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From complex to simple, Lu Xiaoman.

Xiaoman is a beauty. Small mouth, pointed face, curved eyes and white skin when laughing. She used to be the "campus queen". Dressing up, she has maintained the campus spirit almost all her life: short and straight student heads, casually combed behind her ears, not deliberately decorated or posed. Always wearing plain cheongsam and flat shoes, this is Lu Xiaoman who has dumped countless people. Looking at the photos now, some people say that Xiaoman is not beautiful enough. In fact, the beauty of Xiaoman is not necessarily confirmed only in photos. Western photography is too hard to test people's hard contours and can't show the charm of the East. The beauty of Xiaoman is like mountains and rivers. She is a meticulous painting of an ancient beauty. Each painting is very slender, but when combined, it is freehand. Hu Shi said Xiaoman was a "must-see scenery" and Liu Haisu said Xiaoman was "radiant with beauty". When I was studying at school, some people were proud of being able to get clothes for Xiaoman and have a word with Xiaoman. Xiaoman has countless fans. If he wants to go to Harbin, he will go to Harbin. There are posters all over the street. After remarriage, even Xu Zhimo's ex-wife Zhang Youyi had to admit that Xiao Manmei.

Xiaoman is a talented woman again. She is proficient in English and French. She can write, draw and write in lowercase letters. What's more, these artistic abilities are all from an early age. Yu Dafu said that Lu Xiaoman was Prometheus who shocked China's literary and art circles in the 1920s. It's true. Xiaoman is the source of inspiration for many people. She can do it herself, she can write and draw casually, and she can be a school of her own. Her diary is rich, her prose is kind, her letters are noisy and serious, and her novels have a pair of cold eyes. The drama Bian Kungang, which she co-produced with Zhimo, has beautiful lines and correct structure, which really makes people feel that it is a pity that Xiaoman didn't work hard. She is good at painting, which is beautiful in the early stage and unique in the evening.

Xiaoman is still a pet girl. God gave her too much love. Beauty speaks for itself. Her family background is also very heroic. Her father was a financial official and galloped in the banking industry. Her mother is a talented woman and taught her to be a celebrity. As a teenager, she was able to walk around in diplomatic places, receive diplomatic envoys, get praise from Gu Weijun, and shake the social circle in Beijing; After marriage, it is even more radiant, known as the "southern Tang and northern land", and its reputation is amazing. She is more than just a star. Her divorce made her more famous and she went to live in Shanghai. The upper class in Shanghai is proud to see Xiaoman's beauty. Xiaoman also has the opportunity to make movies in Hollywood. People gave her a huge sum of money, but she returned it intact, dismissing the filming of foreigners. Her food, clothing, housing, transportation, laughter and fun used to be the highest. She has a chef at home, a servant and a driver, and can buy six pairs of high-grade leather shoes at a time. Xiaoman is full of little dragons, who can fall into the sea at will.

Xiaoman deserves to be a hipster She is a pioneer of personality. In the 1920s, it was unprecedented for women to initiate divorce. There are also men in the countryside who dislike their wives with little feet, but Xiaoman is the only one who "dislikes" his husband who graduated from West Point Military Academy. Xiaoman never thought of marrying into a rich family, catching a rich husband and being an official wife. She has a ruler in her heart, what is worth and what is not. She has her own standards, which are very different from the secular standards. Many people scolded her, and Liang Qichao taught her a lesson at the wedding. After the wedding, he did not forget to write to express his resentment. As for Xu Zhimo's friends, some people are even more dissatisfied with her. True treason is to follow your heart, not others' wishes, and live freely. On the issue of women's liberation, Xiaoman is indeed ahead of many people. Her love history was recorded in her diary, and the struggle was very touching.

