Your situation should happen to minors, whose thoughts and personality are not very sound, and it is impossible to face all problems correctly when encountering problems; Once facing and dealing with mistakes, especially inner repressed conflicts and extreme thinking patterns, it will affect his personality development and the independence of ideological values;
At the same time, I don't have enough energy to face normal life and study, but I have a lot of energy to face pain; In this way, over time, problems in personality status and ideological value will gradually emerge, and people will become dull, dull and even have psychological obstacles because of ideological contradictions and inner depression and lack of sound personality to guide themselves.
If relatives, friends, teachers and classmates taunt him in words and behaviors in this process, it will have a great impact on his inferiority and mind, which will easily lead to his inner depression and negative energy accumulation in his heart.
This situation can be treated, not congenital, but caused by acquired environment and education. It is necessary to participate in systematic psychological counseling, gradually improve the self-personality state, change the extremely negative thinking mode, alleviate the influence of this matter on the self-mind, and finally form a self-harmonious value system. So you need to tell your parents in time, let them help you, and find a suitable psychotherapy institution at the same time, because such problems are difficult to come out by themselves. You can also look at our Runxuan's self-consistency and harmony psychological system and analyze your problems in detail.