At the beginning, it was sweet to see Qinghe stay in Beijing and work hard together for a while. When I met my parents, I met Qing in prison one year. Xiaoxiao went to see Qing's father alone with a gift. I sent a belt to meet Qing's father, and also gave gifts to other neighbors at the dinner party to deal with their questions. I saw my father already packing food in the kitchen. Mix gave the packaged food and asked him how he was. Xiaoxiao said, nothing. Then she said goodbye and Xiaoxiao went out with a cage bag. In the snow, crying while walking.
Go back to Beijing to welcome Qing out of prison.
Seeing Qinghe Xiaoxiao walking on the forest path, Xiaoxiao said that I pretended to be your girlfriend and went to your house for dinner. Your father is fine. Besides, I am in love again. Look at Wen Qing. Does he have a Beijing hukou? Have a house? Xiaoxiao interrupted, I have asked everything you want for you. He has none of these, his job is unstable, and he is not very handsome. But I don't think these are important. The man's wife came to see me in the store before, and I heard that you beat him up. Did you find someone else? I recognized Qing when he said he was coming to buy film. Then, they were together.
One year, classmates got together. I rented a car and went home. I was swollen and fat at the party. Laugh and talk big for him and care about his psychology. Look at it. Drink to pieces. When I got home, my father said, don't drink if you can't. Tell the truth, don't compare with others, lest you be tired. Seeing red and swollen eyes, I squeezed out a word for a long time, tired. Then I became hysterical because I went back to this dump. Dad said, then don't come back. See green said, don't go back, don't go back, make a dash for the door, xiaoxiao, let's go now and go back to Beijing.
In the car, I saw Qinghe quarreling. See clearly that this is for the other party to live a good life, but Xiao Xiao doesn't understand him. Xiaoxiao feels that she never knows what she should do. She hopes that she can accept herself now and be herself. Instead of pushing yourself too hard. So Mix said, it doesn't matter if you don't have a car or a house. It doesn't matter now. However, seeing Qing stubbornly believe that Xiaoxiao doesn't care that he thinks he can't do it, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't want to live with him. So when I saw that Qing's self-esteem was greatly hurt and insulted, I swore at Xiaoxiao through the strength of wine. Xiaoxiao said that you can understand whatever you like, but I didn't say that anyway.
At that time, it may be that I was too stressed, too impatient to live a good life, and my temper was much worse. Their relationship is also very stiff, not as sweet as before. When I got home, I saw that I was addicted to the game. In the narrow space, the two still had zero communication.
On one occasion, Mix came across Jian Qing chatting with a woman online. She asked tentatively, what are you talking about? Be alert when you see it. Are you peeking at my computer? Xiaoxiao said quietly, your cell phone just rang, and I just walked over and saw it. But what are you talking about? See Qing said that she was a girl I met online. She is a real estate worker and thinks it is more convenient to have money to buy a house in the future. Mix said, if your girlfriend sells a house, don't ask, ask a netizen who has never met …
Later, at the food stall filmed in the middle of the night, I saw the boy who beat Xiaoxiao like crazy, and I couldn't help but look at him more. Then, Xiaoxiao quietly drank a bottle of beer, rushed up, patted it and saw it clearly. Oh, fight with me. Don't you really want to fight? Drunk, confused ...
Later, Mix said, don't meet again after breaking up. I'll save you half of the noodles, remember to eat. Xiaoxiao's only answer is the keyboard sound of playing games. After eating noodles, I saw Qing still playing games. Mix said, look at Qing, then I'll go. See clearly or be silent, the sound of knocking on the keyboard is more urgent and louder than before. Xiaoxiao is gone. After a while, I saw that there was no one in the back, but I realized it and ran to the subway station. Look at every car outside, frantically looking for the dawn. In the penultimate carriage, I found Xiaoxiao with red eyes. They looked at each other quietly and didn't speak. Time is up, the car door closes slowly, and Xiaoxiao's figure becomes more and more blurred …
After Xiaoxiao left, she saw a period of chaos. After destroying all their memories, concentrate on developing the blueprint of the original game in front of the computer. After the game was running, I saw Qing start all kinds of work to keep himself busy and concentrate on making money. With more and more people playing this game, I saw Qinghe cooperate with a company and went to see the house immediately after getting the first money.
Things happened again. Years ago, Jian Qing invited Mix to go home for the New Year.
In Jianqing's father's home, Jianqing and his father had a dispute over going to Beijing to support the elderly and were deadlocked. Seeing that Qing ran out of the house angrily, Xiaoxiao chased him out and followed him silently. Seeing Qing said that she has a car and a house, Xiaoxiao can realize her dream of entering a Beijing hukou. Seeing Qing asked Xiaoxiao to give him another chance to live together. After Xiaoxiao refused, he was puzzled and angry. I tried to give you and dad a good life. This is not love, but what love is. Why don't you understand? Xiaoxiao said, yes, my uncle raised you for more than 20 years just to get you a suite. I was with you to get you a suite. See green said, then what do you want, I really don't understand. Xiaoxiao said, you never understood, you didn't understand before, you don't understand now, you never understood, and the good day in your eyes is that you feel good …
A few years later, they met at the airport. They talked about the past in the hotel because of the snowstorm. When I met my wife's video inspection, Xiaoxiao went out for a walk in the snow. After seeing Qing hang up, through the window, I saw Xiaoxiao gesturing to him in the snow.
See green said that if you had stayed, we wouldn't have broken up. Mix said, if you have the courage to take the subway, I will follow you all my life. They said a lot of ifs. What impressed me most was that if I hadn't left, you wouldn't have worked so hard to stay in Beijing in the future.
If not, if.
On New Year's Day, I met Qing's father at the station. He thought Xiaoxiao had come back and said, Xiaoxiao, let's go home. When he died in the same year, he wrote a letter to Xiaoxiao:
Xiaoxiao, when he grew up and saw Qing, I know he did it for you. My eyes have been smoked by steam since steaming steamed bread, and I can't see clearly slowly. But I will leave you a drawer of steamed bread every year, always wondering when you can come and get it back. I went to the station to meet Qing during the Spring Festival, so I came back to find you. When you held my hand and helped me, I knew she wasn't you. But we will always be a family. You can go home whenever you want. Parents don't care who their children are with, as long as they are healthy and happy. Fate, it is easy to be worthy of each other, but it is difficult to be worthy of your own life …
I remember some words in the movie:
Then we had everything. (See Qing)
Just without us. (Laughing)
Do you still love me ? (Xiao)
Were you ever in love with me？ (Qing)
Always liked it. (Xiao)
But I'm no longer qualified to do anything for you. (Qing)
I wonder what happened to you after the breakup. (Qing)
What's the point? (Xiao)
I will be very sad to know that you are not doing well. I'm sorry to learn that you are doing well. (Qing)
Are you sick (young)
Sadly, the person who makes you happy is no longer me (Qing)
Why is there no happy plot at the beginning and end of the story (Xiao)
Unfortunately, there are stories to tell (Qing)
Then I hope I will never have a story with you (Xiao)
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