2019.10.10, dear Xiao Han, mom was on the ferry, on the way to Haikou's grandmother's house, where you were, where mom grew up for 30 years and had a distant and unforgettable childhood. It's 0: 40 in the evening/kloc-0: 00, and you've fallen asleep sweetly in the crib, with grandma lying beside you.
Mom owes you a lot in the past six months. She is always on the road. Lagou promised not to let go of all your time, but now it doesn't matter. Ma Ma is ashamed. You don't know how to blame, but I know that every time you leave, your clear eyes are full of grievances and incomprehension. I know how much you love mom. A long time ago, you told me that when you were breathing, heartbeat and fetal movement in my body, I clearly heard you say, mom, I love you.
In another hour and four minutes, you will be two years old. Muma is lazy and always wants to write a growth record for you every day, but she can't stick to it. On the ferry with no signal, Ma Ma can finally calm down, find out the notes written in these 24 months and have a good talk with you.
I. Three months pregnant (20 17.4. 15)
Choose mom.
You asked me what I was doing before I was born
I answered
I choose my mother in the sky.
see you again
I think you are very good.
Want to be your child
I think I may not be so lucky.
Don't consider sth
The next morning.
I'm already in your belly.
Every child was an angel. They used to lie on the clouds and choose their mothers carefully.
They chose you, then threw away countless treasures in the sky and came to you naked like a little beggar with nothing. )
Baby, thank you for being my child.
Second, Han was born on the same day.
2019.1.1.14: 28, caesarean section, baby girl, 2.9kg, 50cm.
After 3 1 hour of hard work, at 2: 28 pm, you finally came to this beautiful fireworks world. The only fly in the ointment is that you were born with a fever, because of inflammation, high fever, long delivery time and need special care. I'm sorry that numbness has caused you pain.
Listen to the nurse, your little pp is very beautiful, and Ma Ma is looking forward to it.
It's been almost ten months. I haven't seen you since I was born. I miss you very much.
It turns out that there is a kind of yearning, born with it. I have never met before, but I have already fallen in love with you.
Third, 20 19. 1 1.4
I finally met you today. You are so young, you were still sleeping when you took it off, with dark skin, inconspicuous outline and high forehead. Grandma says you are so dark. However, Ma Ma has great confidence in you. You must be a potential stock. As you grow up, you will become more and more dazzling. Because you have our dazzling love.
Four. 20 19. 1 1. 12
Take you home. You've been fine recently. I sleep most of the time. Looking at you at five o'clock in the morning, I suddenly feel like Baba.
The clouds in the water are tender and tender. Especially touching in this country.
Dear baby is asleep, and her brow is full of joy for the world. I miss you when I wake up at this moment.
V. 1 1.20
Your little face will be clear in a few days. You are really a potential stock of Ma Ma. In the dim light, your eyes are like a pool of clear water. You look at me and melt your numb heart. With the world, as soft as cotton candy.
Mom wishes you wouldn't frown like dad.
Smile, baby, and the world will smile back at you eventually.
6. 1 1.30.
Today is your full moon.
Many relatives and friends come to see you. Say that your eyes are exactly like Ma Ma. Ma Ma also had a pair of big eyes as clear as water when she was a child, but after so many years, it has become turbid. Mom wants you to understand all your life.
Vii. 12 438+08
Ever since your full moon came, you have been upside down day and night. At night, you and Ma Ma worked hard and never stopped. When you saw that Ma Ma was a little sleepy, you cried loudly. As if afraid of loneliness in the middle of the night. So Ma Ma tried her best to hold her eyes and let you feel Ma Ma's sobriety. The mother and daughter struggled until the first ray of sunshine broke through the night sky in the morning. You seem to have caught the light and felt at ease, so you gave up your last struggle and fell asleep. During this period, we did countless experiments, but in any case, you were not awakened. Just like at night, countless efforts, no matter what, did not let you sleep.
Baby, you are really here to subvert the numb world, starting with the biological clock.
But what can I do? I love you. Not just love my sleep.
