The last winter of this century was surprisingly cold.
A boy, with a bunch of white roses in his hand, is particularly dazzling in the crowded train! He is me, visiting a girl in a city thousands of miles away on the day when the Spring Festival is approaching.
This plain city, a brand-new station, only a few rails are lying quietly, several passers-by greet me, and no one knows me. I can't help but take a breath of air conditioning, and suddenly the whole portrait has shrunk. I hurried out of the station and got on the bus, feeling a little more comfortable. Through the window, the shops on both sides of the street are decorated with lights and decorations, which is a scene of Chinese New Year. Passers-by who come and go in a hurry have their own direction and go their own way. I don't know what road I'm taking, and I don't know if there is danger ahead, so I can only go along my own direction. To find my dream.
Come to this strange city, I want to know Dan, a thin girl who misses day and night, pure and generous, gentle and kind. After sitting on the train all night, I don't feel very tired and my eyes are a little numb, but it won't affect my trip. It's too cold to stop me. A fiery heart can melt this somewhat cold season. I have a hunch that her family won't let her come out to see me. It seems that her family doesn't agree with me, and she is also nervous. I called Sister Ju and asked her if she had arrived. The answer is soon. I was even more uneasy, and my excited heart immediately hung in the air. Before I came, I asked Sister Ju to ask Dan out for me, because Sister Ju is her cousin. But now, Dan ... I don't know.
I met Dan in the beautiful August in the south. On the same day, we entered a company and worked in a department. More coincidentally, we are neighbors. Because he is a fellow villager, his age is similar, and he soon became a friend who talked about everything. I am a boy, and I try my best to help her at work. She often washes my clothes and so on. During my rest days after work, Dan's meticulous care and care made me unforgettable. That is the most precious wealth in my life, and it is also a past that I can remember forever. Our feelings developed with the passage of time, and gradually I had a wonderful feeling that I was fidgety and fidgety when I didn't see Dan for a moment. I know I'm in love with Dan, which is a fact that must be faced. Like many stories, our story begins. Until the Spring Festival, we met to go home. It's a pity that we are not in the same city.
Letters kept coming, and I learned the opinions of her family, which shattered my dream. I am very sad. I want to see Dan in person and listen to her decision. I really heard it, instead of hesitating on the phone, as if I were forced to say it. Nothing, just want to give myself an answer.
In a daze, I went downtown and got off the bus. I don't know when the snow began to float, but the merciless touch of the north wind made me wake up a little and arrived at Dan's hometown, the negotiation place of my trip. Dan's hometown is the battlefield where Zhao Zilong, a famous soldier in the Three Kingdoms, fought against the enemy. Today, it has become the "decisive battle field" for the love and happiness of my life. Bitter and astringent, there is an unspeakable taste lingering in my heart.
I clearly remember that she likes flowers as well as planting them. There is also the most romantic and yearning thing, that is, opening a big flower shop, spending a lot of money and growing flowers by yourself ... this is also the most exciting thing for us to sketch the future together. The biting cold wind sneaked into my body, crept into my neck and lingered. I won't refuse to take it in, because it, like me, roams the streets looking for a quiet harbor. The white rose I brought from my hometown was "bullied" by many passengers on the train. It's hard to face the audience, let alone see Dan. Fortunately, in a "romantic life" greenhouse, I saw a white rose, a sacred messenger of love. Dan told me many stories about flowers and a secret. She likes white roses best! The girl in the greenhouse dressed me carefully, saying which girl was so attractive that I came all the way to send flowers. I smiled sweetly.
The snow grew up and flew all over the sky, with a little cold wind, hugging me and seeing me off. Holding white roses, boarding the bus and walking in the wind.
When I arrived in the town where Dan lived, I didn't see her, only Snowflake, Cold Wind and Sister Ju's family were still waiting quietly. For a moment, I couldn't say a word. I stood in the snow, and my mind was blank. My thoughts stopped at this moment. Countless why, up and down in my heart, left and right, back and forth, kept jumping back and forth, unable to be quiet. I, I, I don't know what I'm doing or thinking. Become speechless. I didn't wake up until Sister Ju gently wiped the snowflake for me. I know everything, but her family won't let us meet, just don't agree with us.
Dan, your arms can't lift your thighs! What should I do?
