"hello?" I said. I'm inexplicably nervous-he's never called me so early, after all, it's only less than six o'clock.
"Yu Zhong, something bad is happening!" Yan Yong shouted in a panic.
"What's the matter?"
"She ..." Yan Yong said hesitantly.
"She? You mean Xinxin? " My heart is pounding involuntarily.
"Yan Yan has to go! Bought a train ticket at six o'clock! And Lin Yiwen! Never come back! "
I was surprised, but I was dubious and said, "Really?"
"I can't pretend!"
"Xinxin is going to buy a train ticket?"
"yes. He Lin Yiwen "
"Where to?"
I don't know.
"What should I do?"
"I don't know."
After a few minutes of silence, I was frantically suppressing something, and my voice gradually dropped. I said slowly, "Really?"
"Yes, really."
"What about literature and art?"
"Well ..."
"Where did you know about it?"
"Yan Yan's girlfriend Ai Lin is there. Irene called me just now and asked me to tell you about it. He also said that she would never come back when she left. " He paused and said, "Someone may want you to see Yan Yan again ..."
I didn't answer.
I thought about that sentence over and over again-the last time.
Should I go to see her or not? My sweetheart has left with someone else, so I will see her again, won't I?
"She and Yi take the No.2 bus to the railway station! Go or not! " Yan Yong suddenly roared, and then said bitterly, "You coward, I left early! Even if it's just being spat on! That's better than missing! "
"Are you? Just ... she has been with Yi ... I'll go again, ok ... "
Before I say that finish, Yan Yong loudly said, "bah! At this time, don't ask what are you waiting for? "
He's right.
I once came to the fork in the road of love with uneasy body and mind. There are two signposts, one that says "give up" and the other that says "just for her". I was hesitant. Reason persuaded me to "give up", while a loving heart guided me to "just for her". In a daze, I embarked on the road of "only for her".
The same is true now, and it is only for Yan Yan.
The clock is still ticking, and it won't stop because of anyone's love. It just advances in ignorance. ...
I resolutely decided to go to her-this may be the boldest choice I have ever made in my life. ...
It's not against my will to go to her. I just want to see her once.
Really, I just want to see her.
I put on my coat and shoes at once and hurried to close the door.
A flight of stairs flashed by my feet. I raise my foot, put it down, and then raise it. This process makes considerable noise. I used to slow down immediately, but today, I'm not allowed.
"Forget it, let me be wrong again." I thought to myself.
Out of the community gate, I began to think about Yan Yong's words. He said that Wenyi and Xinxin bought a train ticket at six o'clock and went to the railway station by bus. I raised my hand and looked at my watch. It says it's five twenty. I understand that with Xinxin's character, she must be at the bus stop now. She always does things carefully, she won't be lazy again, and she won't destroy anything.
Her home is not far from mine. There is only one bus stop near here. I went straight there.
It's still early, so there are not many people on the street, but there are also some people who get up early to exercise on the roadside. Most of the people who exercise in the morning are old men and women. They keep staring at me. I ignored it.
At this moment, I saw two young girls dressed as students on the roadside, holding hands and smiling sweetly. I suddenly remembered Yan Yan. She and I went to the same university and were in different classes. I knew Yan Yan when I was a freshman, but I didn't know her until I was a sophomore ... The time difference was one year, and the ending turned out to be like this. ...
Soon, soon, I will meet my beloved her. If I see her, I dare not hold her hand. For me, this is a luxury.
I ran like a gust of wind without stopping for a moment.
Finally ... finally, the bus stop slowly emerged in front of my eyes. Although it is still far away, there are two people looming, and I am ecstatic.
Just as I was about to shout, a car horn muffled my voice. The whistle sounded particularly abrupt on this quiet morning.
I quickly looked back and saw that it was a bus! The driver honked his horn because a cat was blocking the road and the bus. Look carefully, what appears in front of you is "two roads".
After all, people's legs can't run a four-wheeled vehicle, so have I failed?
