He hates evil and kills his father with his own hands
He is insidious and cunning, guarding emotions
He burns himself and warms his lover
He , has a deep calmness that belies his age. His hands are stained with blood, but it seems that it is not for himself.
He is a non-mainstream marginalized person. He is a body of contradictions, walking alone in the dark night.
He is Kirihara Ryoji. Let’s listen to Kirihara Ryoji’s story.
It seems that Kirihara Ryoji has a happy family. His father is a pawnshop owner and his mother is a full-time housewife. The family is well off and both parents are healthy.
The reality is that Ryoji is particularly unfortunate. He grew up in an abnormal and pathological family.
His father was a pedophile. Ryoji witnessed his father humiliating his best female classmate in a dilapidated building. The unbearable scene completely changed Ryoji's life.
In that scene, in Ryoji's heart, his father was an ugly beast, without humanity. Ryoji's heart was dominated by sadness and hatred.
He stabbed his father's chest deeply with the scissors. The father couldn't bear it, but he was his father, and this injury became a wound and a shackle in Liangji's heart. This injury made him sink and depressed forever, unable to walk freely in the sun.
My father was miserable, and my mother was not much better either. Not only did she commit adultery with the pawnshop clerk, she also had no sense of responsibility. She was busy with the business of the cafe, busy with the drunk customers, she had never cooked breakfast for her son, and she always ordered takeout for dinner. Even if Liang Si stayed up all night, she would not take it to heart.
After graduating from high school, Ryoji left this home that lacked love and warmth forever and never showed up again.
When Ryoji was in middle school, he walked in the gray area of ??life. He introduced his classmates Sonomura Arihiko and Murashita to some lonely and bored middle-aged women, chatting with them for their entertainment, and Ryoji took a commission from them.
Occasionally when there are not enough people to chat with, he will go into battle himself. Obviously, Ryoji Kirihara at this time was the pimp Ka Ya, a depraved middle school student with bad conduct and bad behavior. However, he hid himself very well, and neither the police nor the school gave him any trouble.
A middle-aged woman died unexpectedly after many negotiations with Tomohiko Sonomura. In order to help Tomohiko Sonomura escape punishment, he arranged for the deceased to have semen that was different from Tomohiko's, thus influencing the police. judgment.
Kirihara Ryoji's calmness, scheming, and foresight are ten times or a hundred times better than those of his peers, which is astonishing.
Ryoji is still a very scheming person. He tried his best to help Tomohiko because he found that Tomohiko was a computer genius, so he helped him.
Tomohiko later became his most effective assistant and partner. First give kindness and then use it. Ryoji is a shrewd person who understands the ways of the world.
Namijiang, who worked together, was no longer of use. Ryoji killed her in a hotel and blamed her for the theft of bank cards. This is the second life in Kirihara Ryoji's hands.
Matsuura, a former employee of Kirihara Ryoji's family, found him and collaborated with him on the "Mario" game. Kirihara made pirated copies and Matsuura sold them for profit.
Matsuura seemed to have some awareness of Kirihara's patricide, and used this as a threat to cooperate with Ryoji. Later, piracy was investigated, and the police were able to find Ryoji through these clues. Ryoji decisively killed Ryoji at the first time. Matsuura. This is the third life in his hands.
To tell a lie, you have to use ten lies to cover up that lie. If you do something unreasonable, you have to do more to cover up that thing. How many people are drifting in this whirlpool and cannot control themselves!
Designed to meet Noriko, live together, gain trust, and then use the convenience of her job in the pharmacy to obtain chemicals, kill detective Imae, and dump her body in the wild. Ryoji has only one purpose, to protect Yukiho and protect her. His lover. His eyes were full of darkness except for Xuesui. A fourth innocent man perished.
The image of Ryoji Kirihara, a young man with gloomy eyes, cold temperament, taciturnity, stiff expression, and lingering hostility on his body, is vivid on the page, making people shudder. He is thoughtful and ruthless. It’s also breathtaking.
