However, those empty descriptions and even imaginary plots are far from Ma Jiajue's real life. Ma Jiajie was demonized. Through interviews with Ma Jiajue, the author of this article tells you about a real Ma Jiajue with his own personal feelings. Through more details, I try to restore Ma Jiajue truly and comprehensively, record his college life, and outline the track of his transformation.
1 Before Sunset, the favorite comedy of "Falling Angels"
In the eyes of classmates, Ma Jiajue is a humble figure. He comes from Binyang, Guangxi. Like most Guangxi people, he has dark skin, typical southern face, high cheekbones, nonstandard Mandarin and a deep accent. At the first class meeting, I introduced myself. In five minutes, I touched my hair and pulled my skirt, and spoke intermittently. Apart from reporting my name and hometown, many students only heard him say that he liked playing chess and could ask him for help, but others didn't understand. Obviously, he had no experience in speaking on stage.
After class, the students talked to each other. A group of boys were interested in polygamy in Vietnam and the value of RMB. Because Guangxi borders Vietnam, someone asked him if he had been to Vietnam. Ma Jiajue's answer is surprising. He has never been out of the county town except for one time in his third year of high school. At that time, he thought that Guigang was a port. He had never seen the sea since he was a child. He really wanted to see it. After the senior high school entrance examination, he just made a car and went to Guigang. After two days, he only spent more than 2 yuan. Ma Jiajue lived on the street and lived on the edge of the police station. This was his first contact with the police.
Ma Jiajue is obviously a good chess player. He has a chess book at his bedside, so he can read it if he has anything to do. After reading professional books, he played chess, never giving way to a car, but he still played with ease, and was called "the devil hides his talent" by his classmates. "Beginners" always play some blind chess and often put their cars under their horses. At this time, Ma Jiajue will ask loudly, "Are you ready? Are you ready? " The students understood it as soon as they heard it, and immediately ate the car, making the other party complain.
Over time, no one in the dormitory got off with him, so he used the goad method, saying that if you could regret a few moves, other students could point fingers. So a one-to-many situation of Ma Jiajue was formed, and everyone gathered to attack, and the scene was very lively. After all, there are many people, plus he let the horses and chariots go, and a group of students adopted the most stupid strategy, forcing him to face the car at the first time, which made this move very uncomfortable. It is very likely that Ma Jiajue fled.
Freshman classes are easy. There are self-study classes in the evening, and Ma Jiajue likes to go to the movies. It's very cost-effective to watch two movies for one yuan. Sometimes he can't make an appointment, so he runs two kilometers alone to see it. There are some video halls on the road. When Ma Jiajue passes by, students will say, "This is for uneducated people". There was a confident look on his face. But in the cinema, Ma Jiajue's taste is not flattering. He likes to watch the comedy "Smooth sailing" starring Zhou Xingxing, which is an old film of the last century. Everyone thinks it is vulgar, but he enjoys it. Sometimes a very ordinary plot, the other audience didn't respond, but Ma Jiajue "hey hey hey" giggled, watched it with relish and was very focused. The students next to him are embarrassed because everyone else is watching him.
Ma Jiajiu is also very curious. He likes to repair the tape recorders and razors in the dormitory and fiddle with electronic products. But the technology is not very good. The telephone in the dormitory is not loud, but it can barely be used. Ma Jiajue replaced it with the broken speaker of the tape recorder, but unfortunately there was no sound at all, and it was a pile of junk after repair. He spent 7 yuan to buy a used computers from the flea market. In a few days, the case was dismantled several times, and the mechanical mouse ball would fall out when used. He bought a bottle of 52 glue and dipped a circle of copper wire around the port, which actually worked, making the students sit up and take notice. ]
However, in the eyes of classmates, Ma Jiajue is just an ordinary person, even a mediocre person.
2 Time does not go back, and it is difficult for a proud son to be a "Mr. Key"
From primary school to high school, Ma Jiajue has always been among the best with his hard work and fairly clever head. Junior high school participated in the math competition, and won the second prize in the country. In the eyes of the teacher, although the discipline is not very good, he is a leader in learning, but all the students who are familiar with him know that Ma Jiajue loves to be clever, which means that he studies by himself, sometimes sleeps in class and sneaks around, but he works hard and spends no less time than other students.
After graduating from high school, Ma Jiajue was admitted to Yunnan University and became an example for scholars in his hometown. In that relatively isolated and backward mountain village, Ma Jiajue was completely the capital of the favored son of heaven, where he was the focus. Accustomed to other people's praise. However, yes, Yunda is not Majiacun Primary School. In the elite university campus, Ma Jiajue, who was ambitious at first, soon found himself ordinary.
His college entrance examination scores are among the top five in the senior high school class, but most of the students in the 1 life technology class have higher scores than Ma Jiajue. Ma Jiajue, who is in the middle and lower reaches, has no advantage at all.
At one time, Ma Jiajue used to go to the library for self-study every day, listened carefully in class, took notes, and wanted to make a difference in his studies. However, his interest in Chinese is far less than his interest in mathematics and physics. English, which has plagued him since junior high school, has once again become his biggest obstacle. Despite his hard work, he only scored more than 6 points in every English exam.