Suddenly, I found myself in tears.
Bus No.2 will carry the girl I dream of, fly away, leave my heart, and never be heard from again. ...
Bus number two flew past me. I shouted hysterically: "Xinxin!"
I tried my best to see her one last time and say goodbye to her. ...
Xinxin is like a star, as if it is very close and far away from me.
She turned around! She heard you!
The no.2 bus has arrived at the station, and the literature and art next to it quickly pulled and pushed her on the bus. In a hurry, she waved to me, got on the bus and left.
At the moment when the car door closed, my running feet stopped by themselves. Maybe I'm too tired. I lost my voice and my eyes were dim. I squatted on the ground with my head in my hands, crying helplessly like a child.
That was the first time I cried for a girl. I can't believe it. What can I believe? I can't believe it. I cried.
A tear ran down the cheek, to the neck, and from the neck to the neckline of the clothes.
At the neckline of the dress, a large piece was wet.
When I was young, I was always advised to try again. Now, should I try again?
At this moment, it suddenly occurred to me that recently, I was preparing for an interview. If the interview is successful, I can work in that big company. The interview date is today. Now, should I go for an interview or ... find Xinxin?
Oh, the wisest answer is right in front of my eyes.
Because I ran like crazy just now, I'm sweating like a pig. I opened the taxi window a crack and felt the coolness brought by the breeze. It was still a little cold. I subconsciously wrapped my coat.
"Where are you going, young man?"
Where are you going?
I said firmly, word for word, "the train station."
Then, the car was quiet. I raised my hand and looked at my watch. It says five thirty-five. I am challenging love and racing against time.
I looked at the scenery passing by quickly outside the window and saw a cat, which actually looked like Xinxin. My thoughts drifted to a few years ago.
two
The summer when I met her was far away from me. Although I can't go back to that summer, my heart can, my memory can and my love can.
I was a sophomore that year. I am a good student. Study when you should study, play when you should play, and never skip class. The grades are the same as those of ordinary people, neither high nor low. In the whole high school, it is extremely inconspicuous.
One Sunday in Grade Two, several male students in the class went to play ball together. They asked me to go with them, and I went. During the intermission, I went to the nearby canteen and bought a bottle of iced mineral water. After paying the money, I unscrewed the lid and drank it off. The cold water slid down my throat, which was very comfortable. Suddenly, I felt something shaking my trouser legs. I looked down and saw a kitten sticking out its paw and staring at me with pitiful eyes.
The kitten is a puppet cat, very cute, but it is polluted by mud in several places and looks like a Dalmatian.
I have never been very interested in small animals. Today, I unexpectedly bent down and picked it up affectionately.
I found a collar around its neck, which said "Xin Wei".
Xin Wei? '
"Meow ..."
"Where is your master?"
"Meow ..."
It started licking my fingers. I touched its head and smiled and said, "Are you hungry?"
It didn't meow, but looked up at me with big watery eyes.
"How about taking you to dinner?"
"Meow ..."
At this moment, suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder. It was Yan Yong.
He said impatiently, "What took you so long? They have already hit the ball! "
Then, he saw the cat in my arms and said, "Huh? Where did this cat come from? Dirty, are you still holding it? "
"When I bought water just now, this little thing shook my trouser leg. I think it likes it very much, so I hugged it. "
Yan Yong smiled and said, "Oh, Yu Zhong, we have known each other since elementary school and high school. Why didn't I know you liked cats? " Or a cat covered in mud? "
"Just ... like it! Is this wrong? "
"Your Majesty, there is nothing wrong."
"It's not a wild cat, it should be separated from its owner. Shall we take it home? "
"What? Yu Zhong, don't you think what you want to do is something that even primary school students can't do, and it's extremely boring? "
"Please stop your nagging mode."
"Everything is at your command, my master."
"I want to take it home." I said.
