Over the past six months or so, Yang Xue has impressed me with joy and sorrow, laughter and tears, flowers and fruits, fragrance and color, and savored them carefully. It has always given me different life experiences, constantly revised my thoughts, exercised my will and strengthened my body and mind, which is also the reward of Yang Xue's endless efforts!
I long to walk into Yang Xue countless times; I have tried countless times, and I can get the favor of Yang Xue; I have imagined countless times that every job in Yang Xue is a kind of hope, yearning and sustenance. I think Yang Xue will illuminate others like its name, and it will be as meaningful as the meaning behind the name. After all, imagination is beautiful. When the real ideal shines into reality, it is cruel. Maybe everything has two sides, which is a normal truth and law.
From the day I entered Yang Xue, I made up my mind to be pragmatic, diligent, brave and conscientious, and never slacken off and be meticulous. I must be the first person to come and the last person to leave every day. A few months passed like a day, just like that, without complaint.
When I first came, there were no drivers in the company during that time. Two commercial vehicles take turns driving, and one leader takes a seat, which is the first task to be completed every day. A public car, which department goes out to handle affairs, which department staff are busy. At this time, the company is transforming and integrating, driving more frequently and working overtime every day. Although very tired, but very happy. After all, life is full and there is no time to drink tea and fart.
Looking forward to the stars, looking forward to the moon, finally came a little brother driver, and my task was shared. It can be said that it should be suspended. But it backfired. You can't stop working if you want. Maybe it will become full-time and richer. After all, there are no obstacles and obstacles, so I can only serve blindly and work full-time to serve everything.
From then on, I became a full-time driver, private secretary, life assistant, logistics manager and daily handyman led by my boss. I once joked that it was my own name. Miscellaneous affairs, red tape and all kinds of trivial things are my daily work.
In the past seven months, I have listed myself as an abnormal life. I have never visited my relatives, visited my friends, and had dinner with my relatives and friends for a week. I am on call 24 hours a day. Since I took this job, I want to do it wholeheartedly and always put it first. I feel what a sacred task this is.
Mr. Er Yuehe once said that when I pick up a pen, I am the best in the world, and when I put it down, I am a man with my tail between my legs. Seriously, the second half of this sentence is the most appropriate true portrayal of myself. I have been working with my tail between my legs every day, deaf, blind and dumb. Although you are not a celebrity in our cultural circle, you still have some prestige. You can only be a drop in the ocean here. The essence of your work is to treat leaders as gods, give priority to them and serve them well.
A normal class, four trips a day, nearly 80 miles. It is possible to go to countless units to do business and engage in relationships in one day, and even there is a far difference of 500 miles back and forth. It is possible to go back and forth six times a week. I always feel that I have been floating on the road, on the expressway, in the middle of the night, under the hidden clouds at both ends.
In my memory, one week, there were two turning points at two o'clock, two nights were twelve o'clock, and the rest were ten o'clock and eleven o'clock. During that time, the company was busy with business, and there were many urgent things to deal with, plus some unexpected and countless situations. As a driver, this is my duty and responsibility, but I have no complaints. The facts are obvious. When you are busy, you are always afraid of making mistakes and worrying about the safety of people on the bus. You are always dazzled by the distant light from the other side, which will blind your eyes like acupuncture and make you dizzy. This is why many drivers are unwilling to burn the midnight oil.
Insomnia, anxiety, insomnia, mental disorder, neurasthenia, etc. It became a heart disease during that time. There is no way. In order to drive safely, I heard that I drink strong coffee and tea, try my best to drink the most bitter tea, and keep working. Only I know the pain in my heart. What others see is just your shiny appearance. Every day is like beating chicken blood. I am full of energy and energy every day, but my skin color is a little black and yellow.
As a nanny, waiter, servant and handyman, I just pour tea, wine and rice over and over again. Sitting at the end of the table countless times is just a decoration. How many times have I taken it? Go out for a while, think about it and come back as soon as possible. Time and time again, the time for a meal has come and gone countless times. I always count when I can sit down, but I can't cook for three times. This is my forbidden limit to myself.