I firmly believe that Dan will come, because she said that she would do her "friendship as a landlord" and show me her hometown and alma mater. Her cousin asked me to sit at home, not to freeze my body, and said that if Dan was coming, he would go to her house. I insisted on waiting for her in the wind until Dan appeared. Cold, frozen, not terrible, terrible is myself, as long as I do, my heart will be solid. Even if Dan didn't come, I wouldn't be angry with her. After all, it's not her fault, nor mine, and it's impossible to tell. ...
The wind is getting stronger and stronger, and the snow doesn't mean to rest. I looked at the direction of Dan's family and waited silently, expecting my dawn to come as soon as possible. A figure appeared, not Dan; Another figure is coming, not just Dan. My heart fluttered with the wind and snow again and again. Dan, will you come? Dan, what are you doing at home? Dan, have you seen my figure? My heart is calling in Amb Lee.
The white rose in my hand keeps out the wind and snow. I look forward to your arrival, Dan. I looked at the white rose in my hand with a wry smile and was speechless. Dan, did you see that? Shall I give you a white rose? Do you feel it?
It's getting late, I feel a little cold, and the cool chill slowly climbs into my heart. Looking at the white rose, I remembered something and calmed down for a moment. Looking at Dan's direction, I smiled faintly. Sister Ju smiled at me and thought I wanted to let it go. Let me go to her house to warm up and make me something to eat. I smiled and said, thank you. I have my own discretion, please rest assured. I didn't go to her house first, but went to the store and bought a knife.
I walked to a secluded place against the wind and snow, and made a small cut on my finger with a knife, so that a little hot blood flowed out of my blood and dripped on some white roses that were afraid of cold. White rose accepted my gift and hug in the snow and kissed with blood. I express my heart with my blood. I told Sister Ju that I didn't take this as a joke, nor was it an impulse, but an affectionate expression. The only thing that can make me proud in this life is that I love Dan, and I will take care of her all my life and accompany her to grow old together ... Sister Ju looked at me for a long time without talking.
White roses, white roses with blood, are delicate and charming, waiting for the arrival of spring in the snow with a little residual temperature. ...
My finger was tightly held by Sister Ju. Knowing that she couldn't persuade me to go home, she stood in the ice and snow with me and accepted the embrace of nature.
One figure after another came to us, not Dan.
Waiting. Sister Ju and I, holding a bunch of white roses decorated with blood, were waiting on the way to Dan. It's not that I don't go to her house, nor that I dare not go to her house, but that Dan said I wouldn't go to her house. What is the reason? I don't want to know much. Because I think what Dan said has her principles, her reasons, and unspeakable difficulties ... She didn't say it, and I didn't force it. If you love someone, you must believe everything about her. At least there are many things she doesn't want to say, and you don't need to understand them yourself.
The wind is a little gentle, and the snow is also very gentle.
My heart is also a little quiet. While waiting, I decided to go home at night and leave here by late-night train. Sister Ju comforted me, knowing that I couldn't let go, and let me go to her house to rest first. Looking at the snowflakes flying all over the sky, I called Dan's name in my heart and prayed for her: better than me! Then, we go home.
Gotta go. I haven't met Dan yet. I just ate something casually and was ready to leave. I gently broke off the reddest petal from the bloody white rose and put it in my notebook to collect it. I gave Sister Ju a big bouquet of white roses for her when Dan came. Don't talk. It can represent everything to me, and Dan will understand everything when he sees it.
I'm leaving. It is enough to have a white rose with blood to accompany me home.
……
The next night, I was paged by Sister Ju, telling me that I had just left last night when Dan came and ran out alone. She looked at the bloody white roses I left behind. She hasn't spoken for a long time. Tears covered her blushing face She cried! I cried too, at this moment.
My pager said, "I'm sorry! Everything is fate, thank you for your bloody white rose! Love you forever, Dan. "
I shed tears again. I also looked at the white roses with blood in my notebook.
……
She never contacted me again, only sent a card on my birthday, Spring Festival and Valentine's Day. The title is "White Rose with Blood"! Did not leave an address. I also sent her a copy with her home address.
I know the story is not over yet, so I'm waiting for her. I want to tell people in this loving world:
"White rose with blood" is waiting for the arrival of fate. ...
On his wedding night, he deliberately cut his finger and dyed the sheets red.
