Mr. Ji Xianlin has been gone for more than a month, and I finished reading his prose collection "With Permanent Regret" for the first time (I think, because his subject matter is too professional, I guess I can only read this kind of prose collection to satisfy "I have read his books!" My vanity or awe), I will leave some of my reading notes and feelings here, which is not only a tribute to Ji Lao, but also a kind of training for myself.
I have always believed that the best way to remember is to forge yourself, and catching up is the best way to remember.
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"Some time ago, when I first heard the term fuzzy mathematics, I said a few strange words: mathematics needs clarity and accuracy more than any science. How can there be fuzzy mathematics? Later, I added some introductory articles and gradually understood the content of fuzzy mathematics. Contrary to what I thought before, I think fuzzy mathematics is really a great discovery. In human society, in daily life, in social science and natural science, there are a lot of vague things. In any case, it is impossible to confirm the ambiguity of these things. Acknowledging this fact is beneficial to academic research and policy making.
What about in nature? There are more vague things in nature. Even the aesthetic concept is no exception. There are many things, and in many cases, vague things are better. Isn't it interesting to see the scenery under the moon and the flowers in the fog? Here, the viewer has more freedom, let his fantasy have wings, be fascinated by the land with nothing, and indulge in his fantasy: whatever you think it looks like, it immediately becomes what it looks like, which is much better than those plain and absolutely plain things, which do not exist in nature. "
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I don't know the history of fuzzy mathematics, and I don't know if there are any China scholars with special NB among fuzzy mathematicians. But I think, if we measure the ranking of "which country has better fuzzy mathematics potential or fuzzy mathematics application ability" like the average height, weight and GDP of PK countries, China estimates that it will throw all its opponents out for half a century like the all-star voting in western Yao Ming. Face, relationship, human feelings, ethics, work, family, and dealing with people, "everything must be measured" ... With Ji Lao's words, I suddenly understood that the original set of moderation, Tao and Tao is actually a philosophical and sociological version of fuzzy mathematics.
It sounds like I'm unhappy with China, but it's not. I am just a "fuzzy mathematician"-although this is the first time I have given myself this name-when playing StarCraft crazily, I often can't remember the data of some arms, and I often "almost" when organizing tactics. In response, when playing various games, Wo Chengqi always reveals various details like knowing his brother's height and weight. I might as well sigh, but he said that his evaluation of me was "although you don't know anything, you can always make a very accurate assessment of the situation." I don't know whether he praised me as perfunctory comfort or telling the truth, but I think it's accurate.
What I want to say is that, as Ji Lao said, the primary significance of fuzzy mathematics is to express our recognition of fuzzy phenomena-in my opinion, it can also be said to be respect. We China people don't need to sell ourselves short or criticize blindly. Admitting our own vagueness, using it, and even enjoying it may be a better angle, even our future path. Just like the "chaos theory" in the field of mathematics, isn't it to slowly explore the laws in fuzzy or even unorganized systems, and then organically summarize many random systems with no logic between them and apply them?
I also said the material and theory directly, but in terms of feelings, life and aesthetics, Ji Lao well explained the "retreat" in our China people's thinking, the so-called landscape plot, which is exactly the case. Of course, the one-track model of foreigners has considerable advantages. For example, when people find fuzziness, they will make a track study of fuzziness, and then under the influence of illusion, misunderstanding, experimental equipment, responsibility, personnel struggle and other factors, they will distinguish which is true fuzziness and which is false fuzziness. Then people continue to study and get the best way to use fuzziness.
In fact, just like Super Mary or equestrian events, we always have to cross countless gullies and face countless passages that may eat us. As long as you're not dead, as long as you can move on, it's nothing. Moreover, it is because of ambiguity that we can enter a new world and then go through customs. )
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I mentioned the word "aging society" above. I understand this concept and I agree with some measures. I am in favor of the rejuvenation of any cadres and teachers. However, I am very disgusted with the newspaper's daily clamour for an "aging society". It seems that people over the age of 60 have become a burden to society and a stumbling block to social progress. I feel a little alarmist and don't know what the intention is. I am an old man myself, and I have observed many other old people. Some of them are idle, some are lying in the hospital, some are holding birdcages and fishing rods every day, and so on. But this is only a minority, not the whole of the elderly. There are still many old people who have reached the end of their lives, and their time is approaching. They are moving towards a hundred years old or even a tea life, but they are still diligent in keeping their homes, burning incense and living in poverty. Are these people also a burden to society? I don't necessarily agree with the sentence "Ginger is still old and spicy". Young people are full of vigor and vitality, which is our hope for the future. It is absolutely necessary to get them on the road. But for the elderly, there is no need to talk about it every day and say, "You are old! You're dying! Can't blame the aging society! " What's the use of doing this? With the improvement of life, people's average life expectancy will increase, and the proportion of the elderly will increase in the future. Even if you think it is a bad thing, you can't change it. ..... Some of us are always worried about an aging society. Can we dedicate ourselves to all people over 60? The aging of copper population is not the same thing. People are worried about population explosion, which can be stopped by family planning. Aging is a natural trend and cannot be stopped. Since we can't stop it, there's no need to scare it. It's no use.
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(Every time, we can always hear similar declarations or anger from younger people, such as "Why should I be like you, why should we listen to you, and why can't you tolerate our differences"-this is also the central idea and theme of most American youth dramas.
