In the last few days, we insisted on going to the hospital to take care of Xiaoyu's father. Xiaoyu is in Lacrimosa every day, in a trance.
Shen Hao hugged Xiaoyu tightly and didn't leave her. When Xiaoyu cried, he also cried. Xiaoyu fell asleep in Shen Hao's arms.
The next day, Shen Hao disappeared.
On the last day of the deadline, Shen Hao suddenly appeared. Instead of going to the hospital, he found me.
He looks very dignified. I haven't seen him for a few days, and I feel that he is obviously old.
He handed me a bag: "This is 300,000."
I took the bag and opened it. It's full of RMB, a total of 300 thousand
I was extremely surprised: "Where did this money come from?"
He said, "I borrowed it."
I was extremely surprised: "Great! Give it a light rain! "
"Qian Qian, can you give it to her for me?"
"Why don't you give it to her yourself?"
He said, "I can't see her again!" " "
I was at a loss: "Why?"
He said, "Because I want to study abroad."
"What did you say?"
In just a few days, this dramatic change seems like a fantasy. Shen Hao, a child from the countryside, has no hukou, no connections or even a stable job. At this time, he brought 300,000 yuan and told me that he was going to study abroad.
"How did this money come from? How can I tell Xiaoyu? "
"Just say it's a school collective fundraising."
I asked, "Where is Xiaoyu?"
"The most important thing now is to save Xiaoyu's father."
I snapped, "How can you leave Xiaoyu at this time!"
He lowered his head: "I want to go with Zhang Wanyi."
I froze.
After graduation, Zhang Wanyi kept in touch with his high school classmates. Everyone knows that she has never given up on Shen Hao.
I asked him, "Shen Hao, what happened?"
……
"Zhang Wanyi, can you lend me some money? I will definitely pay you back. "
"How much is it?"
"Three hundred thousand."
"So much? What is it for? "
"Xiaoyu's father is seriously ill and needs surgery urgently."
"In your case, how can you pay me back?"
"I have hands and feet, I can work and I can earn money."
"Shen Hao, have you ever thought that Xiaoyu's current situation will drag you down for a lifetime?"
"... I ... I don't care that much. "
"What's next? As a man, what do you take to marry her? "
"I can't help it. That's her father, her only relative! "
"Shen Hao, I admit that I appreciate your talent, but this should not be your life. I want to study abroad. Would you like to go with me? Let's go for further study, broaden our horizons and head for a better future, shall we? Your life will be infinite, and you will earn more than 300 thousand. "
"The most important thing now is to save people. I beg you, I will be a cow and pay you back all my life. "
"Three hundred thousand is not a small number. No one will lend it to irrelevant people at will, unless it is my fiance. "
……
I felt very heavy, so I gave the money to Xiaoyu and told her that the money was collected by the school.
6.
300,000 yuan from the sky brought Xiaoyu back to the world from the desperate purgatory. Surprised, she rushed to the doctor's office with the money, wiped her tears and shouted, "Shen Hao! Shen Hao! My dad has been saved and the school has raised money! "
Several of our classmates are busy, and Xiaoyu's nerves are always very nervous. She accompanied her father to the door of the operating room, and she had no time to ask Shen Hao where to go.
The operation went well. That night, Xiaoyu stayed in the ward and fell asleep because of several days' fatigue and mental burden.
I was about to go home when I saw Shen Hao in the corridor.
He stood at a distance on the stairs without taking a step forward.
In the night, I vaguely saw his face full of tears, tears flowing downwards.
Suddenly, he knelt down in the direction of the ward!
It is said that men have gold under their knees, and men's tears don't flick. These two precious things were abandoned by Xiaoyu.
I can't understand his mood at that time, let alone what kind of inner struggle he experienced. Is he trying to save Xiaoyu's father or for his future? Did he come to confess or to say goodbye?
That kneeling is like bidding farewell to our youth.
He knelt like this all night. I can't watch it anymore. I don't know how long he has been kneeling.
Xiaoyu's father was saved, but Shen Hao left and disappeared from our world.
Xiaoyu called him, went to school to find him and asked his roommate and all his friends, but everyone kept the truth from her.
Xiaoyu finally found me.
She asked me, "Qian Qian, if you still regard me as a friend, please tell me where Shen Hao has gone." Why didn't he see me? "
I said, "Xiaoyu, I don't know how to tell you that Shen Hao has gone abroad."
"How is that possible? I know his family best. He has no money to go abroad at all. "
I said, "Xiaoyu, forget about Shen Hao."
Xiaoyu burst into tears: "Forgot? What are these years? What the hell is going on here? Qian Qian, I beg you to tell me that you have everything. I only have Shen Hao and only him. "
Finally, I faltered and said, "Shen Hao went with Zhang Wanyi."
