Thinking about what the boss said, you can try a new synthetic route again, but thinking about it may not necessarily lead to results. There are still many conditions that need the help of others to achieve, and you don't want to bother others. So my whole body was delayed and spread wantonly in such an emotion. At that time, I comforted myself that procrastination was not necessarily a bad thing, and posting an article in a region would not change my fate too much.
So, my life at that time was to sleep in the morning and wake up naturally. I habitually thought about the next experimental plan arranged by my boss, then planned my thesis, then turned on my mobile phone to watch the variety show at that time, went downstairs to eat a bowl of noodles at noon, and then went back to a daze and felt guilty. I just casually looked through the materials of the patent agent qualification examination and pretended to plan a path for myself, even though I didn't even sign up. I stayed up until midnight, went downstairs to eat mala Tang, watched Sichuan Satellite TV for two days and one night, and waited for the night to deepen. Then after graduation, the fear of being unemployed and sleeping on the street began to spread in my mind, torturing myself and unable to sleep.
So, I hypnotized myself with Breaking Bad. Every episode of Lao Bai's desperate eyes made my heart ache, but I thought that I would never fall to that point again and fell asleep. Day after day, I watched almost all the serials and variety shows I could watch during that time. By the way, I watched Walden, which I have never seen before. I found that I would read a chapter on Advanced Organic Synthesis every night, and then immediately read a chapter on Walden Lake, so that I could finish the two books I had suffered before.
Although I am in the third year of research, it is meaningless for me to better understand higher organic synthesis, but it has become the only way for me to pass the time, because at that time, I was so poor that I didn't even buy a landlord for 60 yuan a month, so I had to keep this 60 yuan to buy noodles.
Later, the recruitment season slowly began to come. I get up every morning to go to the job fair, and then I try my best to vote for them all, thus forming such a cycle. I sat down, and then the young HR read my resume, first criticized my undergraduate diploma of South China University of Technology, and then exposed my impetuous nature of not doing practical things before opening his mouth, and then said that you think our company is very good, but you look very poor. Don't go, do you want 4 thousand a month? It's already high. I waved and said, leave it to your son in the future!
As usual, I went back and bought a mala Tang. In the village in the city I rented, there was a young man with a braid. He moved beer. Every night, he and I go there to eat mala Tang at the same time. Every time he sat in front of me, he stopped eating and didn't look up until he finished eating. Suddenly, I feel that this ten-dollar bowl of mala Tang is a valuable Kobe beef meal.
Until one day, when he was eating, there was a funny variety show on the TV in front of him. He looked up and saw it. At this moment, a big black butterfly hovering over his head was suddenly hit by an electric fan on the wall and landed in his bowl. When he bowed his head to eat again, he saw this scene. Then he paused, threw chopsticks into the bowl, got up and left. He has never been here again. Maybe he fell in love with casserole porridge? Who knows, maybe a fly was found in the casserole porridge one day, or he came back? Everything is unknowable.
1 1 One day at the beginning of the month, a foreign company I applied for online actually asked me to go to the headquarters for an interview. As usual, I went there and prepared to be criticized again. Before the group meeting, I found a group of masters who just got off the plane and chatted with the interviewer about British culture with relish. The interviewer asked me, which county in England are you in? I said, I'm in the Cayman Islands. That is the most profound irony to my alma mater.
On the way back to Chengcun, a friend called and said, can I have an MRI? I said yes, he said, come to me, help me score a few points, and then solve a few points! Bored, I went to my buddy's school, helped him type 20 hydrogen spectra and wrote some analysis reports. Then his boss gave me 1000 yuan, saying that I could go to his place every month if I had no work to do in the future. At that moment, I suddenly felt a bit like the famous Sanhe Great God!
So, when I went back to my residence, I had money to pay the internet fee, and I continued to watch the last season of Breaking Bad. It was nothing cute to see Lao Bai living in the mountains with useless money. The next day, that friend asked me to go to their group to take care of the eldest brother's nephew. He was a sophomore and went to do experiments, saying that he was going abroad to save his scientific research background. I made him an asymmetric catalysis, a vacuum distillation, handed him a small column by the way, and took 500 yuan when he left. In the evening, I added two fish eggs to Mala Tang. Great
At that time, I watched the last swan song of Lao Bai, and also finished my thesis, ready to graduate. It suddenly dawned on me that the so-called good jobs are just hardcover wage earners, no different from factory workers. They all want to earn some money, and then do something they want to do after dinner. Fortunately, they can save some money to buy a house. Unfortunately, they may have spent their whole lives not buying a house in Xicheng District on the Second Ring Road.
How many people earn more than 20 thousand a month? When you can't get that position, why bother? Where you belong, you work during the day, sleep at night, and walk there in a few days, just like your goal is to build a wooden house by hand, a few boards a day, and there will be a wooden house in a year. If you don't have an excavator and want to build a skyscraper, you can only throw yourself into the lake.
So, in the days after looking for a job, my mind changed a lot. Apart from all the resumes I can do, I will talk to HR frankly and calmly about what I can do and what I need. When he oppresses me, I have nothing to worry about, just like people who own three houses in the city. They can say that Lao Tzu's monthly rent is more than your salary, and Lao Tzu can quit!
I can say in my heart, ten dollars a day, I am not hungry, so I am not afraid of anything.
Therefore, this wanderer mentality has been with me for so many years. As long as I get the ability I expect every day, there is always a way to walk slowly and let the anxiety I and society give me fly away. Although people who have no long-term worries will have near worries, what can you do besides trying to live a good life today?