In fact, at the end of the story, we generally hope that the ending is a good ending. However, everything is not what we imagined, and everything happens for a reason. Some people never get tired of watching it, but later they get tired of watching it. Who is to blame? No one owes anyone, but in the days to come, we all become more cautious, afraid of loving the wrong person, afraid of experiencing separation, and afraid of wronged ourselves.
No matter how good, deep and sweet love is, it is not as good as love from the depths of the soul.
(8)
Oscar Wilde said: "We all live in the sewers of life, but some people still look up at the stars."
Just like A Xin, he once went through a love he had never loved. This is a story about his youth. It took him years to love someone deeply. Some people say he is stupid, others say he is single-minded, but only he knows. It was his first judgment on feelings, but it didn't succeed.
Compared with his previous high spirits and personable demeanor, he brought him into the army, and the environment is really changing a person. He has become more calm and generous, and he has become more able to take care of a person and understand life better.
I underestimated A Xin, and I paid more attention to chasing Xiao Tian.
After being introduced, the two got in touch.
During that time, A Xin became a complete "mobile phone controller". It's probably a pleasant thing to chat with someone you like. They can talk late, talk about the whole world, talk about hobbies and other topics, and it is always simple happiness to be with the people they like.
A Xin knows that Xiaotian likes reading books about tourism, and the place she wants to go most is Hoh Xil. He knows that Da Bing said, "Come with me to see the sea in Hoh Xil, not in the future, as long as you come." He said to her, next time I will accompany you to Hoh Xil, I will wait for you.
He knows that Xiao Tian is a girl who can no longer be emotional. He heard some stories that happened during her journey. She smiled, and so did he. She was a little disappointed and he felt sad. He likes the way Xiao Tian smiles. He said it was the most charming smile he had ever seen.
He knew that Xiao Tian would encounter some problems at work. He will tell her how to deal with and face them like a man next door, and then tell her some funny jokes to relieve her depressed mood for a while.
He knows that Xiaotian likes potatoes best. He boasted of his superb cooking skills. Any potato chips and shredded potatoes can be fried to taste delicious. She will smile and say that she wants to eat, and A Xin will happily say "no problem".
The present he gave Xiao Tian was the book she always wanted to buy, but she didn't have time to buy it. It's called ten-year backpacking.
Over time, both of them like each other, but they don't say it, and they both understand each other.
I saw A Xin working so hard to do one thing, saying that his inner world is not lonely, at least some people like it, which is all right. At the moment, he feels satisfied and encouraged.
(9)
One night, Chen Yi and I talked about Xiao Tian. Chen Yi told me that Xiao Tian was more considerate, but she didn't like the arrangements made for her at home and the long-distance relationship.
I asked, what is the arrangement?
Yi Chen pointed his finger at my head and said in disgust, of course it's time to talk about marriage, you pig.
"Do you think it is possible for A Xin to be with her?"
"How do I know this? It depends on both of them. "
"The two of them have been in frequent contact recently, and I think there should be a play."
"Then together, bless them."
"What if we're not together?"
"If they are not together, it only means that they are doomed to have no points."
"That's it? Can we help them? "
"Help you a big head ghost, feelings this thing to everyone agree, besides, this is the two of them, or depends on their feelings, you go to help, help that's good, if you don't help, have you ever thought about it? Fool. "
"I'm not thinking about my brother. Besides, he doesn't have time to be a soldier. I'm afraid Xiaotian won't like it. "
"That depends on whether A Xin is sincere."
"Chen Yi, I find that you are really open-minded."
"Maybe I'm not around, I will die for you? Everyone has his own way, one person has done it, and two people have done it, but you must follow your heart and don't deliberately arrange it. Therefore, Xiao Tian and A Xin let them communicate, and we should not intervene. "
"Well, I see."
After chatting with Chen Yi, I know why I asked Chen Yi to help me ask Xiaotian about her attitude towards A Xin. She said that there is nothing to ask about this emotional privacy, but it can be the best. It can only be said that fate has not arrived. I'm still a little unhappy about it.
Now I understand that one's life is easy and comfortable in terms of feelings, but if two people want to be together, if it is worse than one's life, forget it.
The next day, I called A Xin and talked to him about it.
"A Xin, the next step is for you to play by yourself. I can't help you too much."
"Liang Xu, I know, I will try my best to catch up."
"Brother, you must lie to girls, you know?"
