Reading Tip: When I approached shyly and looked at his mother, I was completely shocked and almost shouted "Sister Feng". Yes, she is a good sister. She lives with me in that casino in the city, and many men I despise have given it to her.
Some things in this world are so coincidental that I wouldn't trust anyone if I hadn't experienced them personally. How did this happen? Nature must be playing a trick on people, or it is destiny takes a hand.
Before the Spring Festival this year, my boyfriend who had been in love for half a year insisted on taking me back to his house for the New Year. I readily agreed at that time. Because I don't want to go back to my home at all, and besides, I don't have a home. My parents won't let me go back. It has been out for more than three years. I have a bad reputation in the village. Everyone knows that I am from do miss. Everyone knows that I was caught in an anti-vice operation and was fined 5000 yuan.
My relatives are ashamed and stay away from me. My parents blame me for being ashamed and disowning my daughter. They said they couldn't control me. They can do whatever they want and die outside. So, I am lonely and frustrated. After so many things, I have become very strong and self-reliant over the years. In fact, I have long lost my home in my heart.
I don't feel anything on weekdays Anyway, I have been wandering for a long time, but whenever I hear the crackling firecrackers on New Year's Eve and the morning of the first day of junior high school, my heart will always be very uncomfortable, and I can't help but think of my childhood happiness. People who don't have that experience will never understand this bitterness.
My boyfriend and I met in an entertainment place. To put it bluntly, he is a prostitute and I am a prostitute. You'll get familiar with it after a long time. I may be in a foreign land with the same accent. I always feel very kind. He comes to see me every time. He always praised me for my beauty, and after several times, he wanted me to be his girlfriend. I laughed at him many times, laughing that he was an idiot, but he said he didn't mind me doing so.
To tell the truth, these words have always gone in one ear and out the other. It's been five years, and I don't know how many smelly men have confessed to me like this. Old people, young people, rich people and poor people are willing to pay for them. I once believed them and was cheated, but no matter how stupid I am, I won't fall in the same place.
From the age of 19, she was raped by her boss in her fifties while working outside, and then dumped by her first boyfriend. I never believe in love, and I no longer believe in men's sweet words. I had my first love and unforgettable first night, but those were just dusty memories.
Now, although I am in the season of love, the lovely flame is always difficult to be lit. Actually, I'm numb. In addition to taking off pants every day, it is a mechanical movement of the piston. The reason why I took that road was reluctant, forced and helpless. Obviously, this is not a question of right or wrong. Direct dew point is to make a living. I don't want to talk about the past, please believe that every woman in do miss has her own unspeakable story behind her!
His choice was persistent, and he singled me out for half a year. Because of this, we know each other and fall in love. Only then did I know that he and I were originally from the same city, and he was also from the countryside. The distance between our two houses is four hours' drive at most. But now, we became attached 3000 miles away. What's more, I am very willing to be good for him.
Then I moved into his rental house and became a loving couple with him. He forbade me to go to that place again. He asked me to wipe off all the rouge, and I listened to him. He works hard for his life every day, and I will prepare hot meals for him on time. He said he could support me, and he would definitely let me live a good life. I am very satisfied and moved. In the past five years, I have seen countless people, but only he is sincere, honest and loves me very much.
Living with him for half a year, I found happiness and saw the dawn. My heart is warm, and I want to be his only one. He vowed never to go to that place again in his life. At the same time, he made me promise to start over and forget the past. I promised him with tears in my eyes. Intuition showed me his generous shoulders, and I believe he can hold me up. I am two years older than him. After the Year of the Rabbit, I will be 25 years old, and he is 23. He said that he took me home during the Spring Festival to discuss with his parents about marrying me. He has made an appointment with my parents in advance, saying that he will wait for my statement, and I said that everything is up to you.
On the 29th of the twelfth lunar month, I finally set foot on a hot land after three years' absence. The city has changed so much in the past three years that I can't recognize many places. I hugged him and said happily, I also went home. He asked me if I wanted to visit my parents in my hometown. I just told him I wasn't going. I said you are my home, and I don't want to come back without you. I accompanied him around the city for more than three hours. He bought me a lot of delicious food and a new suit.