There is a detail in this. I was educated at home since I was a child, whether my grandparents or my parents and uncles. They taught us that people who come to our home, whether guests or guests, are guests. We must feel at home and respect them. Needless to say, put the guests first. This is the way to treat guests. After countless banquets, I always feel that something is wrong, and I dare not say if I can't ask. I've been thinking about it myself It turned out that I didn't know when I heard the phrase "the host doesn't drink, the guests don't drink", and to paraphrase "the host doesn't eat, the guests dare not eat". Perhaps this is the result of the collision between Chinese and western etiquette. No matter what solemn occasion, it is absurd or absurd for us to put our host's family first, but as long as we are happy, why don't we care about others being angry? This is what I can't understand most, but I have to do it against my will again and again, because the happiness of leaders is heaven, and the respect of leaders beyond ordinary people is the great thing, which may be another meaning of life.
Some people's life, work, family and environment are unsatisfactory or unsatisfactory, which has dealt a blow to his life, distorted his personality, temper and psychology, and led to mental and physical defects, split personality, listlessness and even nervousness. These are all caused by the external environment and are normal. Never be too self-centered and build your happiness on the suffering of others. Life is not normal because it is not normal. Environmental reasons lead to loneliness, selfishness, split personality, physical and mental health, only looking at small aspects, but not seeing big aspects, which is also a big failure in life. This is not a success, but the biggest failure. My heart is selfless and broad. Can you see sunny day, sunny day, sunny day and blue sky if you only drill into the cracks in the bones? No, never.
It is in this depressing environment that I have been working hard. I never thought about retreating and quitting. Sometimes I feel that the leader is a little unhappy. I also blame myself for not being perfect. Although I have done due diligence, the leader is not satisfied, which shows that there are still shortcomings and flaws that can be improved and promoted. I never think it's the leadership itself, but I always feel that I'm not perfect. This is a wrong life experience, seeking perfection through grievances.
Environmental improvement around the company, land leveling in the factory area, office chores, flowers and plants conservation in koi fish, actual work deployment of the company, and coordination of internal work. Since the leader has given me various tasks, I will coordinate well, discuss patiently, treat with care, communicate sincerely, get along well with leading colleagues, treat each other sincerely, complete all kinds of affairs outside the work in the shortest time, and give the leader a satisfactory answer. Sometimes, if a task can be completed in an hour, it will never be delayed for more than an hour. What can be done one day will never be done the next day, and what can be done in two days will never take more than two days and one minute. This is also the reason why I am so strict with myself. I will race against time to complete all the assigned tasks. Sometimes I think that I am just a driver now, and I always feel uncomfortable when I coordinate, communicate and communicate with the leaders of other departments. People are always the same. In order to complete the tasks assigned by the leaders, I always crustily skin of head, blush and say yes, and then say yes. It's a bit like asking my grandpa to tell my grandma.
To tell the truth, sometimes I think that there is a hot article on the Internet called "Treat parents like leaders". The leader said that snow is black, fart is fragrant and perfume is smelly ... why can we all accept it? But we don't listen to our parents' inculcation, or do we go in one ear and out the other? There is a classic saying in the article that they are satisfied with their parents as long as they treat their leaders one tenth.
In Yang Xue for more than half a year, every day, I was cautious, for fear of making the leaders unhappy. Doing anything requires 200% effort, even hundreds of efforts. I dare not be careless at all, and I dare not get carried away. I just want to be careful and meticulous, and I just want to get a perfect work ending.
At work, I will burn purified water twice a day, once in the morning and once in the afternoon, and put it in the thermos bottle in the car. We pour boiling water four times a day, and even if the leader gets on the bus, it's almost just enough to drink, not too hot or too hot, warm and refreshing, which is very suitable. A little detail, I never dare to let go, dare not neglect.
For some people who are suspicious and cautious by nature, our work is meticulous, meticulous and cautious, for fear of missing anything. We dare not take things lightly all the time and everywhere, and concentrate on the successful completion of the work. It is best not to have any problems.
Secrecy is the most important thing to lead people around you. Always keep it in mind. The whereabouts, contacts, private affairs, reception and work of leaders are regarded as confidential priorities of the company, which is the most basic priority of people around us.
