Hello. First of all, I am not from Henan. But I believe that in the mind of a person who persists in struggle, his place of origin is not a problem, and the starting point of knowledge and the richness of his income are also not a problem.
I can tell you about the personal experience of an international aromatherapist. She did not have a family background worth showing off. For a long period of time, her life was very difficult and her mental pressure was quite high. However, when she came into contact with After studying aromatherapy, I was determined to continue working in this field, and began to work hard to accumulate tuition fees to participate in international aromatherapy courses. After several years of hard work, I finally earned enough money from a very meager income. funds to participate in formal studies. The learning process is quite arduous. In this process, the only thing that can support her persistence is that belief. Inspired by this belief, her relatives and friends gradually accepted her courage and sincerity, and were gradually willing to be an indispensable treatment case for her in the learning process. There are also more kind-hearted people who have provided academic help and guidance. In the end, she passed the final assessment with excellent results, was recognized by another naturopathic organization, and started the next stage of further study.
This case is actually very cliché. Compared with many other wonderful stories, there are no spectacular ups and downs, but this may illustrate a truth. As long as you persist, as long as you have the spirit of tolerance and patience, only sincerity If you seek help from others, slowly, the world will become less harsh in your eyes. On the contrary, it will become more and more worthy of gratitude and more and more worthy of experiencing with your heart. This may be the true essence of aromatherapy.
As you said yourself, a person's biggest enemy is himself. As long as the negative emotions from his heart are defeated, a bright road will naturally appear at his feet. Believe that you have such ability. In fact, there is really no problem. effort.
This is not an answer, I just hope it can be helpful to you.