Sister Xing said: "Many people who can make achievements in their own fields have done many different things before deciding the direction that suits them best."
I quite agree with this sentence. Frankly speaking, I am the kind of person who likes everything and doesn't like anything for a long time.
The moment I turned on the computer, an idea hit a fragile nerve. Slowly back to the dormitory, shoulder bag filled with just finished the paper. The study room is full of many students, who, like me, keep brushing questions, turning over books, turning on their mobile phones and so on. Then, the day ended like this.
Half a year ago, the class group released the application information of psychological counselors. In the specialized courses in universities, our major once taught a course called social psychology. The teacher is very stylish and the classroom atmosphere is particularly active. I listen carefully in every class, which is really a pleasant learning experience. After class, I also took time to go to the library to borrow books on psychology and sociology, and I was attracted by those jumping theories for the first time.
Of course, that time I signed up with my classmates according to my own interests. I am full of expectations for that learning experience. It didn't take long for the organization's information to reach me. Three thick books, the thickness of each one has subverted my reading limit. They are lying on my desk, glowing. I am also confident that they will all be in my pocket.
It took me a month to read all the contents casually. Those dense theories, charts that look particularly complicated, and psychologists who can't even recognize their own surnames and names are barely filled in my mind. Time flies, and the day of the exam is coming. I do this problem over and over again, over and over again. After reading each chapter, I began to think about how much theoretical knowledge I had learned before. As it turns out, there are not many of them left. I tried my best to remember, and the things that happened in my memory slipped away quickly if I was not careful.
To tell the truth, psychology is not as interesting as I thought, although the theory and courses are great.
Sometimes, the so-called idealism will be disillusioned after you really try something that you think you are particularly interested in.
I began to understand that life may be a process of trial and error. At the end of the exam, my grades were just right, not particularly outstanding, and I did not live up to my efforts.
The new semester began, and a group of students began to apply for psychological counselors and various qualification examinations. The study room is still full of countless candidates, and there are still many people rushing by on the sidewalk. I stopped to think that among them, there must be a group of applicants who follow the crowd, a group with dreams and a group of "doing good deeds, the future of Mo Wen".
The so-called three-minute fever is actually because behind doing anything glamorous, you will experience some difficulties, which is unspeakable persistence and pain.
1
In the primary school text, Mr. Lu Xun carved the word "early" on the desk. When I was in the third year of high school, I also posted a note on my desk, which read eight words, "But only by doing good deeds can there be a future for Mo Wen." The handwriting is so big that the teacher can tell when he walks by my desk. He saw it and just smiled at me.
At that time, I thought the college entrance examination was a thousand-person competition. I will never be the one who stands at the top and gets the attention of the public. Instead of worrying about it, it is better to just do what you are doing and ignore the uncertain results.
2
My sophomore summer vacation is particularly long. I often stay at home and watch movies all day. In those days of watching movies, I became interested in the knowledge behind movies again. I quickly bought some related books.
My twentieth birthday happened to be spent in Xi 'an. I don't want anything, so my family and friends follow my interest and send me books about movies. I ate three big books crazily, and the unfinished books were brought to school at the beginning of school. At school, I don't have much time to watch movies. So, naturally, I put my interest in movies in the corner again.
three
Freshman, choose a double degree, I still choose Japanese that I haven't touched according to my interest. Seeing so many people learning Japanese so well and speaking Japanese so fluently, I was burned again.
I actively participated in the class and thought: This foreign language teacher is really nice and interesting. I began to follow his rhythm, learning pronunciation and writing, and began to learn step by step from the most basic knowledge. I didn't try my best to learn the deformed part of grammar, which made it a bit difficult to understand later.
Now that I think about it, maybe that's when I lost some enthusiasm. The forward momentum is very strong and the stamina is insufficient.
four
Some time the year before last, my friend found a very interesting musical instrument. He took me to an activity and enthusiastically taught me how to play. Once again, I became interested in this and began to learn fingering. As a person who has never been exposed to music, I just want to go on the road of music.
I took my musical instrument home. The train was crowded and I didn't put it down. During the winter vacation, I made up my mind to have fun. Seeing the notes I can't understand, I began to be confused again. The pop-up effect was poor, so I began to put it down slowly. I said to myself in my heart: maybe I really don't have this talent. As a result, it is conceivable that the instrument has been quietly placed under my desk for several months.
five
I can't remember how many similar things I have done.
My interest didn't really pay off for me. I didn't ask for interest, just for fun. I cherish every opportunity to keep trying new things, and I haven't stopped until now. I am never in a hurry. I have to find something at some point that I can fight for all my life.
I'm sure there must be people like me who put aside their original interests and pursue more unknowns. We are not half-hearted, we have been on the road.
We also know that if we want to achieve something, we must make efforts in this field, even a hundredfold effort. It is an unreasonable idea to want to be a great person, but you can't stand suffering and give up halfway.
Indeed, we have been throwing things, which seems to have wasted a lot of good time. In fact, it is precisely because of this that we have learned how to choose what suits us.
I am the kind of person who likes everything and doesn't like it for long.