Wide drift

In 20 19, faced with the pressure of graduates looking for jobs and internships, I traveled around and came to Guangzhou.

I missed the autumn trick and thought that the company recruited in the school would definitely not have any good companies, which led to great regret now. After the defense, I couldn't stay at school, so I went home.

Relatives and neighbors at home have been asking why they don't go to work and why they can't find a job. Behind the smiling face is endless anxiety and pressure.

Looking at the students who go to work as interns, the invisible pressure is like a mountain that makes them breathless. Every time I lose sleep because I have no work before going to bed, the pain of powerlessness is like falling into the deep sea.

So I went to various job fairs in my hometown in April, constantly submitting resumes and interviewing. Finally, I received an offer from a company I like better. At the moment when hr called to tell him that the interview had passed, a kind of joy came from the bottom of my heart to get rid of the fog and see the sunshine again.

However, another problem related to self-interest followed. Hr asked him if he would like to work in Shanghai headquarters. After thinking about it, I am still willing to develop with my parents. Just two days before I was going to work, hr called and said that my parents' company didn't need so many people, so I didn't have to report for duty in May 10. So I was "fired" before I found a job, and I was as excited as riding a roller coaster.

Yesterday, I didn't have time to spend my birthday at home. On May 9, 2009, I came to Guangzhou on impulse. When I got off the train, a heat wave hit. Guangzhou has convenient transportation and a slightly complicated route. Watching people come and go, strangers want to cry without tears.

I hurried to my residence before I could enjoy the scenery. There are no classmates or friends here. I just found a male roommate to share the room online, and I haven't met her. Go to the rental house according to the route given by my roommate. ...

Looking at the strange and cold face on the subway, I feel as tired and lonely as duckweed drifting with the flow.

The first night, I was so lonely in my room that I cried. I kept chatting with others, trying to comfort my heart. I even regret that I came to Guangzhou on impulse. I want to call my family, but I'm afraid I can't control my choked voice. I don't want my family to worry about myself.

Looking at strange windows, strange people and even the air are strange.

Before I went to Guangzhou, I was worried that it was inconvenient for men and women to share a room, not to mention that I had never met each other and didn't know my name. I found many cases about sharing a room with strangers on the internet, and I was scared. But the pressure of finding a job still drives me to come here and go forward.

Unexpectedly, this male roommate is quite good, and will write an article about his wonderful life in the future.

First day in Guangzhou, interview in the afternoon, cheer for yourself!

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