Some time ago, the production department of the company held a national clothing marketing conference, attended by distributors and customers from all provinces. The leader gave me this sacred pick-up task and entrusted me to do it well, which gave me a reassurance. You are the most careful and attentive person, and I believe you can do it well. I took a stick as a needle and promised it. I'm sitting alone, planning well, planning well, and making overall arrangements for fear of missing anything. After all, this is the biggest event related to the company's production department and marketing department. It has been successful, well done and promising in the future.
Five days of 24-hour guarding, it took me five days to breathe a sigh of relief from picking up the first customer to sending the last customer away. That night, I just slept. I woke up in the middle of the night a few days ago, still thinking about many unexpected situations, how to deal with them properly, and countless nights of dreaming were full of thoughts during the day. Where can I do it? I was most worried about getting things done, but I didn't leave in the end. But through these days of getting along, I got along well with the leaders of the company's production department, and coordinated all kinds of things by myself, which was also affirmed and recognized by all the leaders present. This is something I'm proud of. Every leader's meeting is a prelude. You are so thoughtful, so careful, so perfect. I can only smile, and so should I. I am a person who treats everything with heart in my bones. If I do anything all day, I will try my best to do the things in front of me. This is the biggest requirement I set for myself. I must implement it and do it.
Every time the company picks up and drops off VIPs, the leaders say that I have the most assured arrangement. Therefore, I became a bridge and breakthrough to connect emotional ties. Every time is a perfect ending, nothing happened that made the leader uncomfortable. In order to complete the task successfully, I have been to two airports, three high-speed railway station and three railway stations. I am duty-bound.
Actually, sometimes, I calm down and think about it. In Yang Xue, I am an ordinary handyman. I have done everything, responded, dealt with it, and suffered obstacles, pressures and blows from many sides.
It is often said that the more frequently officials and people do it, the shorter their vitality will be, because everyone knows that a tiny difference is a thousand miles away. There is another saying, 99 out of 100 things are done beautifully. If one thing is done wrong, you will collapse, collapse and never recover.
The leader has asked me many times privately, do you smoke and drink? Do you have any hobbies? I told you that I don't smoke or drink, but I just like reading and writing, so it may be a coincidence that I like the heart of the leader.
For so long, a person's natural temperament has been thoroughly mastered, and I like a clean and decent environment, which I keep in mind. Wash the inside and outside of the car once every three days and once every five days. Never dare to have any peculiar smell in it, let alone make it messy. They are all high standards and strict requirements, orderly, and never chaotic or sloppy.
Although there are not many intersections, exchanges and chats, I can feel that my work is still in place, and I can also spy two or three from the words of the leaders. After all, you can still feel something between words and deeds.
I feel that I am a little intellectual who is more sensible, sensible, polite, educated and qualified under the influence of family style. I will always stand in the perspective of others and think of others. This is the minimum requirement of being a man.
Everything you do is serious. Do it in a day, and never leave any excuses for others. Be conscientious and deeply rooted in your heart.
Step into the society and always remind yourself to be serious and honest. No matter when and where, this belief will never fail. Image, face and dignity are more important than anything else.
In dealing with people, we have always believed in respecting leaders and uniting colleagues. Brothers and sisters can help each other and help each other. No matter how troublesome and difficult it is, leaders always try their best to overcome the tasks delivered or exceeded, and never dare to fall behind or drag their feet. Everything is loyal to the company, loyal to the leader, loyal to the work, just want to do well.
To tell the truth, every day in Yang Xue, I am clearing Yang Xue's name. I never like people saying that Yang Xue is wrong. I just use words and language to tell my relatives and friends around me, and tell my friends in my circle of friends that Yang Xue is not as unbearable and bad as it is said on the Internet. I have written more than a dozen articles for Yang Xue and a biography for Yang Xue, and set up a card room. For the sake of Yang Xue's lost face and image in the past, we are red-faced and cheeky, and just want to tell them a different brand-new Yang Xue from all aspects.
After staying in Yang Xue for half a year, I feel a clear conscience. I will work hard to achieve my ideal goal from all aspects, from corners, from major issues, from back office and field work, from every aspect, from every angle and from every transaction.
Cultural scholar, writer and media book critic: Liu Kai.