There is a girl named Cathy. Her father died before she was born. She lives with her mother, grandmother and stepfather, but neither grandmother nor stepfather likes her. So when she was in high school, her mother sent her to a private school. Private schools are all children of rich families. In this group of rich children, money seems so different. Her monthly living expenses are only 123.5, which is only enough for her to eat for one month. Therefore, every day after her classmates finished eating, she hid in a corner to eat steamed bread and pickles. However, the girl's strong personality makes her stand out in her study. She is the first in her grade in every exam. Many rich parents hope that she can make up lessons for their children. However, she didn't like children from rich families, so she refused. Not long after, a boy named Gong in the class said to Qian, "Will you help me make up lessons?" Qian smiled disdainfully and said, "Why should I make up lessons for you?" Gong said confidently, "Because my grades are poor!" This sentence made her look at him again and made her feel that Gong was different. Because Gong is different from other rich children, he always wears a shabby coat and has no aristocratic pride, so he promised to make up lessons for him. Every day, Lucy gives Gong lessons, which also increases her income. Gradually, they got to know each other and learned that Gong's birthday was 65438+February 3 1 the last day of the year and Qian's birthday was 65438+1 October1the first day of the year. Gong jokingly said, "I am one year older than you!" " Akane replied coldly, "It's only been one day!" This day after school, a BMW stopped at the school gate. Many rich children have never seen it. It was Gong's family who came to meet him. Qian looked at Gong walking in the direction of the car and thought, "How can they be so rich? Why can they drive a BMW? " Just then, Gong turned around, smiled at Qian and got on the bus. Akane woke up and thought, "Why should I be jealous of him? He doesn't study as well as me! " The days passed day by day. Although money makes up lessons for Gong every day, Gong's grades have never improved significantly. As the college entrance examination approaches, they all take care of their general review and stop making up lessons. Akane is bent on getting into Tsinghua because she doesn't want to be looked down upon by others. The exam results came out, and Akane was admitted to Tsinghua as she wished, and was admitted to Tsinghua with an excellent score of 50 points higher than the second place in the school. When Akane returns to Beijing, she is going to look for a house when she dies. At this moment, she saw an old woman cleaning a warehouse. She went up and asked, "Grandma, did you rent this house?" Grandma smiled and said, "Little girl, do you want to rent a house?" Akane nodded. "That 100 yuan!" Grandma answered her. While she was cleaning the room, she met Gong, whom she had not seen for a long time. She doesn't want others to see her down and out. She asked angrily, "Why are you here?" Gong still dressed casually as before, and said strangely, "I'm here to see my aunt!" " Bessie kept silent as if she had been seen through. Gong asked, "I heard that you were admitted to Tsinghua. Congratulations! " Akane is not the kind of person who doesn't know the price, so she said, "Thank you! What about you? " Gong said unhappily, "My dad asked me to go abroad!" Cathy looked at him coldly and said bitterly, "Hum! You rich children are like this! " Gong then said to Qian, "Would you like to do me a favor?" Akane asked doubtfully, "What is it?" Gong said, "Would you like to be a typist in my mother's company?" Akane immediately said angrily, "Are you feeling sorry for me?" Gong quickly explained: "No, my mother's company has not been profitable recently, and many employees have left." We are short of people now. Help me, will you? "She agreed to accompany Gong's mother to work every day and pay 600 yuan's salary once a month, which is very satisfying for her. Gong is going abroad. Before Gong left, Lucy invited him to dinner.
Gong has gone abroad, and Qian still works while attending classes every day. Now, Gong's monthly salary can reach 2000 yuan. Gong's mother gave her a laptop for fear that it would be inconvenient for her to run around. Others think she is rich. Of course, money didn't admit it or deny it.