I said you can't waste any more, save some flowers. I have used enough of your money in the past six months. He forbade me to say so. He said he worked for me. I was moved again. Although we are brothers and sisters, we sometimes think about problems. He is comprehensive and mature. He is the kind of person who can give me a sense of security. Although he looks simple and honest, he pays great attention to details and will inadvertently bring me a lot of romance. I really appreciate him.
I accompanied him around a familiar and unfamiliar city that day and felt a lot. For many years, I haven't felt the joy of Chinese New Year once, and I don't even know how others celebrate Chinese New Year. New year's goods and year's flavor everywhere are simply too strong. Yes! Living in a sunny day is really the joy of life. Think about the past five years, I have been in a dark room every day, and my sight and mood have long been out of tune with the people around me. Did I isolate myself? No, it's not!
When I passed by the casino where I stayed in the past, I turned my head and took a look. Great changes, and more attractive. Business must be good inside. Otherwise, frontispiece could not be so luxurious, which instantly reminded me of many memories, as if I saw myself and my sisters fighting for men naked again. I suddenly feel sick. How did this happen? Am I really a different person? He put his arm around my waist and didn't notice the subtlety in my heart.
When I was about to go back to his home, I was inexplicably nervous. He comforted me not to be afraid, said that his parents were very good, and said that I would like this beautiful daughter-in-law very much. He held my hand tightly, but I was still nervous. Yes! Can you relax? After all, this is meeting parents. I've never had this experience before. Sleeping with men is definitely different, which scares me.
At a distance of 0/00 meters from his gate/kloc-,he pointed to the red tile house. He said that it was our home, and his parents had already greeted us at the door. When I approached shyly and looked at his mother, I was completely shocked and almost called "Xifeng". Yes, she is my good sister who lives alone in that entertainment city in the city, and many men I despise have given it to her.
At that time, she must have recognized me, lowered her head in panic, quickly picked up my bag and politely let us in. Just as she began to speak, I believed her more. This sound is too familiar to me. We were together for half a year, including my nose, and she left first. I gave her a pearl necklace when I left, and she happened to have it with her that day. I quickly recovered from my trance and looked at her instantly. Her face is very red.
When he got home, he was as excited as an adult. But I'm too scared to go out again. I believe that Xifeng feels the same as me. I must not believe my eyes. This kind of thing is so coincidental and sudden. But jie feng is good at acting. She adjusted faster than me at that time. As soon as I sat down, she made tea in a short time and put a plate of melon seeds and a plate of fruit in front of me.
I stood up politely and called her "aunt", but my boyfriend said in front of his father that he would change his name to "mom". I know he wants to delay, and he also knows that this is the secret of two women who should be strange but familiar.
The prospective mother-in-law pretended to be very good, which relieved some of my pressure. However, this is a fact that can never be avoided. I have no illusions about my marriage with him. From the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month to the 4th day of the first month, I have been struggling for just five days, which is more painful than any other year. My nerves are about to collapse. He makes me happy. What should I do?
I am looking forward to waiting until the sixth day to buy a train ticket and leave quickly with him. As for whether to break up with him or continue to leave first. I really can't stand it! These days, my mind is like a movie, and I remember everything with Xifeng. Will she allow me to marry her son? How to get along with your mother-in-law and daughter-in-law in the future? This is absolutely impossible! Even if she can do it, I can't.
Xifeng is acting like a dog these days. I shared a room with him and she didn't object. She also prepared new bedding for us and gave me 1000 yuan lucky money the first morning. Help me with my food at dinner. I can't get enthusiastic. He keeps reminding me to relax, saying that I feel like a different person when I return to his house. How can he know my mood? Including in bed, I can't get up with him.
I've been thinking about my business, my way out, my plan, my destiny. Good thing I didn't cry. I have cried my tears dry. If life touched me, I might drop another drop. If in adversity, even if sand enters my eyes, I will never get wet!
Let it be. Is Xifeng getting better? I don't know! Women shouldn't embarrass women, but no one can accept it. After I break up with him, I'm sure I'll go back to the way I used to be. Maybe this is my life. what can I do? If I could, I wouldn't have gone this way five years ago. I expected to marry a good man, but now it seems to be a bubble.
In my world, there is no tomorrow, no expectation, only muddling along.