In the university, English is an important criterion to measure the achievement. Without the support of English, it is impossible to get a scholarship. No matter how good the professional courses are, the scholarship has passed him many times. Ma Jiajue lost the motivation to study, and started "Long live 6 minutes".
Ma Jiajue tried to make a breakthrough in his study. In his freshman year, he signed up for the Sports Department of the Student Union, but unfortunately he was eliminated in the first round. Basketball is good, but there are more than 1 people in the class, and he can't even get into the class basketball team. Compared with those sports special students who are 1.8 meters tall, Ma Jiajue's skills are dwarfed. Moreover, he plays very "unique". After catching the ball, he breaks through alone, has a strong desire to perform, often watches the NBA, admires the evaluation of the Lakers, and loves to be his "Mr. Key" too much.
Ma Junjie tries to be an active member in the crowd. He looks at other students Kan Kan and talks. He also wants to participate. However, his expressive ability is very poor. He always covers his mouth and laughs when telling jokes. Before other students understand what it means, he becomes the laughing stock of everyone. Sometimes, he also chats with girls, but he falls silent without saying a few words. In addition to dormitory classmates and several fellow villagers, Ma Yun's social circle is pitifully small.
In his sophomore year, Ma Jiajue chased a girl in his class, as if he hadn't talked to anyone for a year. Egged on many times by the students in the dormitory, I finally dialed the girl's phone. Before I finished, my face was flushed. First, I'm Ma Jiajue. Are you free tonight? The girl refused. In fact, it's nothing. I want to ask someone out for the first time, and the success rate is very low. Ma Jiajue's "reserve" made the girl very moved. She said, "Actually, I don't know why. I just like you."
Ma Jiajue's "reserve" made the girl very moved. She said, "Actually, I don't know why. I just like you." In fact, Ma Jiajue's "reserve" made the girl very moved.
when he was selected as a freshman, he recommended himself to the counselor and became the league secretary in the class. Ma Yun said: "I am a very responsible person."
Ma Yun's "sense of responsibility" is also reflected in his demands on himself. On one occasion, Ma Jiajue went to the apartment to find a secretary, who was the most beautiful girl in the class. Ma Jiajue only stayed in the girls' dormitory for more than an hour, and it was reported that he was going to find the Communist Youth League Secretary, which became the laughing stock of the whole class, especially several boys living in the apartment. "It's just a bear, but it's still noisy." After listening to these words, Ma Jiaju never participated in any affairs in the class again, and the class committee experience of one semester ended hastily.
Evening News's Second Report on Ma Jiajue
Ma Jiajue's outlook on life and society has undergone earth-shaking changes. He began to skip classes and surf the Internet all night. The student's goal became "getting a diploma", and his once ideals and passions disappeared little by little in the passage of time.
3 The lost lamb is unknown to the poor and classmates.
Poverty is not terrible, but how many students from poor families have been troubled by him on campus? Ma Jiajue is the worst here.
He has been complaining that the food in the canteen is expensive. A piece of meat is 2.5 yuan, and ordinary vegetables are 8 cents. If you want half of it, you will get 6 cents. What makes people particularly angry is that 7% of the so-called meat dishes are vegetarian, either fried with meat and pickles or fried with pickles. At first glance, seven pieces of meat are pitifully few, and a meal costs at least three yuan. Ma Jiajue seldom plays meat dishes, and the high price of vegetables gives him a headache. He likes to eat steamed bread, beating two big ones at a time, and then beating a cold one and a soup for about two yuan, and he also feels at ease.
Ma Jiajue seldom asks his family for money. Every time he calls his family, he says that he has enough money and lives well, so don't worry. Occasionally, it is only when we are at the end of our tether. Originally, he had only 1 yuan on him, but he ate it all. He didn't have food for the next meal, and even called after he was hungry for a day. Moreover, he never took the initiative to mention the word money when calling at home until he asked if he had any money.
After hanging up, Ma Jiajue will borrow money from his dormitory classmates, mostly 1 yuan and 5 yuan. He will call people outside the dormitory, whisper and take face seriously. If he didn't borrow it, he would never borrow it again. He buried his head in the quilt that night and slept soundly, tossing and turning in the middle of the night. The next morning, with dark circles under his eyes, I don't know where I got 5 cents. I bought a steamed bread in the canteen and ate it awkwardly on the way to the classroom. Later, my dormitory classmates learned that he didn't eat that night.
After receiving the money from home, Ma Jiajue won't have a meal like other students, just a meat dish. At that time, he seldom went to self-study, and spent all day in the library with his schoolbag on his back. He thinks it is a sin to ask for money from home, and it will hurt him if he uses it.
Ma Jiajue usually doesn't go home during holidays. When he doesn't have holidays, he goes to the streets to look for a job. He used to be a tutor, but he was fired after only two weeks because he didn't have the patience to teach children. He has done market research and sold mineral water. Once I washed dishes in Qiaoxiangyuan rice shop on holiday, and my hand was soaked in detergent all day. At the end of the holiday, my hand was white.