Xiaoyu froze. She couldn't believe her ears. That simple and kind Shen Hao, that Shen Hao whom she loved wholeheartedly, ran away with the rich girl when she needed him most, and abandoned her mercilessly.
Only heard a "wow", Xiaoyu collapsed to the ground and burst into tears.
Xiaoyu at that time was distressing. She is like a stray deer, stumbling and frightened, as if she were on a lonely cliff and abandoned by the whole world.
Later, Xiaoyu never attended the class reunion again. We went to her school to find her, and the students said she dropped out of school.
After graduation, the students all went their separate ways. I got a job in the crew and haven't seen Xiaoyu for a year.
One day, I came to the school gate and saw a light rain.
I can't believe my eyes. I saw Xiaoyu pushing a tricycle and setting up a stall at the school gate to sell some old clothes.
It was winter, the wind was biting, the water on the ground was frozen, and my ears and hands were numb with cold.
Xiaoyu stood at the intersection, shaking all over. She kept her head down, and the cold wind blew her long hair and covered her face.
I hesitated for a long time. In this case, should I go and say hello to her?
Xiaoyu's father is the only source of income in the family. After the operation, he lost his ability to work, and the burden of life fell on her.
Suddenly, several chengguan came, and the vendors at the school gate quickly closed the stalls and the cart ran away.
Xiaoyu is extremely nervous. If caught by the urban management, she will be fined and her car and goods will be detained. This is undoubtedly a disaster for her.
She is a little girl, thin and slow. When pedaling, because the ice on the ground was too slippery, the car accidentally fell on the ice with people.
I have no choice. I hurried to help her.
She was surprised and turned to look at me. Her face was red with cold, and her face was still clear, but she could never see that peaceful smile again.
"Xiaoyu, I'm Qian Qian. Let me help you. "
Xiaoyu suddenly shouted at me, "Don't come here! Let me stand up by myself! I can stand up by myself! "
She endured the pain, got up slowly and lifted the car again.
I have tears in my eyes: "Xiaoyu, let us know if you have any difficulties. Life is hard, so we all need friends. Even if it is cold, we can hold a group to keep warm. "
Xiaoyu said, "Cold weather is nothing, but cold heart is really cold. At that time, Shen Hao was around, and no matter how cold it was, his heart was warm. But I never imagined that he had eloped with Zhang Wanyi. This may be the truth of life. "
She got on the bus and said goodbye to me.
I couldn't help it: "Actually, Shen Hao is ..."
Xiaoyu held the brake and didn't look back, waiting for my words.
I finally held back and said nothing.
Before leaving, she turned to me and said, "Thank you, Qian Qian!" " "
7.
A few days later, in the wedding planning of The Bride's Diary, I finally saw Xiaoyu again.
When the old classmates met again, we all lost our youth. For a while, we were very excited.
At this time, Xiaoyu is dignified and beautiful, and her appearance is still handsome, but her eyes seem to be full of life's tempering.
Xiaoyu's fiance is Liu, ten years older than her, and she is a middle-aged uncle. I can see that Liu loves Xiaoyu very much. No matter what Xiaoyu asked for the wedding, Liu agreed.
Xiaoyu told me that she has been doing business all these years and was the first to set up a stall to sell second-hand goods. Later, her business improved a little and she had her own physical store. Later, she opened an online shop and sold it all over the country.
Liu is the owner of a factory and Xiaoyu is his distributor. At first, their relationship was just business. Later, as we got to know each other better, we chatted with each other.
One day, Liu and Xiaoyu said, "Xiaoyu, you are the strongest and best woman I have ever seen." I don't know if I have this blessing. " Let me take care of you, I am willing to be your forever dependence, all my life! "
We talked and laughed for hours, all about the wedding, without a digression.
Send them away, pick up the car in Liu Qu parking lot, and Xiaoyu and I will wait at the intersection.
I said, "Xiaoyu, you have had a good life these years. I'm so happy for you! " "
Xiaoyu said: "We always thought that everything was eternal, so we paid special attention to the results. But later, I found that time is magical, and it can make everything a thing of the past. Happiness, pain, suffering, happiness, all experiences are ultimately just memories. Therefore, whatever life gives me, I accept it gladly. With a good attitude, everything will get better, and we can live in the present seriously and live up to the beauty of the past. "
"Jade, there is one thing, deceive you for a long time, now I want to tell you.
"What is it?"
"The 300,000 that year was brought by Shen Hao."
I thought Xiaoyu would be surprised. Unexpectedly, her reaction was calm. I saw tears in her eyes, full of affection. She smiled: "In fact, I have long guessed ..."
She looked at the sky, looked at the distance, as if staring at a distant country. Spring breeze blows, everything recovers, snow melts, geese return, flowers don't fall, people are not old, sunshine is everywhere, and flowers bloom.