He is like a black ghost, wandering in the dark night, sinking and falling, never showing his true face.
Let’s take a look at Kirihara Ryoji’s crimes:
He killed his own father because he saw his father being a beast to his best classmate;
Injuring Fujimura , because she damaged Yukiho's reputation;
Intimidating Kikuchi, because he has photos, which can completely defeat the proof of Ryoji's alibi when Yosuke Yosuke was killed;
Harm Eryko, Because Yukiho is jealous of Riko E and Kazunari Shinozuka who are in love;
Slaughter credit cards, sell pirated games, rewrite Takamiya Makoto’s patented products, etc., because both he and Yukiho need a lot of money. Xuesui's stock trading and opening of a chain of clothing stores all came from the two men's joint crime.
Kill Namijiang, use Namijiang to withdraw money, and then kill him in the hotel.
Kill Matsuura;
Kill Imae;
Kill Yukiho's adoptive mother.
It seems to be a reincarnation, starting from the killing of a relative, and then starting from the killing of another relative. Their sins move from calmness to madness, from hiding to being gradually exposed.
It seems that all these heinous crimes at the hands of Kirihara Ryoji were actually caused by Yukiho. Either to protect her, or to fulfill her wish to become an elegant and exquisite beauty with money and status.
Apart from mutually beneficial cooperation, do Kirihara Ryoji and Yukiho have love?
If there is, Ryoji is living with those women who buy sex, and he also lives with Noriko, has sex, and lives together. Yukiho also fell in love with, married, and divorced Takamiya Makoto, and then got married to Shinozuka Yasharu.
If not, no, there must be.
The book doesn’t mention much about Ryoji and Yukiho’s open dealings, but in private, they must be in close contact.
The paper-cutting that Ryoji gave Tomohiko: a pattern of a boy and a girl holding hands. The boy is wearing a hat and the girl has a big bow on her head.
This seems to be a portrait of young Ryoji and Yukiho, beautiful and intimate. Ryoji has always thought about it and treasured this feeling.
In the book, an inner monologue of Yuki Sui is her best interpretation of Ryoji’s feelings.
She said: There is no sun in my sky. It is always dark, but it is not dark because something replaces the sun. It's not as bright as the sun, but it's enough for me. With this light, I can treat the night as day. This fully demonstrates Yukiho's incomparable dependence and trust on Ryoji.
Therefore, Ryoji and Yukiho must be lovers. However, Xuesui treats this relationship more indifferently, while Ryoji has been silently supporting Xuesui behind her, silently dedicating herself, silently fulfilling all her wishes, regardless of right or wrong, no matter how much it costs, burning herself and shining a light on Xuesui. life.
Why does Ryoji have such unprincipled and reckless feelings for Yukiho? I think besides admiration, he also has a desire to atone for his sins.
He saw with his own eyes the young Xuesui being raped by his father, and he was so impulsive that he killed his own father.
It was his father who hurt Xuexi, a kind of mentality that the father's debt must be repaid by the son. Ryoji wanted to atone for his sins from Xuexi, give her everything she wanted, and do everything she wanted to do for her, even if He will not hesitate to commit heinous crimes.
Ryoji jumped into the abyss of sin and could not turn back because he hated his father's beast-like behavior. He hated evil so much that he killed his own father with his own hands. What's sad is that he actually turned into a person like his father step by step, even worse.
He eventually became the kind of person he hated and hated the most. He hated people like his father, but he eventually became that person.
Nietzsche said that those who fight the devil should be careful not to become the devil. When you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes into you. And how can people who are deep in the abyss be alone?
Ryoji spent his short life crawling and wandering in the dark ventilation ducts without seeing light or daylight. He committed suicide to protect Yukiho. Some people sympathized with him, some hated him, some admired him and some despised him. .
After I finished writing Ryoji, I felt a trace of pity, regret and sadness...