Viii. 12.30
Ma Ma is going to collapse. After so many days, you are still day and night. Every time I hold you to sleep 10 1, you cry like a protest. Ma Ma slowly went from worrying about whether you are uncomfortable, to being upset, to fighting with your eyelids, to wanting to ignore you. . . . But I can't ignore you. When you cried for more than a minute, Ma Ma's heart began to be scratched by the cat's paw, blaming herself for ignoring you. Tears filled my eyes, and my numb heart was like an earthquake.
Sleep, dear baby. Mom will sing you a lullaby, ok?
IX. 1. 17
Recently, you like to listen to "Twinkling Stars" and fall asleep humming. You are sleeping soundly in my arms. I seem to be holding the most precious treasure in the world, and I am careful not to wake you accidentally.
Your biological clock starts to normal, and you find the feeling of day and night.
Rookie Ma Ma's confidence is back. Thank you for honing your hemp. Since then, Ma Ma is no longer afraid of insomnia.
As long as there is hope, those are just clouds. Baby, are you okay?
x 3.24
I'm almost half a year old in an instant, and my expression is getting richer and richer. Ma Ma made you an expression pack. Everything I've seen is lovely.
In mom's heart, you are unique. Your expression pack and hemp will always be kept. One day, when you see it, you will ask me, whose child is this? So cute!
Guess.
1 1，4. 19
Take you to take pictures today. Modeling has turned Ma Ma and the photographer into dreams. I decide to make an album for you every year until you are 18 years old. Arrange neatly in a pile, learn from Han classmates, and travel around the world with this 18 photo album.
XII, 5.20
You can sit still. Rookie Ma Ma hasn't made any progress yet. Manicure takes a long time and is fruitless. Only when you are asleep will you have a chance.
XIII, 6. 16
You have been swimming hard recently. I'm not afraid of water at all. Little meat legs are kicking around in the water. Very energetic.
Ma Ma is watching you kick water and talking to yourself. If you swim like this, your legs should be thin, right? Please, please, don't be like a numb leg. The nurse next to me was speechless when she heard this.
XIV, 8. 1
Two o'clock in the morning. You just fell asleep crying for no reason. Until my uncle came to help.
It seems that Ma Ma needs refueling. Isn't being a mother enough? I fell asleep in my uncle's arms
Ma Ma needs to be gentler and stronger. Give you a sense of security. Can rookie Ma Ma grow up with you?
Fifteen, 9: 03.
Tonight, your uncle said that if you are an only child, you will cry when DuDu gets married.
I'm not worried at all. Because mom has arranged it. Learn from Han Baobao at the age of three, and sign a marriage agreement with Ma Ma. Pull the hook according to the fingerprint, and it will remain unchanged for a hundred years.
Sixteen,10,438+0
One year old. Dear baby, happy birthday.
I hope your eyes can only see a smile, and I hope every tear you shed is touching.
I hope that every dream you have in the future will not be empty. If it is really commendable, it will become noisy because of you.
Seventeen, 12.3
Three o'clock in the morning. You are in tears. Call dad, dad. My heart aches. I got up and went to the bathroom. Who wants you to look at me with a puzzled face and wait for a while? A few seconds later, you suddenly crawled in my direction, like a neat kitten, quietly and half lying in bed looking at me. Clean Kurome reflects my love.
You are in my life. Ma Ma is so lucky. My love for you is beyond words. I only know that you helped me warm my heart when I was coldest.
For the rest of my life, I hope our mother and daughter love each other. Baby. Mom will try to be better and more capable. Let you see how beautiful the fireworks in this world are.
XVIII. 20 19.2.5
The first Spring Festival you spent with Ma Ma.
There are fireworks everywhere outside the window. Sometimes fireworks are easy to cool, but this year, with you, they haven't cooled for a long time.
XIX, 3.5
20 19.3.5 is the first time you get out of bed to find ma ma. You get out of bed quickly and come out to find your mother before you yell at her a few times. Wearing long pajamas, barefoot, looking at mommy blankly, waxy and soft, instantly melting her heart.