"How to send? I think I can't find its owner for the time being! " Yan Yong casually said, "what's more, I have so much mud, it should not be a day or two. Why don't you find a place to put it there? Naturally, someone adopted. Moreover, more is better than less! Right? "
"impossible." I said very firmly.
"I can't do that? Anyway, my family is not allowed to keep cats because my mother is allergic to cat hair. "
"Put it in my house."
"Your mother will agree? I remember carrying a cat to your house, and a few hairs fell off the ground. Your mother stared at me sullenly ... I still can't forget that look, just like the devil ... Hey, don't mind me saying so. "
"Nothing."
"So, will your mother agree?"
"Don't worry."
"Well, suit yourself."
"Well, go and help me see if there is a notice to find a cat nearby."
"ok."
It was noon, and I walked home with my cat in my arms.
It was already half past twelve when I stood in front of my house. The canteen is not far from home, but I walked for a long time before I got home, because I was thinking about how to persuade my mother to adopt this cat in my arms all the way. She is not allergic to cats, but she is extremely clean and can't tolerate the slightest bit of ash, dirt and hair. Therefore, she cut her hair short.
I tapped on the door, and after about five seconds, the door was suddenly opened.
It was mom who opened the door.
"Mom ..." Before I finished, my mother immediately interrupted me and shouted, "Why did you come back so late? The meal is cold! "
Then, when she saw the cat in my arms, she froze and frowned and said, "Where did this cat come from?"
"Mom, my friends and I are playing outside. When we were resting, we went to the canteen to buy water and saw the kitten at once. I like it very much. This cat is not a wild cat, but separated from its owner. There must be a notice for finding a cat around here. Mom, just keep it for a few days? "
Mother raised her eyebrows and looked away from me at the cat.
I quickly added, "I'll do housework these days."
There was a burst of laughter outside the window. Mother turned around and saw three 16-and 17-year-olds passing by the window. My mother breathed a sigh of relief and smiled and said to me, "You don't have to do housework. If you want to raise it, raise it! "
"thank you ... mom."
"You're welcome, son." She smiled brightly and said.
Therefore, Xin Wei, the kitten, can live in my house.
In the evening, my father came back and my mother just cooked dinner. A family of three began to sit down to eat.
At this moment, I felt something rubbing against my trouser legs. I looked down and it was Xin Wei.
"Oh ... yes, Dad." I said.
"hmm? What's wrong? " Father was still eating and didn't look up at me.
"I have a cat."
"What?" Hearing this, my father suddenly looked up and stared at me and said, "You said you had a cat? Where is it? "
I picked up Xin Wei next to me.
My father narrowed his eyes and looked at Xin Wei and said, "Who asked you to have a cat?"
I was holding Xin Wei, and suddenly I was at a loss and blushed. Mother kindly said to her father, "I asked him to raise it." What's wrong? "
The father glared at his mother and asked, "Why does he have a cat?"
The mother smiled and said softly, "When the child is older, he can't be forced to do things he doesn't like, nor can he be forced to make choices. Am I wrong, dear? "
"Big?" Father smiled contemptuously and said, "You shouldn't play when you are older! He should study hard! So that he can deserve me! "
Chi Wing Chung! Mother suddenly stood up, pointed to her father and said loudly, "Are you full or something?" Why do you scold children because you have a cat for a few days? I'm telling you, Chi Wing Chung, it didn't cost you a penny! They picked it up! I used to work, and you took care of the children. Can't you see that the child has become very timid? "Then, my mother strode to my father's side, grabbed his ear and said sharply," Zhong, come with me! " "
Father obediently followed his mother.
When they came out, my father smiled and said to me, "Son, my father apologizes to you and shouldn't say that about you!" " Did the owner of this cat find it? "
"Not yet." I said.
"all right." Father said.
I was about to say something when my mobile phone called. I looked at the caller ID. It's Yan Yong.
I pressed the answer key, and then I said forever, "As you expected, the cat really got separated from its owner. Please call for it!" " "
"Well, the host told me by phone."
