Secondly, for you, "I'm not giving up on myself, but I still want to save myself." So I got up the courage to tell my father that I was going to see a psychiatrist. "Praise your courage! You know, many people avoid and deny their own problems, but you choose to face them positively.
Here, what can be told to the landlord is that psychologists and counselors are different. Psychologists are doctors who prescribe drugs in hospitals. They are aimed at diseases, such as major depression, moderate schizophrenia, anxiety and so on. Prescribing drugs can only relieve symptoms, but can't solve the fundamental problem. Because drugs can only solve physical problems, but not psychological problems.
In the case of the landlord, you need to find a psychological counselor to solve your problem through face-to-face consultation with you. As ordinary people, many people don't know the two.
Now tell the landlord the difference between the two. I hope you can find a psychological counselor who matches you. Regular psychological counselors must have the professional qualification certificate of psychological counselors issued by the Ministry of Labor and Social Security (now called Ministry of Human Resources and Social Security).