. Let's take a photo together, and Ma Xiaodi, after taking the photo. Together, Ma Xiaotong took out white wine and wanted to drink it, and made some peanuts.
I don't know what white wine is. Ma Xiaotong, bring peanuts. I'll gulp down half a bottle of white wine. My face turned red after drinking. Faint, Ma Xiaotong took out peanuts, glanced at them and asked, "Why is there no wine?"
Ma Xiaoyuan said: "Ma Xiaochuan finished drinking."
Ma Xiaotong said, "Damn it, you are a dice. You can really drink."
Ma Xiaotong said and drank a little. The horse didn't drink much; We agreed to go to zhang jia zhuang.
I don't want to go to zhang jia zhuang either. There is no one I am looking for.
Why are you going?
I think it's to apologize.
Before that, there was a man named Ge Xiaoru in zhang jia zhuang. She asked me who I liked. I said, no one likes it, but what I really like is Gu. As soon as she left, my heart died.
Ge Xiaoru, let me find her. She will be in zhang jia zhuang, 12: 30.
Ge Xiaoru, why are you in zhang jia zhuang? I don't know. I don't understand now, but Ge Xiaoru waited for me for a long time and I didn't arrive until four o'clock in the afternoon.
I don't listen to her. I have nothing to do with you. They all say that Ge Xiaoru likes me; Because I am weak, I have a problem now.
Where is cowardice?
It is helpful for someone to bully Ge Xiaoru, Ge Xiaoru, Ma Xiaoyuan and Ma Xiaotong. I didn't help, did I not want to help?
No, I don't think I can solve it. I asked my sister Ma Xiaojing to tell her classmates to stand up and talk about it. However, that was afterwards. Sister Ma forgot to say anything, and I didn't care.
Ge Xiaoru, call me and send me a message.
At school, Ge Xiaoru secretly chatted with me. Just talking. She is still shy. She turned to scold me when she met her classmates. Tell her classmates that I am fighting with her; Her classmate left, and she was apologizing to me.
I think, mental derangement; Who wants to talk to you?
Ge Xiaoru, disappointed in me; It was the day of disappointment that I broke the contract and promised her to go. I went too late. I surf the Internet in the Internet cafe, playing a killing game, and I will come to you when I have time. However, because I promised, I bought a small gift. Spent 7 yuan, but the little gift was lame; I want to buy a girl who can sing.
The aunt who bought the gift told me that you bought this and sang: You are my lover and you are my flower.
I said, no, it's too ambiguous.
Aunt said, "Who are you giving it to?"
I said, "Just a woman, just an acquaintance."
Aunt said: "you want this, I'll give it to you cheaper;" This thing is not for lovers, but for girls. "
I said, "Her singing is disgusting."
Aunt said, "It's not disgusting to give it to girls, do you think?"
I nodded and thought for a moment.
I went to see Ge Xiaoru,,, Wang Xiaoli,, Zhang Xiaodi and Feng. A group of women seem to be there. So I gave it to Ge Xiaoru; I apologized to her, chatted for a while and went home.
Ge Xiaoru kept muttering that I broke the contract and kept her waiting for so long.
I thought to myself, at that time, you would like to have my business; Then Ge Xiaoru, I don't want a gift, and neither do I. I can leave if I want.
On the day of school on Monday, Ge Xiaoru gave me the gift. She gave me a letter. She said, Ma Xiaochuan, I'm sorry. I can't accept your gift. I waited for you for a long time that day, but you didn't come. Zhang Xiaodi likes you. You can give her a present.
Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan also said that Zhang Xiaodi likes me. I think Zhang Xiaodi hates me. When you see me, you always scold me and give me a dirty look. If you have sugar, you only give it to Ma Xiaotong and Ma Xiaoyuan. If you don't give it to me, how can you like me? Ma Xiaodi also ruined my gift to Ge Xiaoru. I hate her.
However, later, it was really like this; However, I hurt Zhang Xiaodi. She, Zhang Xiaodi, told me in tears: Ma Xiaochuan, this is the last time, never again.
I don't even know how I broke her heart, but she Zhang Xiaodi. I just feel distressed. I look soft-hearted, but my mouth is hard. I said, "Fuck you, who knows who you are?" The last time is long overdue, long overdue. "
From then on, Zhang Xiaodi and I became strangers.
These things have passed for a while, and Ma Xiaotong is not with Feng, but with Feng. The day I drank half a bottle of wine, we went to zhang jia zhuang again; Ma Xiaotong is going to find Feng, and Ge Xiaoru came out that day.
In zhang jia zhuang, Ma Xiaotong bought a bottle of white wine. He drank half a bottle and I drank half a bottle. Smoking a cigarette, I look at the road, how can I not see clearly?
When you drink too much, you lie on the street and cry; I was stupid like a child and said, "In the future, all grievances will be written off." I shouted, Gu, where are you? I will find you. I said, "I'm sorry, Ge Xiaoru, I broke the contract; Sorry, I love Gu Yiping. I only love her. "
Ma Xiaotong slapped me, and I was lying in the street, and they were all laughing at me. Ma Xiaotong, sober me up and bought another bottle of water to splash in my face. Later, I was really unconscious. Ma Xiaotong asked Ma Xiaoyuan to take me home. Ma, on the way with me, we will talk about past grievances, and we agreed that no one would mention those things in the future; We will be good brothers and friends in the future.
From then on, Ma and I began to ease our previous relationship.
Ge Xiaoru cried so sadly that day; She forgave me. She cried and said, "Stop it, stop it."
That night, I drank too much and slept soundly.
I feel much safer after crying.
From that day on, Gu disappeared. I can't wait. I can't wait.
Love you deeply, Ma Xiaochuan, even crushed by time; My past and my life, I wish you happiness.
(To be continued)