When I saw the 80-year-old Ji Lao write the above argument, I was very moved. First of all, I think the question "Why can't diversity" is well put, and it should not always be from bottom to top, just like water flows downwards, but it still needs the feedback and balance of atmospheric water vapor. Second, this passage is innovative. As early as 199 1, Ji Lao actually used the young people's way of speaking, or the declarations of countless young people in the future were actually left over by Ji Lao, 80-year-old Ji Lao or even older people. Well, life and history are always full of irony and humor. Third, this passage is very cute, just like a child who loses his temper when he finds that his cousin has taken more candy, but it is also a manifestation of skill. Just as a good fairy tale is a treasure house of human beings, it is actually more powerful to explain things in a child's way. Someone once asked, what is the greatest love in the world? The answer is mom! Maternal love is great, maternal love is selfless and maternal love is noble! Who in the world doesn't know this? However, as children, have we ever thanked our mother? Ji Xianlin's "Remembering Mother" gave me great feelings.
This paper introduces the author's "equally high respect and heartfelt admiration" for the two mothers in the form of memories-1 is the biological mother and1is the mother of the motherland, which fully expresses the author's eternal memory of her biological mother and her unchanging love for her motherland.
Compared with Ji Xianlin, my love for my mother is 1 cup of "mineral water", and Ji Xianlin is like a vast sea to my mother. My love for the motherland is like a "seedling", and Ji Xianlin is as tall as a "century-old tree" and has deep feelings for the motherland.
How happy I am! Growing up, I never knew what it was like to leave my motherland. At school, I am loved and educated by teachers and cared and helped by my classmates. At home, I am cared and caressed by my parents. All this is due to my motherland!
Zhou Enlai has a good saying: We love our nation, which is the source of our confidence. I think Ji Xianlin is such a person. I will never forget his noble character of loving the motherland.
We should cherish our happy time, learn our skills from childhood, and build our motherland more prosperous and strong when we grow up!
After reading this article, I feel I must learn from Ji Xianlin. I sometimes lose my temper with my mother; Sometimes I refuse to do housework and study harder. But he lost his mother when he was a child, and he was not taken care of by his mother, but he was not affected at all. Instead, he loved and missed his mother more, studied harder, got a doctorate and went to Germany to study. When he was in G? ttingen, he did not forget his mother. In the article "Forever Regret", he said: "The biggest regret in my life is that I failed to honor my mother." Such a great scholar has achieved so much, but he finally regrets that someone once asked, what is the greatest love in the world? The answer is mom! Maternal love is great, maternal love is selfless and maternal love is noble! Who in the world doesn't know this? However, as children, have we ever thanked our mother? Ji Xianlin's "Remembering Mother" gave me great feelings. 、
I miss my mother very much after reading it. "I only stayed with my mother until I was 6 years old. After that, I went home to attend two funerals and stayed for a short time. Looking back now, even my mother's face is blurred and there is no clear outline. What is particularly difficult for me to understand and understand is that I can't recall my mother's smile anyway. It seems that she has never laughed in her life. Her family is poor and her son is far away. She suffered a lot. When did she laugh? Once when I came home, I heard Aunt Ning across the street tell me, "Your mother always said that if I knew, I would send him out and never come back, and I would never let him go! "How much bitterness and sadness is contained in a simple sentence! I don't know how many days and nights the mother looked at the distance and looked forward to her son's return! However, the son never came back until his mother died.
For this situation, I was confused at first and didn't understand it deeply. In high school, a few years older, I gradually understood. But because I depend on others, the economy can't be independent, and I have empty ambitions, but I can't realize them. I secretly made up my mind and vowed to marry my mother as soon as I graduated from college and found a job. However, before I graduated from college, my mother left me forever. The ancients said: "The tree wants to be quiet, but the wind will not stop. My son wants to raise and doesn't want to kiss. " This sentence should be counted on me. I can't bear to imagine my mother's dying thoughts for her beloved son. When I think about it, my heart will crack and tears will fill my eyes. When I rushed back to Jinan from Beiping and Qingping from Jinan to attend the funeral, I saw my mother's coffin and humble house. I really want to hit a coffin and go underground with my mother. I regret it. I really regret it. I shouldn't have left my mother. No matter what fame, status, happiness and honor in the world can compare with being with my mother.
This is my eternal regret. "
"Give permanent regret", such as crying. This is an ordinary life menu. Mr. Ji's life lament in his octogenarian years is the catharsis of Mr. Ji's soul, which deserves our deep thought. The greatness of a mother lies in maternal love, and the greatness of maternal love lies in selflessness. A mother can give up everything, endure everything and act as everything for her children. So, how should children repay their mothers? After reading this article, my deepest feeling is that we should make up this life lesson while our mother is still alive. Don't let our neglect and negligence lead to human tragedy, and time waits for no one! As Mr. Ji Lao said, what fame, status and happiness are nothing compared with the great mother! Yes, life is very important to each of us, but compared with great maternal love and mother's selflessness, it is nothing at all. Mr. Ji's feelings are unforgettable! Permanent regret is actually endless love. We may not have Mr. Ji's regrets. I hope each of us will not be like Mr. Ji. Even if I regret it all my life, I can't remember the life of the mother who is eager to see. I wish I could not go underground with my mother after her death and write something about "permanent regret". I hope we all have a clear mind and don't have such permanent regrets. Let's understand and care for our mother! Great maternal love is an eternal lamp.