1990, the first college entrance examination failed; 1993, the fourth college entrance examination, finally admitted to a local secondary school. I left my job soon after I joined the job; Do odd jobs everywhere to make money, but run remedial classes without money; I have taken three exams for selecting civil servants, all of which ended in failure. Such a person, together with many college students, was admitted to the graduate students majoring in party history in Liaoning Normal University this year.
/kloc-One night in April, 2007, 37-year-old Guan Enqi sat in front of her computer and found her interview results online. He didn't respond for a long time, and he couldn't even tell what it was like to see his score higher than the admission line. Pleasure, sadness or heartache? Maybe some. He only knew a little, and finally he was admitted to the graduate school. However, this result is 10 years later than ordinary people.
After three failed college entrance examinations, I finally got into a secondary school.
Guan Enqi, a native of Ergon, Inner Mongolia, has just been admitted to the Graduate School of Politics and Administration of Liaoning Normal University, majoring in Party History. He failed in the college entrance examination three times, failed in the civil service examination three times and lost his job countless times, but these setbacks did not stop Guan Enqi from taking the exam.
"At that time, the college entrance examination was very difficult, and our study pressure was also great." Guan Enqi said that in the early 1990s, in order to meet the college entrance examination, he and his classmates worked hard, especially in the third year of high school. He almost went to bed in the afternoon 12. Although she studied hard, Guan Enqi failed.
"The failure of the first college entrance examination hit me hard. For a while, I didn't even know what I could do." Guan Enqi said that after careful consideration, he still proposed to his parents, hoping to repeat one year and give himself another chance. Although the family conditions were not good, his parents agreed to him after seeing that he was so determined.
"Unexpectedly, I told my parents three times, and I took the college entrance examination three times." After three failures, Guan Enqi was finally admitted to a finance, trade and grain school in Inner Mongolia at the fourth college entrance examination on 1993. He said that although he was admitted three years later than other students, it was a great event for his family. It was not easy to be admitted to a secondary school at that time.
Three civil service examinations ended in failure.
Two years later, Guan Enqi graduated from technical secondary school and went to work in the local grain depot. "After working for two years, catching up with the reform of the grain system, the unit efficiency has turned sharply." Guan Enqi said that around 1.998, the wages of many employees have reached or even exceeded 1.000 yuan, but they only have 400 yuan money every month, and they have to wait for half a year to get this 400 yuan money.
"I have no choice but to start my own business and make money." Guan Enqi told reporters that he used his skills to raise funds to run a computer training class. Due to limited funds, he can only buy used computers. Soon, the computer he bought was out of date and could no longer be used. The computer class stopped, and Guan Enqi lost a lot of money. Since then, he can only look for jobs everywhere, such as waiters, salesmen and computer teachers. He tried almost everything he could.
"Our city has an open civil service examination. I want to give it a try and sign up. " After work, Guan Enqi began to study again. The result disappointed him. He scored high in the written test, but he was eliminated by 6 points in the interview.
"I didn't give up, I just made more preparations and took the exam with confidence." Guan Enqi said that the second examination of civil servants was the most disturbing thing for him. He still scored high in the written test and failed the interview, but the score of this interview was only 0.43. Therefore, when the third test was 0.36, Guan Enqi was very calm and he gave up.
1 year undergraduate study, admitted to graduate school.
During this period, Guan Enqi got a correspondence college certificate. Civil servant exams have been defeated repeatedly, but with a heavy university certificate, Guan Enqi suddenly ignited a glimmer of hope. With a junior college diploma, he can take an undergraduate course.
Guan Enqi said that due to the backward economic development in his hometown, after the collapse of state-owned enterprises, there were few urban enterprises and no companies, so it was difficult to find a job. "In fact, my motivation for learning is very simple, that is, I have never been to other places, and I don't know what the outside world is like. Our school lacks English talents. I can teach at school when I learn English. " To this end, Guan Enqi is going to take the adult college entrance examination and enter the English major undergraduate course.
"Junior high school English is easy to review. I finished it in half a year. " Guan Enqi said that when reviewing English in senior three, she found it difficult, so she started a "crooked brain"-going to vocational middle schools to "rub" classes. "I sit in the last row of the classroom, having classes in the morning and working in the afternoon." Guan Enqi said that after learning about his situation, the teachers in vocational middle schools not only did not ban him from attending classes, but also took care of him and helped him explain the problems. In this way, at the end of 2004, Guan Enqi took part in the adult college entrance examination and was admitted to Liaoning Normal University as an English major.
Admitted to the university, Guan Enqi is not satisfied, because he still has a goal, postgraduate entrance examination. After 1 year's preparation, Guan Enqi walked into the examination room with the undergraduate students who were recruited in a unified way. "Because I am the only undergraduate admitted to this major, I am the only one in that examination room, but there are two invigilators." Guan Enqi said that she felt very proud and sad at that time. He didn't fail the exam again.
I hope to write a book to record my experience.
I have been trying to catch the exam, and Guan Enqi is not married, which is the most important thing for my parents. "There are many enthusiastic relatives and friends around me who have introduced me to my girlfriend." Guan Enqi said that the woman saw that he was still "doing nothing" in his thirties, like a bookworm, and fell down after several exchanges. "There are too many such experiences. I felt very hit at first, but I got used to it later. "
"My father has always supported me to continue my studies because he firmly believes that I will pass the exam one day." Guan Enqi said that his father is now old and in poor health. He has more free time after the exam, so he must spend more time with his father. As for staying in Dalian or going back to his hometown for development after graduation, he didn't think much for the time being. "There are still four months before leaving school, and I want to go home to collect tuition." Guan Enqi said that at present, finding ways to raise tuition fees is his biggest task.
As for his future plans, he said he wanted to write a book to truly record his experiences for so many years. "It doesn't matter whether it can be successfully issued. I want to clear my mind and count my comfort. "