16 to 18, I was lucky enough to be admitted to a foreign institution and then to a local civil servant. As a college graduate, I began to be mythologized by people around me, and I was crowned with the title of "Kao Ba". I don't like this title, because I am too ashamed to bear it, and there are many people around me who are hundreds of times stronger than me, not to mention there are mountains outside the mountain. To sum up, I want to say the following:
Is by no means "koi fish" carp, life has failed countless times. Generally speaking, the number of failures is much more than the number of successes. The successive blows of the senior high school entrance examination and the college entrance examination once made me feel gloomy and lost my light and color. The person who can pass the naked exam will always be someone else. I, who can't even draw another bottle, don't expect such luck. So, is it because of my strength and hard work that I will win several times in every exam in the future? Don't!
In high school, I worked hard, but the ending told me that it was useless. At that time, I forced myself to suppress my desire to play, eat and go shopping, immersed in the sea of books, and even thought I was wasting my time eating. That's it, but it still makes me doubt my life. After going to college, I began to rethink my life, no longer suppress myself blindly, and work hard towards what others call a "good student". I started skipping classes selectively. I didn't go to the class I didn't want to listen to. I skipped classes selectively. As long as I have the courage to take a seven-day vacation, I will thank my roommates and classmates, who helped me through the rounds of counselors and community management. As for the failing class, I did it. I failed in pharmacology once, and I remember it deeply.
As a young lady whose major is "nursing", I am definitely unqualified. After the internship, I washed my hands of it. I went to the grassroots special post to accompany the exam, but I was admitted. Although it is not a good position, it has changed my future life direction.
I stayed in Tegang for three years, and the window work was really hard, but it also exercised me a lot. /kloc-in 0/6, I went to take an examination of public institutions with the heart of traveling abroad, and I didn't make any preparations at that time, because I planned to take an examination of teachers before. As a result, I suddenly didn't want to go the night before the exam, so I went to the movies with my girlfriends and told them that I gave up the exam. I feel sorry for Sister Xuan, who copied a thick stack of review materials for me, and for Sister Xia, who has been paying attention to the recruitment information for me and accompanying me to take the Teacher Qualification Examination. She kept trying to pull me into the teaching team, but I chickened out. When my dad and my brother drove me to a foreign exam in the rain, I was unprepared and hesitated to put it in the car, only to find that I didn't understand it at all. Fortunately, I didn't read it, comforting myself that I was getting more and more nervous before the exam. The next day, I went to the exam half asleep. I wrote the most sober composition in my life and got the highest score ever. Finally, I successfully advanced to the written test and retest, and won the first place.
Then remind me that I need to read a book one month before the exam this year, and then start reviewing at the weekend. I didn't have time to do the data analysis of the key review, but I got the highest score in the whole time and finally advanced to the third place in the written interview. Seeing this, I seem to have a feeling of being possessed by koi fish. Even I feel that my life has begun to reverse, but is this really the case? The truth behind it is actually like this-
First of all, I have to admit that although my IQ is not high, I am not the kind of person who works hard. On the contrary, I need a combination of work and rest, and I need to eat and play, so this is another point I want to say-
In a relatively relaxed state, normality is the most important. Many times, the more you pursue something, the more you can't get it, and the unintentional effort may become a shadow. It is the most rare and surprising thing to make the best preparations and prepare for the worst. It is purely a fluke. This is the role of a state of mind.
I didn't dare to say it until I finished the exam, but I was still afraid that those who were more serious than me would hit me. In fact, I stayed up late to catch up with a Korean drama during such a short review time before the exam, because I was practicing for the exam. After all, I haven't read a book for nearly two years. Yes, I prepared myself cheerfully a few days ago, but within three days, my strength was insufficient, and then I was dragged out to eat at a beach for a few weekend nights, which is called a combination of work and rest. Although I was just thinking about studying at that time, I went anyway. Maybe my heart is really sincere, so God sensed it. This is the third point I want to make-
I still have to have an attitude. I've never been to heaven anyway. I think it is the easiest to take the written test of teacher qualification certificate. It was almost a "semi-naked exam", but I bought books and borrowed notes. Although those books are still 80% new, the first few pages have somehow turned over. Also, when my friends were punching in their spring outing photos, I looked at the bright sunshine outside the window and sat alone at my desk.
I have an attitude. In addition, the subject of my teacher qualification certificate is primary school Chinese. I have no special skills since I was a child. My only advantage is probably that my Chinese scores are good, although my math is far from perfect. So I learned my professional knowledge from previous books, and my comprehensive knowledge is very clever. I plan to take the exam again next year because I haven't reviewed. But on second thought, I'm here, and I can go back later. During the one-hour break at noon, I was bored and flipped through the newspapers distributed at the entrance of the examination room. In the afternoon, a big problem happened, and my comprehensive knowledge was over. This is the most amazing exam I have ever had since I was a child.
As for the colleges and universities that didn't review for the field, it was because the local colleges and universities that applied for the exam didn't have to take math tests, hahaha, because I didn't do the real questions. When I got the test paper, I was shocked. It was all common sense and language. The only time I finished it was more than enough. This time, the previous "skipping class" worked. The reason why I skipped the professional courses I didn't like before is because I read extracurricular books. So, I was unexpectedly admitted. This year, I almost got points by old capital and liberal arts, but I still have some luck. For example, the quantitative relationship I gave up and the data analysis I didn't have time to do were also right. Finally, I want to say-
As the saying goes, I have always been lucky when I meet people. No matter at any stage, I will meet the "noble people" at that stage. They are my family, my classmates, my friends, my teachers, and strangers who have only met once or even never met. It is these "outstanding people" who give me warmth and hope and make me regain my confidence when I am lost.
I admit that I am not conscious enough, but because I have them around me and these people who are better than me are forging ahead with me, the road ahead will become no longer lonely, but also smoother, so that I can keep up with them, get close to them and then become them. So, who you are with is also very important. Of course, the premise is still on yourself, because who you are, who you will meet and when you will get better and better.
What needs to be added is that I always feel that God is fair and will not disappoint anyone who works hard. Although it sometimes takes a long time, as long as you persist, you will eventually get "good luck". Before that, don't blindly envy those who look so lucky, as if they were possessed by koi fish and could win by lying down, because you must not have seen their sweat and tears, just as Bing Xin said.