The other party is a little confused.
"Why do you lie?"
"I said brother, you ah, what all good, is the emotional intelligence is too low, didn't teach you thick-skinned in the army? Chasing girls is a dead hammer hitting people, and I am chasing Chen Yi ... "
-"Stop it, Xu Liang, don't lead me astray! I am still serious. "
"You wooden fish head, surprise her when necessary, understand?"
"Buy flowers?"
"You think about it. By the way, she doesn't like long-distance relationships. I wonder how you two will meet when you get back to the team. This is still a problem. "
The other person suddenly lost his voice and pondered for a while.
"I don't know what to do, I won't know until then."
"Come on, A Xin, I'm waiting for your good news! Then come and drink together! "
"No problem."
Hang up the phone, A Xin oneself also don't know how much confidence he can catch up with Xiao Tian. Maybe he really is what I said. He is a guy with a wooden fish head and low emotional intelligence. Their relationship is still at a favorable level, saying beautiful words across the screen. This can only be said to be a kind of goodwill, but it can't reach the point where people can really trust him.
( 10)
But in the end, they came together. I learned the news through A Xin's circle of friends. A photo of Xiao Tian sitting opposite him eating was accompanied by his words: I have decided that the person I am looking for is you.
I immediately praised it and commented: I wish you happiness! Chen Yi also commented below: You can work underground! Happiness!
A Xin: He called me and told me what happened when he went to see her today.
"Brother, I went to see her today."
"So did you repent today?"
"No-no confession, but-"
"But what? Talking is killing me. "
"But as I said, I will come to see you when I have time. Is this a confession? "
"A Xin, why are you so simple? This is not a confession-"
I realized that my tone was a little bad, so I asked quickly.
"What did Xiao Tian say?"
"She didn't talk, so she took me to meet her friends and her colleagues, took me to climb mountains, and then ate and watched movies like a movie."
"I took you to meet a friend. There was a play, so did you hold hands?"
"No."
The weak one over there said this.
"Well, it's okay. Be more courageous next time. Boys must take the initiative to hold hands, and girls pay attention to the sense of ceremony. You must make it up next time, understand? "
"yes."
"You are a ghost. Go and chat with your little family and don't disturb the sweet time in your. "
A Xin smiled happily when he heard that the word "he" had become the word "they". Like a child, he is full of infinite longing for the future and beautiful love.
He recalled that today, when he went to see Xiao Tian, it was still March, the sky was not beautiful, and it was raining lightly. He wears ordinary clothes, and he is used to wearing military uniforms on weekdays, and he is increasingly indifferent to external dressing, but Xiao Tian obviously dressed up once.
She appeared in front of A Xin wearing a beige dress and carrying a shoulder bag. A Xin's heart was pounding, and when he opened his mouth, he even forgot what he said. He can always easily pick up any lines said by the other party through the screen, but in real life, he seems so out of place.
Perhaps because of the tension for a period of time, A Xin found that kind of relaxation, talking and laughing with Xiao Tian along the way, and photographed many scenery in March.
I really don't have enough time to accompany you in one day, so I have to leave.
It's raining outside, and Xiao Tian insists on seeing A Xin on the bus. A Xin can't beat her. He has never seen a girl so sincere to her as Xiao Tian at this moment. He was really touched. After moving, he did such a thing. He secretly hid a bank card in her room, which was the money he saved. He thought that Xiao Tian's life outside was no easier than his. He is qualified to take good care of her now and can't let her be wronged.
Seeing him off, A Xin saw Xiao Tian's eyes moist in the car. Maybe he was too reluctant, maybe the temperature was too cold, or maybe he met the right person. In short, this scene made A Xin unforgettable for a long time, and it was also the most touching chapter.
Even the driver in the car said, "young man, your girlfriend can't bear to part with you." She is a good girl. Don't let her down. "
A Xin said to herself, Xiao Tian is a good girl. I can't lose her, A Xin. If you lose her, you are an asshole!
After returning to the army, A Xin was in good shape, energetic in everything, and always brimming with a confident smile on his face. Since the secret was leaked in the circle of friends, his comrades-in-arms teased that love is powerful enough to make the monitor more and more handsome and attractive.
Hearing such praise, A Xin smiled even more brilliantly.
This story was written in March. There are too many stories about love, too few stories about you and her, so few that only you and her know, and there is no third person.
It's enough to know the happiness, right?
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