"Yes, the number is ..."
Later, after dinner, mom went to wash the dishes and dad went to study. I went back to my room and dialed the number of the cat owner. After a few rings, the phone was connected.
I said, "Hello?"
The other person is a woman, her voice is euphemistic and sweet, and she is very nice: "Hello."
I froze for a few seconds and quickly said, "Have you posted a notice to find a cat?"
Hearing this, her voice was obviously very surprised, almost in the form of a growl: "Did you find Xin Wei?"
"Well, I found it, and it's in my home now. When are you free to make an appointment, I will bring it to you. "
"Ok, no problem."
"When are you free?"
"How about 7: 30 this evening?"
"yes." Say that finish, I looked up at the time, six fifty.
"That Yuan Xinde hotel, ok?"
"Where are you?" I hesitate to say.
"School."
School? Is she a student too? I thought to myself, I only heard her say, "I'm in No.5 Middle School."
Fifth high school? She goes to school with me!
"Oh, that's great. Then wait for me at the school gate. " I said.
"Oh, thank you very much. It's just that it's inconvenient for me to go out for too long! Thank you! "
"Nothing."
Ten minutes later, I came to the fifth high school.
I saw a girl with a ponytail standing at the school gate. She stood on tiptoe and looked around in the crowd. Seeing me and the cat in my arms, she waved to me. I walked over. She smiled at the cat in my arms and said repeatedly, "Thank you, thank you …" I said to her, "Nothing …"
"Come on, I'll take you to Mi Xue Bing Cheng!" She said with a smile.
"No ..."
"Oh, nothing, nothing, let's go!" She tugged at my wrist and walked to the nearby Honey Snow Ice City. I didn't avoid it again.
Later, after some questions and answers at the dinner table, I realized that her name was Li Xinxin, a senior one student in Grade Five and Grade One. The cat forgot to close the door when she was taking a nap, so she slipped out. Her family doesn't know about it.
Both of them finished what they ordered. When she paid the bill, she insisted on paying it. I didn't ask her to pay it, so I settled the bill first.
When she left, Xinxin held the cat in her arms and said to me, "Do you also go to this school?"
"Uh-huh, right." I said with a smile.
"Then add a WeChat! I'll treat you later! " Her strong and glowing eyes, staring at mine, said expectantly.
"Very good." I can't help but say.
After adding WeChat, Xinxin smiled and said, "I'm in Class One and Class Two. Welcome to play with me!"
"Very good."
She went back to the school dormitory to sleep that day, because her home was not local. I also went home to sleep, just lying in bed, ending this beautiful day.
After that, Xinxin did have dinner with me again, but I paid the bill because she said she forgot to bring money.
Xinxin and I became friends. She often brings me water and towels after I play, and she will say, "You played great!" " ".She will keep a small flame with me in QQ. She often goes out with me on Sundays, which can make her laugh. Every week.
My relationship with her has gradually warmed up, from below zero to above zero. However, after Lin Yiwen, this relationship stopped warming up.
Probably when Xinxin was a sophomore, I heard that there was a new male student in her class. That boy is very handsome, wears a pair of glasses and has a rich family. That boy and Xin Xin became deskmates. His name is Lin Yiwen.
The day after the transfer of literature and art, even all the girls in our class were talking about him.
"The high school Lin Yi really handsome! Listening to his deskmate Li Xinxin said that he is also very gentle and caring! "
"Where is the clock in our class? Although I feel a little ignorant of creating romance, it's not bad! But compared with Lin Yiwen, Yu Zhong is still far behind. "
three
The sky is gray, as if it is going to rain soon. I saw the railway station through the window. I raised my hand and looked at my watch. It's five forty-five.
It is not too late.
Inadvertently touched the empty pocket, my heart suddenly tightened, and then my heart beat violently.
I forgot my money.
"Young man, here we are." The driver said.
I pushed open the car door.
"One * * * seventeen."