I do more coolies on the construction site. The teaching building not far from the dormitory of Normal University is under construction, where Ma Jiajue works as a coolie, transporting bricks from the roadside to the downstairs with a trolley, and wearing a baseball cap to prevent students from seeing it. Every day in the scorching sun, I work from 7: a.m. to 7: p.m., have lunch with the miners at noon, go back to the dormitory to take a washbasin to the water room at night, take a cold bath from head to toe, and then wake up naturally. 7 yuan a month is not easy to earn. In the first year of school, he paid the accommodation fee in 4 yuan, which was enough for him for one month.
Ma Jiajue is not very particular about his clothes. He has hardly changed a pair of shoes from morning till night. In summer, his feet will stink. Fortunately, he takes a bath every day, and the smell is not so obvious. His clothes are changed once a week, and he often washes the clean ones, and the gray coat is washed white by him; He seldom uses skin care products and washes his face with soap all the year round.
At the beginning, half of the students in the class had mobile phones. Many people changed several mobile phones in three years, with new designs and fashionable styles. By the third grade, it was hard for Ma Jiajue not to have a mobile phone. In class, students are often bored and play games with their mobile phones to pass the time. When Ma Jiajue sees it, he will feel impatient and show his disgust. He says to other students, "What a bird!"
Ma Jiajue's later report of his junior year
Watching the students hang it around their waists and discuss buying a mobile phone collectively in the dormitory, everyone said that it was necessary to find a job in junior year, but Ma Jiajue didn't care: "Now there is no difference between a mobile phone and a tape recorder. It takes minutes to buy a mobile phone, but I don't want to buy it. It's useless to buy it, and no one calls me. I don't want to buy a mobile phone, it's useless, the dormitory is useless, no one calls me, and I don't answer the phone once a month, which is a waste!
Because of poverty, Ma Jiajue felt inferior in his heart, but what is even more frightening is that many people discriminate against him invisibly.
Once, Ma Jiajue invited a fellow villager of Normal University to dinner. Originally, Ma Jiajue was ahead, but the restaurant owner greeted the fellow villager first, thinking that the fellow villager was paying the bill. This kind of incident often annoys Ma Jiajue. For example, when he goes to the shopping mall to buy clothes, Ma Jiajue wants to buy better shoes, and the boss tries his best to introduce him to artificial leather for twenty or thirty yuan. When going to the bank to withdraw money, because there were many people, Ma Jiajue read newspapers on the sofa of the bank and waited for unreasonable questioning by the security guards. These are the most special needs of poor students, and they will be met more or less.
At school, Ma Yun can't get rid of this experience. Physical education class is free to choose his favorite sports in the second semester of Senior Two. Ma Jiajue originally wanted to take tennis. When he signed up, the teacher told him, "Tennis is very expensive". Six words, how can Ma Jiajue stand it in public? That night, he bought a bottle of bulk liquor in the dormitory and drank it as drunk as a fiddler.
all the students in the dormitory show such a complex. I don't know if it's a joke or serious, someone will say to Ma Jiajue, "Ma Jiajue, help me wash my clothes! "He would bow his head and answer," Fifty cents a piece. "In the middle of winter, it was snowing outside, and someone said the same thing and the same answer to Ma Jiajue, but this classmate really took out the money and counted out three yuan and handed it to him. For five seconds, he froze, then took the money and went to the water room with his clothes.
This kind of joke is disdainful in Ma Jiajue's heart. What he cares most is that his good friend was not invited for his birthday. February 17th is Gong Bo's birthday. In order to celebrate his last birthday in college, he booked a table for dinner at the "Alumni House" next to the campus. Gong Bo's birthday was never dined at school before, and he was nearing graduation, so he had to do it no matter how difficult it was. Just before graduation, I made up my mind to spend nearly a year in 2 yuan. I planned to get together a few good friends, which was also the last brother meal. At that time, about 12 people were invited, and all the students in the dormitory were among them. Only Ma Jiajue didn't know whether he forgot or really didn't want to invite them, and didn't say anything about his birthday. "That night, when Ma Jiajue came back, he was alone in the dormitory wondering where these people had gone. He heard that he had gone to celebrate his birthday with Gong Bo. Everyone invited me, but not me. "This incident left a heavy shadow in Ma Jiajue's heart.
Facing all kinds of different views, whether unintentional or intentional, Ma Jiajue chose patience. He buried his inner distress and anger deeply in his heart and bore it by himself. If you don't break out in silence, you will die in silence. How strong is Ma Jiajue's patience? I don't know when this time bomb will explode.
Four fateful games sparked off sparks, and former classmates fell down one by one.
This storm appeared on the eve of graduation.
Ma Jiajue didn't go home this winter vacation because he was looking for a job, but Shao Ruijie and Tang Xueli returned to school early. One day a few days before the incident, Ma Jiajue and Shao Ruijie were playing cards. Shao Ruijie suspected that Ma Jiajue cheated in playing cards, and they had an argument. During the period, Shao Ruijie said, "I didn't expect you to play fake cards. What do you think?"