P> There is a Beijing girl in Lucy's dormitory. She is quite unruly, but she never bullies Akane. Akane is still as strong as before, and can't stand others learning better than herself, but this time she met her opponent. There is a boy named Lin, and his grades are higher than her every time. Bessie is unconvinced and always wants to pass him. In a review class, Cathy thought, I must surpass him in the next exam! At this moment, the teacher asked a question for Akane to answer, but because Akane didn't concentrate and didn't even know what the question was, she shook her head. The teacher asked again, "Does anyone know this question?" ..... Lin stood up to answer this question and was praised. Akane thought bitterly, do you think I won't? Use you to tell me? After class, Nancy stopped Lin and said, "I will definitely surpass you in the next exam!" " "The students present at that time were surprised. Nancy really won the first place when the exam results came out. She looked for Lin's name on the report card, but found that Lin got zero marks in every subject. She was angry: if you don't want to compete with me, just say so! The girl in the dormitory told Cathy that Lin was waiting for her by the lake on campus. She ran angrily and said, "What do you mean? What is this? " Lin didn't say anything, but handed Wang Wu the paper in her hand. Cathy asked doubtfully, "Why do you have paper?" Lin said, "My aunt is from the Academic Affairs Office ..." Before he finished, Qian interrupted, "You rich people are like this! No wonder my grades are so high every time! Lin explained unhurriedly, "But I have never taken advantage of this relationship." I have finished my thesis. You can check your score! ""After calculating the total score with the paper, Akane is still taller than her. She was confused ... Lin suddenly hugged her and said to her, "I like you!" " "A girl was held in her arms by a boy, and all her pride was gone, so they started dating. It wasn't long before they had sex. Every time they go out, Lucy gives Lin money, because men always lose face when they go out. After a long time, she always gave Lin pocket money, which became a very common thing between them. Akane's birthday is coming. Cathy fantasized about what gift Lin would give her, thinking: the pocket money he gave me is enough to buy me a necklace or a diamond ring. She feels very happy when she thinks about it! Lin hasn't contacted Cathy all day on her birthday. She thought it was Lin's intention to surprise her. At this moment, the phone rang. Cathy answered the phone and said, "Where the hell have you been?" I only heard the other person say in surprise, "huh?" She asked, "Who are you?" "I am Gong!" She said angrily, "Why are you?" Gong said quietly, "Happy birthday to you!" "Thank you! Nothing hangs in advance! " Gong said, "All right! Goodbye! " Gong didn't wait for Qian's answer, but there was a beeping sound from the other side ... The phone rang again, and it was Lin. After answering the phone, Cathy hurried downstairs, but Lin looked very unhappy. She thought, maybe he wanted to surprise me! Lin asked Qian, "Can you not go back at night? Hold on. " She hesitated and agreed! When she arrived at the hotel, she realized that the original sad and painful expression could not be concealed. Lin told Nancy the last story she wanted to hear: Lin had a girlfriend named Rui. In a film academy, he hoped that his girlfriend would be different from other girls and would not be infected by the world. But when he went to see Rui, Rui walked with a rich man and said something demeaning to himself, but Lin was unwilling. In the morning, Lin bought a diamond ring for Rui with his pocket money, but Rui lost it. Akane is holding a diamond ring in her hand and looking at the word "Rui" engraved on it. At this moment, Lucy hates herself and hates herself for studying so hard. Why do you want to know words? If she can't read, she will think that word is her name, but Cathy held back her tears and comforted Lin and said, "It's okay, it's okay!" " "Before long, money no longer works in Gong's mother's company. Because the marketing management she studied was what Gong's father's company lacked, she went to work in Gong's father's company again. Graduation is imminent, everyone goes their separate ways, and Cathy and Lin break up. Qian came to Shenzhen with Gong's father to develop. After several years of hard work, Qian has achieved excellent results. Through various connections, Cathy is now the manager of the China branch of the British head office. Cathy bought herself a house and a car. She just wants to prove that it's only a matter of time before what others have will be owned by herself.
Gong came back from abroad and invited his family to have dinner together, including money. When she saw Gong, it was still the same as before, or the kind of Larila, and there was no progress. After dinner, Cathy asked, "Where are you going?" Gong replied: "White Swan!" Cathy sarcastically said, "You rich people always stay in those star-rated hotels." Gong didn't answer the question of money, but asked her, "Can you accompany me up?" "Why?" The palace begged, "Even if I beg you, will you accompany me up?" Qian thought about it and promised to accompany him up. As soon as she entered the room, Gong said, "Close your eyes!" "Count to five! When Cathy opened her eyes, many clowns jumped out in the corner of the room to play the piano and sing for her. At this time, Gong rolled out a five-story big cake and went to Qian: "Happy birthday!" " "She's so touched because she hasn't had a birthday for many years. Gong knelt on the ground with a diamond ring in his hand and said to Qian seriously, "Will you marry me?" Akane said, "Give me a reason!" I love you! Gong replied. Qian nodded in agreement, but she didn't know whether it was right or wrong, because she still couldn't forget Lin, but Gong's parents were also very kind to her. Soon, Gong and Qian got married.