Twenty, three.18
Today, I came out and took a bottle back to my room, just in time for you to show your skills and get up. The small body clings to the bed carefully, and the short legs tentatively extend to the ground. Because I was nervous, I issued a syllable similar to poop, and finally two little feet landed with a bang. So cute! It turns out that I can't get up neatly. But you still want to get out of bed again and again.
You seem to have a kind of warmth, which is more powerful than all chicken soup. When people look at you, their hearts will rise with tenacity.
Twenty-one, 3.20
You were so naughty today that you accidentally knocked over a heavy ball. The ball fell and hit mother's instep. Mother groaned and said it hurt. Big eyes flashing, don't look back. Squat down and touch Ma Ma's instep with your little hand, and say softly, Blow, Ma Ma doesn't hurt. Serious eyes seem to be very distressed.
My heart melted again in an instant.
Never underestimate your child's love for you.
Your children may not know how to use chopsticks, or even can't tell the difference between their left and right hands, but they will naturally love you.
They are a gift from heaven, like a slow snail, taking you to enjoy the most beautiful scenery in the world.
Baby, I want you to walk slowly with Ma Ma and enjoy the world.
22: 4.3
The first fish I cooked for you. Ugly as it is.
Baby, but don't worry about your vegetarian mother forcing you to stay away from meat for the time being. [Yi tooth] [Yi tooth] [Yi tooth]
Twenty-three, 5.9
I'm taking obstetrics courses these days. Hearing this metaphor, my eyes involuntarily moistened. : The baby of caesarean section is relatively insecure. It's like a person sleeping soundly at home with no clothes on, and suddenly the door is kicked open, carried out naked and exposed to the sun.
Think of your frightened little appearance. . . .
Sorry, mom will love you more.
24, 9. 18
Dudu is away these days and can't sleep at night. Sit up and look at the photos of Dudu when he was one year old. My heart is sprouting again.
I slept well when Dudu was around. Every time I tell her the story of Peggy the pig walking with the dog, I feel sleepy and incoherent. The baby also listened quietly, blinking, snuggling up to Ma Ma, holding his big hand with his little hand. . . Sleep quietly.
Baby, with your company, mom is quiet inside. Thank you for giving mom such a wonderful time.
24 months, like a fly. It is late at night. The train finally arrived at the station. Mom remembers a place, this place is called Storybrooke. Share with you. I hope dear, you can have a fairy tale town of your own in the future. Live happily ever after.
the past
I heard that Snow White is going to escape.
Little Red Riding Hood is worried about the Wolf.
I heard that Mad Hatter likes Alice.
The ugly duckling will turn into a white swan.
It is said that Peter Pan's total length is not large.
Jack, he has a harp and magic.
I heard that there is a candy house in the forest.
Cinderella is lost.
Beloved glass shoes
Only wise rivers know.
Snow White ran out of the castle for fun.
Little Red Riding Hood has something to hold back.
Turn into a wolf's dahongpao
There is always a tortuous road.
The colorful river in Storybrooke
The evil taste of magic
But the twists and turns in love.
The stream kept splashing.
Entering another curtain, the light enters the water.
Let all the long, long ago
There has been a happy ending.
I heard that Sleeping Beauty was buried.
The little mermaid is overlooking the golden palace.
I heard that Apollo became the sun.
There are running saber-toothed tigers on the grassland.
I heard that Pi Nuo Qi always lies.
Rumplestiltskin has a box full of precious stones.
It is said that there is an immortal tree on the cliff.
Red shoes dance tirelessly.
Only wise rivers know.
Sleeping beauty escaped the torture of life.
The little mermaid painted the sunlight as eye shadow.
Throw yourself into the bubble.
There is always a tortuous road.
The colorful river in Storybrooke
The evil taste of magic
But the twists and turns in love.
The stream kept splashing.
Entering another curtain, the light enters the water.
Let all the long, long ago
There has been a happy ending.
There is always a tortuous road.
Dream River in Storybrooke
Separate the ideal from the reality.
See you at the mountain pass ahead.
The stream kept splashing.
Entering another curtain, the light enters the water.
Let all the long, long ago
There has been a happy ending.
Two years old. Happy birthday, Han Xiao Han.
You will always be mom's unique baby.
good night