My weakness is that I am relatively calm. Even if I want to say something to you, I can't open my mouth, even my parents, because I can't tell them frankly about my confidence. There are many things hidden in my heart. When I encounter distress and difficulties, my first reaction is that I can't let my relatives know, and I must deal with it myself. I don't like to inconvenience others, especially my parents. I don't expect my relatives to worry about me and worry about me, so I will choose a person to undertake everything independently.
In the case of looking for an internship, I interviewed a number of companies and failed. I never told my family that I was looking for an internship. I just told others that I was preparing my thesis in advance and was in no hurry to find a job. Seeing that it will be delayed, even if we find an internship room, it will not be enough. I'm more impatient. I try to sign up for job interviews with different companies and submit as many resumes as possible. A few days after the emotional Guangzhou company address, I was finally hired by a company, which made me relieved. Finally, I was able to tell my relatives that I found a job, and I also saved the anxiety and hardship in the middle, mainly showing a calm look of "getting something for nothing". Although I found a job, I want to do a thesis. Whether I can graduate from Chengda or not, I must be careful. After work, I often stay up late to collect information and write my graduation thesis, and sometimes I have to take time off to go back to school and have a meeting with my tutor to study and revise it.
After coming out for a few weeks, I basically work with "dark circles" every day, and my mentality is a little restless. My relatives reacted differently when they saw my situation. Dad doesn't say a word, and sometimes it is mysterious to make a phone call. My mother is taking turns making various tonics to help me eat. My nephew has stopped pestering me to play with him, and even speaks in a low voice at home. I am very grateful to my relatives for their thoughtfulness and understanding of one thing, which has lightened my psychological burden and enabled me to work and study at full speed.
In the case of returning to school, many students will complain that it is not easy to take a vacation as a trainee. Vacation depends on the face of the superior leader. It suddenly occurred to me that when I was on vacation, the supervisor never asked much, so he quickly gave me permission. When I return to my post, the supervisor will continue to pay attention to my situation and even inspire me. When we finished the internship, I accidentally learned that this internship opportunity was given by my father. At that moment, I finally understood that my father's mystery, my mother's concern and my nephew's obedience were all for my children. I suddenly feel very guilty. I won't tell anyone anything. Sometimes I feel bad about their mentality because of depression, but they don't say anything. Instead, you help me in your own way and don't let me understand.