After marriage, Qian was still busy with work all day as before, while Gong kept fish, flowers and surfed the Internet at home, which made Qian very uncomfortable. Once money said unfairly, "why do I run around all day, but you idle around at home all day!" " Gong smiled and said, "Why don't we all stay at home? Anyway, my parents earn enough money for us to spend a lifetime! " As soon as the voice fell, Cathy shouted angrily, "Why spend your parents' money? Can't we earn it? " Seeing that his wife was angry, Gong hurried to Lian Xiao and coaxed her into begging for mercy. It's always like this. One day, a strange man added her to Lucy's QQ. She vaguely thought it was Lin, but she added. It turned out to be Lin. They had a long talk. When Cathy learned that Lin was the manager of a company in the northwest, she felt that her husband was too worthless. When she got home, Cathy saw a fish in the fish tank with its stomach up, so she fished it out and threw it away. Gong came back and found a fish missing. He asked his wife, "Where is my second aunt?" Cathy said coldly, "I threw it away when I saw it belly up." "No, I have to rest like this every day! "Cathy became very angry when she heard this." You just stay at home all day, so you are different from others? " Hearing this, Gong asked without a trace of expression, "Are you talking about him?" Qian reached out and gave Gong a big mouth. Gong left home without saying a word and closed the door gently. It's been two days and Gong hasn't come home yet. She also knows that she has gone too far, but she is also embarrassed to take the initiative to call. She suddenly thought of Gong's diary, and Gong never let her read it. She can read this time.
Open the diary, page one:
In XX, 2008, there was a girl in our class. She's different. Every time after dinner, she hides in the corner to eat steamed bread and pickles. I really want to help her, but she seems to hate children from rich families. I have to think of a good way! ""Today, I asked my father to bring me an old coat. I think it will be easier to get close to her and she won't hate me. She decided to make up lessons for me. In order to spend more time with her, I deliberately failed the exam every time. Although she calls me stupid every time, I am still very happy. But I just can't explain it to my parents. "
... "Today is my birthday, and my father drove to pick me up. I'm a little unhappy because I'm afraid she will alienate me. Tomorrow is her birthday. I wish I could ask her to get on the bus with me, but I know she won't, so I can only give her a helpless smile. After getting on the bus, I took off my worn-out coat and put on a new dress. My father also asked me if there was anything wrong. I always like to wear this shabby coat. "
I think I already like her! "..." My parents know that I like her, but my father said that as long as I was admitted to Tsinghua, we would agree to go to Grade One, so I began to study hard, but she was so strong that I couldn't surpass her score, so I missed a few questions in every subject. In this way, I was 50 points less than her and got the second place in the school. But dad asked me to go abroad. If I don't agree, he will tell her the whole truth about my help, so I agree! "
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"I met her before I went abroad. I invited her to work as a typist in my mother's company. I was afraid that she would know that I was helping her on purpose, so she discussed with my mother and said that the company's benefits were not good. Before I left, she said she would invite me to dinner. I said I would eat beef noodles, but she didn't agree. I said I liked beef noodles best, because I knew that even if we both ate them, it would only cost 3 yuan. In that case, she still has 597 yuan pocket money this month. After dinner, she went back to school, and I vomited before I walked far, because I had never eaten such a terrible meal. "
..... "What a coincidence! There is a girl in her dormitory who is my junior high school classmate. I told my classmate not to bully her, or I would be impolite! "
..... "I learned from my classmates that she has a boyfriend, and I really want to ask her how she has been recently. However, I can't find a reason to call! "
..... "Today is her birthday, and I finally have a reason to call, but when I heard about her, I felt very anxious, as if I was waiting for someone, so I hung up the phone in a hurry. My classmate told me that she didn't go back to the dormitory tonight. I was scared. I can't imagine what will happen! My heart is so chaotic! " ..... "I worked hard abroad, but I couldn't tell her my grades for fear that she would ignore me. After some efforts, I finally let my company have a branch in China, and the general manager is her. I am naturally relieved! I'm going back to China, but I can't tell her about my efforts over the years. But whether she has a boyfriend or not, I will propose to her.
...... "I asked her to marry me, and she promised me!"
..... "On my wedding night, I cut my finger on purpose and dyed the sheets red. Although she and I both know that it is not the first time, in my heart, she will always be the one I want to cherish. "
..... "After marriage, she is still busy with work all day, and I can't miss her for a day, so I only use the computer to contact the deputy manager of the head office every day. Although I have nothing in her eyes, it is better than anything as long as I don't hurt her. "
..... "I feel that she has contacted him again. I'm so afraid of losing her, because I really can't live without her now. I want to live with her all my life. "
...... "Wife, I really don't want to lose you, because I really can't live without you!"
..... Akane was in tears, and the men around her had done so much to help her! She couldn't take care of her face any more. She called Gong and said, "Husband, I know I'm wrong. Come back!" ""Give me a reason! " Gong asked. I love you!