Xiaoman is a rare daughter. She went her own way, did whatever she wanted, and squandered her youth like boiling oil. She plays upside down day and night. She was the "nightclub coffee" of the Republic of China. She went to the dance floor to play late into the night and couldn't get up the next day. Her day begins at noon. She is also keen on supporting roles and has recognized many goddaughters; She smoked, poked and poked, lying on the sofa with her friends, fascinated, and Xu Zhimo could only take a nap behind her; She seldom eats dinner, so she eats a big meal if she wants to. She also loves snacks, keeps her mouth shut, eats too much and can't sing opera. She is lazy, so Xu Zhimo asked her to write something. She was tired after writing for a short time, and she was not working on the manuscript. She just let nature take its course and lost a lot. She had a hard time. Shima asked her to go to the north, but she insisted. She is afraid to meet those people in Beiping, or Shanghai is more comfortable. She was angry with her husband and threw a pipe at him, which broke Chi Mo's glasses and shattered the glass all over the floor.

Xiaoman is a sick woman. Her mother gave birth to nine children, only Xiaoman survived. She has been weak since she was a child, and she is prone to palpitation, shortness of breath, headache and even fainting. When she was in love with Shima, she was hospitalized several times because of depression. Wang Geng, who was divorced, found that she was pregnant with his child and secretly went to have an abortion. The operation was not very successful, resulting in worse health; In Shanghai, Xiaoman turned upside down day and night, and her irregular life made her health worse and worse. She fainted easily, either here or there. She is constipated, so she has to use sesame oil enema to defecate. It was not until someone massaged and smoked opium that they were relieved. Xiaoman suffered from emphysema in his later years and often relied on rare drugs to maintain his life. 1949, 47-year-old Xiaoman has liver-stomach disharmony. He only vomited for three months and slept for thirteen months. It is a miracle that Xiaoman can still live to be in his sixties after suffering from such a disease. However, no matter how sick she is, she is still "wearing thin clothes to wake up the jade" and her charm is hard to hide.

Xiaoman is an idiot after all. Some people say that she has two and a half husbands. She and Wang Geng are acquaintances; She is in love with Xu Zhimo; She and Weng Wurui know each other. Her life is a parabola, and Zhimo is a gorgeous apex. After Shima's death, Xiaoman was a vegetarian all his life and never remarried. She was only twenty-nine years old and had many opportunities. Wang Geng once proposed to her, and Song Zian once offered her an olive branch. As for other secret admirers, it is estimated that there are not a few. But she kept thinking about Shima. She presented flowers to him and helped him publish his legacy. Decades of twists and turns, with a flick of a finger. Xiaoman's last wish was to be buried with Zhimo, but he failed to do so.

Xiaoman is complex and simple, so she can bear so many stories, but beauty is unlucky, and abuse and controversy have never been far away from her. When I wrote this little book, I didn't particularly mean to "rehabilitate" Xiaoman. There is no right or wrong in life, but the old rules and complicated truths in the world bind the Pentium life. For example, Xiaoman's "work" is not good for others, but for Xiaoman himself, it may be just an experience-let life come to you and welcome it. The villain is a cigarette, enjoying and destroying. Xiaoman is also a epiphyllum, and its beauty does not need everyone to understand.

Xiaoman is Xiaoman, and no one needs to be rehabilitated. Just like others scolded her, she said nothing. She is only responsible for herself. Why care what others say? Might as well go in one ear and out the other. Xiaoman was born a star, loved and hated, rejoiced and mourned, and experienced ups and downs, but she dared to stand in front of the world and live a noble life bravely. This requires too much luck! Those ugly, weak and timid people, when they see Xiaoman, all have envious hearts and disgusting thoughts. But the little man doesn't care. She opened the road along the mountain and bridged the bridge when she met the water. Her little world revolves around her. Xiaoman is uncompromising. For life, for others and for the world, she closed the door, lit a cigarette, flew a phoenix eye and sang a few words of Peking Opera. Life may occasionally be narcissistic.

People in China are never chaotic, and there is not too much personality liberation, but too little! Inner deception is the most terrible. Who hasn't lost? Just whenever you get lost, you might as well ask yourself what your real desire is. Think about it, raise your head, explore the future with your heart, and judge right and wrong with your own heart. Seeing Xiaoman is actually looking at yourself. Xiaoman's life is like a drama, with climax and defeat, but Xiaoman has regrets but no regrets. He has been beautiful, beautiful, loved, resented and suffered ... the world has never been like this. Those who are numb to conformity, those who are submerged in the sea of people, and those who live their own lives have all become legends.