I didn't say anything. The driver looked at me in the rearview mirror and then pushed open the door.
"Seventeen years old, right? All right, all right, I'll give it. I'll pay when I get off. "
As soon as my foot touched the ground, I immediately ran like crazy. The driver saw it and immediately chased it out.
"Ah! You haven't given money yet! "
The driver is a big guy. Because he is young, his legs and feet run very fast. When I was in a hurry, my foot slipped and I fell to the ground. My knee hurts so much that I can't stand. When I opened my trousers, I saw that they were torn and bleeding profusely.
The driver behind him also caught up. He helped me up first, and then said, "Young man, does it hurt?"
I turned my head to him, smiled hard and said, "It doesn't hurt."
"What are you doing at the railway station? It's not a train! "
"Oh, nothing."
"I don't have any money, do I?" The driver said with a smile.
"No, I didn't." I looked at his smile and said.
"Seventeen or eight dollars, no need to pay."
"Thank you, I appreciate it."
"Nothing."
I raised my hand and looked at my watch again. It was already five fifty. I quickly said to the driver, "Can you lend me a hundred dollars?"
"What?" The driver obviously didn't react.
"One hundred dollars, can you lend it to me?"
The driver frowned and then said, "Do you want to borrow a hundred?"
"Yes!" As I talked, I kept looking back at the gate of the railway station.
The driver looked me up and down, then stared at me and said, "OK."
My ID card is in my pocket. I have it with me. With a hundred dollars in hand, you can finally enter the railway station.
When I ran to the waiting place like crazy, I didn't see Xinxin in the rows of seats and crowded people.
I understand. I'm already late.
I suddenly feel that my crazy search for my heart has no purpose, just like a headless fly. However, the truest thought hidden in my heart is to see her for the last time. ...
I still failed.
four
Later, I don't remember how he left the train station, but he remembers that he went to Shen's home that day.
The bell rang the door of Shenyang, and Shen immediately opened it.
"I expected you to come to my house, so I kept it in advance!"
"Oh, thank you." Zhong Yuchang took a deep breath and exhaled at the same time.
"Why are you so wet? Change clothes! " Shen said anxiously, "Don't catch a cold!"
"You said ..." Yu Zhong's eyes were full of sadness. "Why have I worked so hard for so long, or have I become a loser in love?"
Shen Yi listened and became serious. He said to Yu Zhong, "Yu Zhong, listen to me first, go and change, and then come to my room."
After a while, I changed my clothes and came to Shen's bedroom.
Yu Zhong said, "What is love?"
Shen smiled, but this smile does not belong to happiness: "it is harder to do about love!" " "
Zhong Yanyong don't talk, just looking at shen.
"Love is about your character. Whether Xinxin loves you or not depends on your personality and her ideal partner. "
"We have been playing for so many years, from childhood to college graduation, and I think I already know you very well."
"Well, you're right." Yu Zhong said.
"That Li Xinxin is a what person do you still look not to come out? She likes people who are tall, handsome, smart, study well, create romance and play basketball! " Shen said angrily.
"You can't get into her eyes at all." Shen said to.
"This is a fact. You are too timid to play basketball, too slow to create romance, and too stupid to study science ... "At some point, Shen suddenly stopped talking. He looked at Yu Zhong and pursed his lips.
Yu Zhong had tears in his eyes, but he held back his tears.
"What is love?" Shen said, "I think love is hierarchical. The first level is the combination of two people from the outside to the inside, and they are two identical souls. This is the first grade. "
"The second level, I call it' homesickness'. Love is the kind where two people unilaterally want to be together anytime and anywhere. You can despair-of course, despair is the second level. Although' homesickness' is not as good as first-class love in appearance and body and mind, you are very, very happy to have' homesickness'. This second level of love is like this ... just like this ... Oh, great! Just like a fairy tale. Something like that Have you seen the movie Your Name? Just like that, a little worse. "
"The third level of love, most people have. It is a very common relationship between men and women, also called love, but it is very common. This love has no trust. One person is always afraid that another person will cheat, find someone else ... and then go their separate ways when disaster strikes. This kind of love has no ... interest, and even if you get married, it will only make trouble for trivial things. "
"I this is love? Never got a response from her. I am afraid that in Xinxin's heart, I am not even a good friend. "
"You are infatuated and pathetic." Shen said, "But fortunately, it's not as pitiful as Lin Daiyu."
