The quota exchanged by the United States was won by the director. At first, I promised to accept this quota. The internship opportunity recommended by the seniors to the company is also what I really want, and I agreed from the beginning. When the exchange quota was announced, these two things became a conflict and a choice had to be made.
The first time I asked my seniors if I could postpone my internship, it showed that I had made two important plans. When he knew it was impossible, he decided to give up the opportunity of American exchange; Next, I directly negotiated with classmate A, and she promised to apply for this quota on my behalf. The inner abacus is to expect the classmate's application to offset the secretary's displeasure (this step is outrageous, and the human in the three-body arrogantly thinks that he can avoid a bullet by his own cleverness, but who knows that there is a plane blow that he can't imagine); The last step is to make the secretary more angry. This quota was specially increased for me, and no one else can replace it, so the self-righteous idea was frustrated; The minister gave me 1 hour to make a decision. In this hour, I bumped into three walls: seniors, classmates and secretaries, with no result and anxiety. Calling my parents, my parents expressed their support for any choice I made, but it was fruitless and anxious; This is another big failure. I completely ignored my inner voice and was influenced by the external environment. In the last 10 minute, I asked my senior sister about the exchange students' study life and their expectations for work, and finally chose to accept the internship opportunity.
What did you learn from this incident? There is one thing I can praise-I want both. The biggest problem is arrogant seals. I made a self-righteous decision to let my classmates take my place, which added fuel to the fire; Secondly, I didn't ask my inner voice, but rushed to the external environment for help, making myself more impetuous. Dad mentioned that there are too many such difficulties in entering the society, so you should be decisive. This is a drill in advance, reminding myself not to speculate on other people's ideas with arrogance, try to exclude all input of opinions and only accept factual information. In this matter, I fell into the imprint of arrogance and the dilemma of thinking. Next time you encounter such a situation, accept every result. Keep practicing.
There are still some immature ideas. The universe knows exactly who I am. From my outside to my inside, I can always understand my thoughts and feelings. On that day, I went to my heart, straightened out my negative emotions one by one, released them, and then the place recommended by my seniors came. Now I have fallen into "greed and ignorance" these days (specific examples are not listed) and learned today's lessons. What does this situation mean? Explain that I deeply understand the test of the universe; Explain that the universe has an important task for me, help me correct the direction of progress, and put me on the road to benefit more people. O(∩_∩)O haha ~
Then continue to meditate to detect your negative emotions, let them return to the quantum field, and let the universe feel my changes. I will describe the next surprise of the universe in detail, oh ~ ~ ~