Sometimes it's so dark that people tremble, such as walking at night.
Gunxia and goby, Kirihara Ryouji and Karasawa Yukiho, two souls in the dark, snuggled up to each other to keep warm, turned the night into day with a lamp, and walked in the white night.
I've been thinking about the relationship between Tong Yuan and Xuesui. Tong Yuan is a loyal guardian, guarding the most important person in the world. His world has only snow ears, no one else, not even himself.
Snow ear is more like a doll walking in an abyss without a glimmer of light, and it is terribly cold.
In the heart of Xuesui, Tung was originally dependent, grateful, stumbling and mixed with utilization.
But not love.
If there is love, is it because in high school, Xuesui took the card stolen from her tutor Zheng Qing and went to Tong Yuan to copy and sell it? The marriage between Xuesui and Takamiya was also because Xuesui stole the patent of Takamiya Company to Tong Yuan for the benefit of Tong Yuan. And Shinohara company data leakage and so on. These are all interpreted as Xue Sui's contribution to Tong Yuan.
But what about the money? Who really benefits? Today, I suspect that there is a big problem with the source of Xuesui's money. The large sum of money that entered the stock market is the principal of Xuesui's initial store. Isn't it provided by Tong Yuan?
Xue Sui deliberately and by hook or by crook, gradually became a lady in the upper class, married into a rich family and lived a luxurious life. On the other hand, Tong Yuan is a man who has been walking at night. He has no money to go to college, hiding everywhere, eating lunch boxes and doing extremely dangerous illegal business. All his things are just a few cartons. But when you are besieged, you have to go to the scene to protect the people you love the most.
At the last moment, facing the police chasing after him, Tong Yuan jumped down the stairs without hesitation and inserted the scissors that changed his life into his heart with that precious pair of scissors.
And Xuesui, when Sasakawa looked into her eyes, Xuesui looked like a doll with a blank face and said, "I don't know. Hiring temporary workers is the only responsibility of the store manager. " Then he turned around and went upstairs along the escalator, with his back like a white shadow.
Never looked back.
Some people say that this is not the indifference of the snow ear. It is because of her love for Dong Yuan that she pretends to be indifferent. In order to live up to Dong Yuan's death, she chose to stay away without any involvement, because she knew that it was Dong Yuan's greatest wish to continue her life.
However, I want to say that this just confirms the cold-blooded nature of Xuesui. Although she has been brutally hurt since she was a child, she has been hurting others for many years. Keeping quiet has long been her basic skill. But, however, if in her heart, Tung Yuan's position is as important as her in his heart, so important that one person is the world, just as Tung Yuan can give everything to protect his life. In that case, if she saw this man's death with her own eyes, the whole world would be meaningless to her at that moment, and all the defenses would collapse. Never pretend to be a stranger the first time, and never be as cold and expressionless as a doll.
If it was Snow Ear that died, I believe Tung Yuan would not be like Snow Ear. Maybe I will not hesitate to pull out the scissors on the snow ear and pierce my heart.
If Xuesui really loves Tong Yuan, why can't she go away with Tong Yuan after divorcing Gao Gong, and choose to marry Kang Qing instead?
Maybe Xuesui doesn't feel nothing for Tong Yuan, but that poor feeling is far from letting her give up her immediate fame and fortune. Even if you sleep next to someone you don't like, you should deeply embrace your fame and status. For her, Tong Yuan is just a partner, a guardian, an idiot who is firmly controlled by her.
She knows his kindness, his guardian and Tung Yuan's contribution, so she said, "My sky is always dark without the sun, but it is not dark, because something has replaced the sun. Although it is not as bright as the sun, it is enough for me. With this lamp, I can treat night as day. I have never seen the sun, so I am not afraid to lose it. "
However, this is not love. When she was threatened, she knew that Tong Yuan would sacrifice himself to save her at any time. All this, maybe she thought, maybe she is ready to sacrifice Tong Yuan. Therefore, it is like a doll, without any extravagant expression.
The biggest difference between Tong Yuan and Xuesui is that Xuesui has no love, doesn't know what love is, loses the ability to love, and is a doll without emotion. This is the most terrible and sad place for a person.
And Tong Yuan still retains a trace of emotion in his heart.
When Tong Yuan participated in the criminal activities of pirated games, he kept Fu Yan away from danger. Before you go, look straight at the ground and say, be careful on the road.
Many years later, when he returned to Osaka, he stopped at the gate of Tong Yuan pawnshop for a while.
Will be eager to "walk during the day."
And Xue Sui, in her heart, anyone who becomes a stumbling block will be kicked away mercilessly. Jiang has been a good friend for more than ten years and has always regarded her as a goddess. She doesn't like her stepdaughter Meijia, and they all recruit miserably. Even her stepmother, who raised her with her heart, was ruthlessly killed by her just because she had to run between business and hospital.
Don't say that Xuesui is cruel just because of your miserable childhood experience. As she said, she used to be much worse than them, but isn't this an excuse to hurt innocent people wantonly? If there is a reason for killing Toyohara Yosuke and her biological mother, why can't she stay away from the past and the abyss when she walks out of the original swamp and choose the bright road, but go further and further in the dark night? Why are you adopted by a kind stepmother? You can't start over after you have a good living environment, but you try your best to be cruel. This is cruel and cold-blooded without any excuse.
So, Xuesui is a doll. How can she love Tong Yuan without love in her heart?
Of course, Dongye wrote not a love story, but human nature.
This is the surprise of Japanese literature, and it is really the exposure of good and evil.
Using, cheating and betraying, Dongye wrote the evil of human nature incisively and vividly. When the ugliness of human nature is displayed naked layer by layer, readers can't bear to look directly at it, watching evil go to the end of life and human nature, and to the despair of no way back.