"In fact, there are two kinds of homesickness. The first is what I just said, I want to see each other all the time. The second is to make each other happy as the ultimate goal. What kind do you think you are? " Shen said to.
"I am the first, but I want to be the second."
"Then try to learn from the second! You need to heal your broken heart and find someone else to love. "
"What if I can't let go?"
"There is no one in the world who can't let go."
The punch was quiet and there was no reply. Shen also didn't say.
"Xin Xin went back to her parents' house with literature and art to pack things, and then came here to hold a wedding banquet and settle down." Shen said to.
Yu Zhong smiled and said, "Well, that's good."
The two of them sat by the bed, facing the window and talking all the time. At half past five in the evening, Yu Zhong suddenly said, "What are you going to do from now on?"
Shen was shocked, and immediately smiled: "What else can I do? My life hasn't changed at all. What's more, the person who should ask the other party what to do should be me. "
Shen smiled and leaned over in front of him. "So, what are you going to do from now on?"
Look at Shen and say, "Suit yourself."
Shen jumped up at once, glared at his eyes, pointed at him and said loudly, "I don't want to be gay!" "
"No, I mean working with you!"
"Oh, that's great." Shen said, "I'll tell you first, but I want to travel around the world as my home in the future!" Do you really want to come with me? "
"Follow."
"Never go back on our word?"
"Don't go back on your word."
"Promise not to go back on our word?"
"guarantee!"
"good!"
five
Later, I really drifted around the world with Yan Yong, and my home was at the end of the world. After wandering for a while, he and I started to be taxi drivers.
From Xinxin's best friend, I learned about Xinxin's recent situation. A year after Yan Yan and Wenyi got married, they gave birth to a child. She did a good job.
I am very happy because she has a good life. Just, I always have a wish in my heart, let me see her one last time, even if it is a look. ...
It was the sixth year that Yan Yong became a taxi driver, and the place was the airport.
A man waved to me not far away, so I drove by.
The car door opened and a man, a woman and a little boy got on.
All three of them are wearing masks and hats, and they are all dressed up.
The woman sitting in the co-pilot said to me, "Go to Yixin's house."
I said, "Yeah."
The car is driving, very quiet.
The little boy said, "Dad, what are we doing here?"
The man said, "Come and see grandma."
"Then what?"
"It's gone."
"Go to the amusement park?"
The co-pilot woman smiled and said, "Yang Yang, do you want to go to the amusement park so much?"
"Yes!"
They were talking when my mobile phone called. I pressed the answer key: "Yu Zhong, it's noon, let's eat."
"Wait, I'll finish the last journey first, and you wait for me. Where are you? "
"I am in Yixin Home."
"Oh, I want to go there, too!" I said, "You wait for me there."
"Very good."
Then I hung up.
Inadvertently, I found the woman in the co-pilot looking at me. I didn't move.
Soon, the bus arrived at the gate of Yixin home. The woman asked me, "How much is it?"
I said, "Thirteen."
As soon as the voice fell, I heard an excited female voice shouting, "Li Xinxin!" " "
The woman who paid turned around and said a little loudly, "Here it is."
Li Xinxin? I looked up at the woman in front of me. Her eyebrows were really similar to those of that year.
I stopped to get the money and said to the woman in front, "Can you take off your mask?"
"For what?" The woman said.
I didn't speak, just looked at her.
"Oh ... all right." The woman said, taking off her mask.
I saw her face and said to myself, thank God.
I think, Xinxin, long time no see.