With messy hair, loose pleated jeans and a towel covered with stone powder hanging around his neck forever, A Lang's first appearance was full of sloppy breath. Thick long hair covers the whole face and the sun when you are tired and helpless. A face without sunshine is like a dark night covered by dark clouds. The moonlight struggles but cannot escape the tracking of dark clouds. If there is still a glimmer of starlight in this silent night sky, it must be Bozai, the son of A Lang, who is the most important person in his life.
I have experienced the years when I was young and frivolous, but all the indulgence and frolicking are the double repayment in the future. No one can escape fate. In fact, the word cause and effect is written behind this character, which means that everything will have a result.
When he was young, A Lang used to be a racing driver with unlimited scenery. The unrestrained style brings out the best of the unrestrained years. It was a bitter day. I was drunk today and worried tomorrow. A bracelet can buy a person's heart-to-heart dependence. In the colorful world of crazy love, everything comes too easily. Both joy and sadness turn into the brightest neon at night, and I am used to being insensitive to everything in anesthesia. But those who are too easy to get often learn not to cherish, just as when they are young, they don't understand the value of youth, and every day they squander at will is a regret for years to come.
The scenery in A Lang came to an abrupt end in two years' imprisonment, and the time after that was like the day of paying wages in advance, moving forward step by step with difficulty and awkwardness. It seems that there will never be a bright future in the stone yard. Every day, with dust and haze, I bargain with my boss for a little salary. There is not a day of ups and downs, and I am young and frivolous. Life has put away its arrogance and poured its responsibility into it day by day. He works hard for life like every ordinary person, and the heavy footsteps come from the ground.
The life of living alone with my son is not as colorful as before, but the wave has ignited another meaning of life, ordinary and cramped but warm. In a messy room, there is a deep affection between father and son, and they are both an indispensable part of each other's life. A Lang, accompanied by his son, is doing a boring job. Every parent has the same mentality of wanting his son to succeed. He works hard only to provide a better life for his son, so that he can get rid of his embarrassing life when he grows up.
Just like every father's love for his son, his love for Bo Zi is secret and deep. All emotions turn into silent actions, and what is hidden under the surface of few words is the silent love like wind and rain. Sha Pigou, who was obsessed with Bo Zi, bought his dog home when he had money, although it looked expensive and ugly. For the sake of his son's better growth, he will also reluctantly send him to his mother. He is afraid to make a sound into the receiver in the lonely night, and his sadness continues to extend like a spring. This kind of heartache is difficult to solve.
Bozi is smart and cute. He has been hanging around his father's work since he was a child, accustomed to the teasing and teasing of adults around him, accustomed to making excuses for being late for class in different ways, and accustomed to doing homework in various environments. He is like a stone cut by wind and rain. He is determined and tenacious, and he has honed his extraordinary strength since he was a child. His big dream is to earn a lot of money, help his father buy a big house and take him around the world, a smart and lovely child.
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A Lang's personality is very prominent-impulsive and irritable. When he asked his son to live with Bobo, his son refused to cry. At first, he tried to reason with his son, but in the face of his son's growing crying behavior, he completely lost control and drove Bobo out of the house. After Bozai left, he secretly wiped his tears and cried. Some regrets spread around the silent room.
At first, he drove Bobo away by violence under the impulse. With the consequences of this impulse for ten years, Bobo can't be with his mother, so he can only look at things and miss people in front of his previous photos. Sometimes it is not the main reason for crushing a relationship. Some habits that are usually ignored often cause irreparable regret.
In the past ten years, A Lang has not forgotten Bobo, the well-preserved photos in the tin box, the broken bracelets still in the collection, and the name of his son Bobo, who talks about it every day. Everything is a memorial that he doesn't want to give up. When he met Bobo again, the pain that had brought her was vivid in her mind, whether it was wishful thinking or sentimentality, just like the past days were gone forever, and there was an unfathomable trench between feelings. Bobo will not be the little girl who is willing to break up with her family for him. Adults will forgive children for their mistakes, and adults will be responsible for their actions if they do something wrong.
Pain is recalled with beautiful memories. The wind blowing from the fast motorcycle is like the wind of that year, mixed with dark and sultry nights, mixed with sad memories like a rose full of thorns. I feel its fragrance again and again in the exchange of blood and tears. But life is not all memories. When the car stops at an ordinary intersection, the filter of memory collapses and everything returns to reality. Pain is still like the most flashing neon that can't melt at night, and darkness still covers up the reality.
Some mistakes are irreparable; Some pain, destined to bear. "Maybe tomorrow when the sun goes down and the tired birds return, you will be on your way home." The birds flew away in the sky, and the plane left the earth, unwilling to follow that distant footsteps.
Reality is not a movie, it can't stand the ups and downs, and it is full of joy and sadness. Similarly, movies are not reality, and the most taboo is that they have no head or tail. At the end of the movie, Bobo appeared at the racecourse, and his bracelet was shining in the sun. Everything is clear without words. Bracelets are strung together with two people's years, and we walked together on the day when there was a bracelet.
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Long hair that covers half of the face is the most striking symbol of A Lang. The last trace of wandering in youth stubbornly remains, and it exists with the steady and practical contradiction of reality. The alternation between the old and the new was postponed in A Lang's life.
When I was young, my hobby racing left scars on me, while my lover left traces on me. In this fleeting time, I can't catch the passage of time, and my nostalgia seems pale and powerless. The long hair left in the compromise is the only thing that has a good impression.
When he cut off his hair, it was the day when he really put it down. He experienced the most absurd and uninhibited youth and the most mediocre and practical golden decade. I met my former lover and worked hard, but everything is still hard to recover, but his regrets and regrets turn into rolling water, and life needs a new start.
He chose to pick up his beloved racing dreams again. Only ideals and love can do it. Love is dead, and the ideal choice is firmly in his hands. After sending his son to Bobo, he quit his job to make a living, picked up the interrupted racing dreams, and still couldn't forget the thrill of motorcycle galloping after driving a big truck. Some love is hard to give up when it is in the blood.
Before the start of the game, the opponent was still the same, the lover on the sidelines unexpectedly appeared, and the cheerful love and ideal came back to him, and I wondered if this was the motive of life.
In the process of reading, I think A Lang is like a bow ruler. Both of them are little people living at the bottom of society. Both of them are living a chaotic life in a down-to-earth way. They all have fun in the helplessness of life and have the appearance of ordinary people. But they are different. Bow ruler finally realized his little wish and met the person he wanted, but A Lang's happiness was just a brake. The blazing flame of the car explosion swallowed up all the possibilities in the future, and everything became empty.
May every ordinary person like A Lang have years to look back on.