I remember when I was in the second grade of junior high school, I often felt inferior and always felt embarrassed to talk to strangers. At that time, I had no goals. Anyway, I just know to attend classes, so my grades have been ok. I have been a monitor for nine years from elementary school to junior high school. Teachers always like me, so I always answer questions and finish my homework actively in class. So I've always been proud, and I've always had feelings in my class.
However, in high school, everything suddenly changed. I was admitted to a key high school in our city, and all of a sudden my master was like a cloud. My old sense of superiority suddenly disappeared. I can't find the scenery before, and my study plummeted, ranking at the bottom of my class. Think about it, I was always one of the best in junior high school, and now I suddenly rank at the bottom of my class. The blow was simply fatal. I can hardly lift my head. At this time, I have been secretly in love with the class flower in our class. She is really beautiful and smart, but she is the kind of person who mixes with society, always mixing with those gangsters in society, but I still like her regardless. I will buy her things, and I will even follow her to her door. I told myself I would protect her. Hehe, it's really ridiculous to think about it now.
Because I can't find the direction in my study, I just want to fall in love to escape the pressure of study, but the girl I secretly love in the end still ignores me. I stayed in Grade One for a semester, and I have to take an exam in Grade Two. I got more than 30 points in the chemical physics exam, but fortunately, geography and history have always been ok, so learning liberal arts really saved my life, otherwise I really couldn't even get into college. I found my own direction again, because I am very interested in geography and history, and my grades have soared, ranking first in my class. Hehe, fate is so wonderful, hehe, life will always experience many bumps. I'm back on track.
Finally, my college entrance examination score was on the score line of a key university, but it was worse. I transferred to two very good universities, and the students in this university are all on the same line. I continue to study my favorite geography major. Hehe, because I like geography very much, it's easy to learn. I'm from Guizhou, and my university is in Changsha, but I didn't go to university. You really don't realize that college is really a paradise on earth. And there are only a few classes a week at most. Go to class if you want, or skip class to play if you don't want. As long as you don't fail in the final exam, the teacher won't care whether you come to class or not. He left after the teacher finished class, and he didn't care how many people were listening. The key is to learn by yourself if you want.
When I was a sophomore, I met my current girlfriend, also at a classmate's birthday party. She is from Chongqing. Falling in love in college is really free. No parents are in charge, and no one is in charge of you. You can talk about it any way you want. There are many dating places in the university. You can walk by the lake holding her hand, you can take her by bike all night, and you can hang out with her.
After graduation, we all found a stable job in Changsha. Until now, we are all getting married.
This is my story, I hope it will help you. You are still young and alive, so move on. Now think back to my junior high school and high school. I think I'm stupid. What if I don't study well? Many of our poor students are now big bosses and earn a lot of money. The key is to know what you are doing now. You should find something you are interested in, something you think is right, a goal and persistence.